chapter 4
Casey's pov
" Kill her "
" Shut the fuck up " I screech outloud as I drop Andrea before Rogue thoughts makes me angry and hurt her
" Why should I she dare challenge you she dare fight you "
" Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up " I say repeatedly punching the ground
" Michelle no step back before you get hurt " I hear a voice say but I'm to consumed in trying to keep myself from shifting while angry
" See people think we are dangerous Rogue stop this nonsense " Vera scolds and he gasp
" Me no I would never make us look dangerous its you all who won't accept me if you just accept me and stop denying me then you wouldn't go rogue when you shift dammit Ive been telling you all this for weeks now " He says and I shake my head
" Why do you mean you are Rogue you are the reason I become so angry you are the reason I almost kill because of anger YOU " I state talking to myself
" That is because you won accept me if you just accept me then you won't feel anger " Rogue says
" What do you mean you are but a figment that has taken place in our mind since Saga was taken from us " Vera states and I feel Michelle's hand on my back making me calm and I notice that everyone is tense so I shake the conversation Vera and Rogue is having out of my head hearing only the end of what Rogue says
" Saga will never return she is gone forever " He states as if its true but I know there is a way I must hurry and find the situation but first I must as he says accept him if he is right
" I'm okay Andrea ready for round 2 " I ask and she nods
" um Alp I mean mom are you okay " Athena asks tugging on my arm and I nod
" Yeah sweety im fine now " I say happily its been a whole month and I think Ive gotten better at controlling Rogues anger maybe now I can accept him yes I will I think to myself closing my eyes
" Casey are you ready " Andrea asks and I open my eyes
" Yes " I say Rogue yipping happily as I shift
" Casey are you sure " Vera asks
" Yes. Im following our instincts like you said " I think as Andrea shifts as well shaking her Auburn fur before taking on the stance I taught her earlier today before I taught her she had a firm stance but it was weak when she got hit to quickly
" You got this Andrea " Her brother Andy calls out but she doesn't stop looking at me good I think as I bark at her and she barks back attacking first I move but she still manages to nip my ear and I swat her away as gently as I can and jumps away just in time
" Quit playing around Andrea " Timothy yells it making her loss concentration and I pounce on her growling loud letting her know she has lost and she must submit
" Fuck Timothy how about you shut the hell up sometimes " she says after we shift back
" Not my fault you can't fight " He states as if it were true but in reality he is the one who can't fight and I giggle at that fact
" What are you laughing about " he asks as he notices me and I shrug not really caring to get in an argument with the pup
" I asked you what's so funny " he snaps grabbing my arm and my anger can't be contained Fuck why do I always have no control over my wolf or demon
" I hope you are ready to die pup" Rogue says as we grasp his neck tightly
" Casey put him down " Max demands and we shrug slamming him to the ground and his eyes roll back and we no he is unconscious making us smirk
" Casey " Max exclaims
" what you did not say how we should set him down " Rogue explains and I sigh
" Rogue enough let me have control " I say and he grumbles but listens
" Casey I told you about harming my children " Max says and I nod
" I know but he was out of line keep him in his place and he won't get hurt you dont see Andy and Andrea getting hurt out of training now do you " I say and he nods his wife Tamara has already gotten the pack doctor
" Its everyday with this boy " she states as she picks him up and takes him away
" Casey im sorry I lost focus " Andrea says and I shake my head
" No need to apologize just improve and eventually you'll never lose focus " I say and she nods as I notice Michelle walking towards us
" Casey I have contacted your mother " she states and my eyes widen with excitement
" What did she say " I ask
" Well as you asked I did not mention you and she said everything is fine so far she thinks Tyler is waiting until you return to make his move " she says and I nod
" What am I to do I must go home and protect my kingdoms but I also need to find a way to infiltrate the vampire kingdom " I whisper to myself Fuck how even though
" Alpha if I may " Andy says and I nod
" Go ahead im open to opinions" I say
" Well none of us knew who you were when you came here because you scent is very aggressive very rogue like and I think if you change your hair and style also your name then you can get into the Vampire kingdom no problem " He sates and I nod yes make sense except
" Why would Tyler want a power full rogue in his kingdom" I ask
" Because he can easily sway them with money, whores, and land " he says and I nod this might just work
" What do you say Michelle should I " I ask her and she nods
" What should I do there's no doubt that he'll recognize me " she states
" You will be going home to tell them you lost me in the chaos okay " I say and she nods
" Yes Casey when should I leave " Michelle asks
" Tonight both of us will leave and Max I am leaving Athena here when I return and she tells me you have treated less of and alpha and queens daughter I will kill you do you understand" I say and he nods
" Yes I understand " he says Hm good
" Tamara I need a make over something way different than my current style yeah " I say and she nods taking my hand and pulling me into the house up the stairs to her room
" This should be fun " Rogue says sarcastically and I laugh but it is cut short asTamara cuts a huge clump of hair and I gulp
" Yeah real fun " Vera states sadly and I shiver seeing my Auburn hair fall everywhere as it gets shorter and shorter
" Now since you love color we will change that to you love black yeah " she states as she mumbles to herself about not having enough dye
" Andrea can you go to the store and buy jet black dye " she asks huh didn't notice her in here
" Yeah mom be right back with it " Andrea says leaving us and Tamara picks up where she left off
" Hope you like the color black" she says
" Yeah my hair is actually naturally black " I state and she nods
" I had a feeling it was " she says as she snips away gong slower now to keep things even I guess
" Well I think black will suit you" she says and I agree with her it does and I know Tyler won't notice he has to not notice if I am to succeed in taking his child and mate to end this war it is what must be done and when he comes to claim them I will reveal myself
And
Kill him
" Ha now your talking my language " Rogue says happily and I sigh hopefully while there I can find a way to get Saga back I think to myself blocking my thoughts from him and Vera I musnt let her know that I doubt her but I feel as if there is no way to get saga back I feel as if she is gone away from me forever
" It will be alright Casey " Tamara says wiping the tears that has escaped
" I know you hurting let it out " She says and I can't contain the emotions any longer I grasp onto her waist she smells like mom and as I grip harder onto her I am reminded of Fadon. I am reminded of Falen. I am reminded of Brice. I am reminded of Saga. I am reminded of Rose. I am reminded of Revana. I am reminded that I was the one who fucked up and I must fix this. I am the one who divided the pack. I am the one who will fix this I think as she caresses my head telling me everything will be okay and I laugh I am suppose to say that but I guess every once in a while I need to be protected everyone needs that
" Thank you " I say and she nods
" Mother instincts are never wrong huh " She smiles and I smile back sitting down so she can change me and once she does it will be the new Casey Dawson
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