I just had another worst morning.

This Saturday I have my solo for Solo and Ensemble and I set a goal for this week to practice and memorize my music by Saturday and take a break from my book since this week is important for me to memorize my music.

Sadly, my stepfather asked me if I have read lately. Well I didn't read last weekend because my sister wants me to focus most on my solo so I didn't bring my book to my dad's house. I said to him no because I was practicing my solo.

But then we argued and he told me to read and practice my solo. I just wanted to take a break from the book. But he never listens to a word I'm saying.

To make matter worse, if I said I wanna practice more than reading, he yelled that they'll take me out of Solo and Ensemble and only read. I was crying because he was yelling at me, he never believes in me and worse, HE NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME!!

I WAS JUST GONNA PLAY MY SOLO MORE. BUT NOOOO HE JUST HAVE TO PUSH MY BUTTONS AND MAKE ME YELL, CRY, ETC.

And he was trying to get me into a adult conversation but I don't wanna talk to him right now. He then said that I wanna be treated like a teen, but right now I feel like I'm treated like a two year old.

I WAS ONLY TRYING TO SAY I WANNA FOCUS MORE ON MY SOLO!

He thinks I'm breaking the rules of not doing homework.

I'M NOT! I DO MY HOMEWORK EVERYDAY!

I'm so mad. He made me feel bad.  And he forced me to realize he's right.

I just needed to be alone from this.

~Jessica