Paxton Flynn

I snuggled in closer to the warm body, smiling to myself like a mouse on hash cheese. There wasn't anything remotely funny. In fact nobody was uttering a word and yet I was smiling and getting the fluttering feelings in my tummy.

"What?"

"Huh?" I crane my neck to catch a glimpse of his fine fine face.

"Why are you smiling?" He asks his voice hoarse and lips pink. After math of chewing on his usual gum that I had to force him to throw out.

I don't bother asking him how he knew I was smiling. Mostly because I had trouble looking away from his pink hot lips. It's like I can practically taste the gum on him. "Why are you?"

"Because you are." He replies, then tightens his hand around me and shutting his eyes with a satisfied sigh. "It's cute."

"Shut up." I mumble, my cheeks igniting up.

"Did he really take it well?" Sebastian asks after a minute and the smile on my face drops at the thought of Spencer.

I don't hate him, not at all. I just feel super bad. Someone actually liked me. After all this while, an actual very good looking guy fell for my sorry ass. I know what unrequited love feels like and I hate that I'm the one doing this to Spencer. He must feel horrible. I shouldn't have led him on. I am a horrible person. Spencer's great and deserves a good guy that won't use him. I just hope he's really okay with everything.

I turn around in Sebastian's arms, so I'm facing him with his arms still around me. He opens his eyes and I feel myself drowning into his amazing blue gray eyes. It's so enticing.

"I'm a horrible person." I confess.

"You're not." Sebastian counters without missing a beat.

"I feel like one." I say, still keeping my eyes locked on it. "Its a new feeling you know. Getting admiration from someone and not wanting it. I'm used to being on the receiving end of unwanted feelings. Being a heartbreaker sucks."

Sebastian smirks, "you better get used to it. You're gonna be breaking a lot of hearts. You're gonna get lots of admiration when you get to leave this small town because believe it or not, you're one amazing sexy head turner."

I giggle and shield my face away from his view. I feel so happy, it's like I'm gonna cry. Who would've thought that I would be getting such a compliment from Sebastian Crown? If someone had told me this months ago, I would have never believed them.

I sigh, "I don't know if Spencer took it well. He still thinks you're an asshole and I think he believes Ry is the cause of our split."

"He'll get over it. You're mine now."

My breath gets caught in my throat. "Y-yours?"

"Mmm." He nods, his lip tugging up. "Would you rather be someone else's?"

I shake my head. Any other person would have said something in the likes of, 'I don't belong to anyone. I'm my own self' but not me. I find Sebastian's possessive attitude to be one of the hottest things about him – amongst others – and I really don't mind him putting a claim over me. I want it even.

He laughs and I blush in embarrassment. "Shut up." I smile, using my hand to push a stray lock of hair away from his face. "I'll only agree to that, if it means you're mine too."

He smiles moving his face closer. "Deal." He moves as if he's gonna kiss me but then abruptly stops, sighing into the pillow. "I know you'd like to date."

I blink. "No. Whatever gav--"

"Ssh." He stops me with a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "I know it. I see the way you look at me when I'm in the company of others. I also heard you and Ryder talk and remember that time you sighed loudly when we walked past a kissing couple?"

I gaped at him and he just smiled teasing. "Stalker and I did not sigh. I-I just..."

He shuts me up again. "The point is, I know." The look in his eyes get serious. "I want that too, Pax, believe me. But as much as we both want it, the odds surrounding me are the opposite. I'm filled with uncertainties. My father could come any day and whisk me away. News could get to him about us and... I don't even want to imagine that."

I nod, "I understand."

"But I swear it," he reaches up, cupping my face. "One day..."

I stop him by placing a finger over his lips. He looks broken and whatever he says can just open my floodgates. I don't want to cry. I don't want him to make any promises. I'm okay with now.

"I know." I say just like he did. Sebastian smiles and finally does what we've both been yearning for. He kisses me, giving me to pleasure to wipe the pink off his lips.

I love him. I don't know if he knows but I do and I'm really sure about it. I'm madly and truly in love with him.

After running off from Spencer, I came straight to his mansion slash palace. Not only because I really wanted to see him but also because I was afraid my phone would burst from too much texts. He has been texting me even before I arrived the venue. He wanted to know everything and was threatening to come look for me if I didn't reply him. I ran into his arms as soon as we met then we sneaked up to his room. I gave him a little gist of it, not really wanting to talk about it and one thing led to another and we ended up cuddling on his bed.

Our legs tangled up as Seb pressed down on me, deepening our kiss and biting on my bottom lips. My hips arched up to him as I tugged on his hair, moaning in my throat for more. His lips leave mine and he kisses my cheek, bites on my earlobe on his way down to my neck. It's almost funny how one person can lead to the undoing of another with something as simple as a kiss.

As he most definitely gave me a hickey, his hand rested on my thigh, sensually moving up until he was directly over my crotch. I moaned pulling on his hair until his face was right where I wanted it, over mine.

I am pretty certain I was about to pull his shirt off but that never happened because the door opened up and a gasp had Sebastian jumping off me in a way that'll make Peter Parker proud.

Shit.

–*–*–

"Did she give in?" I ask stopping my little pace around the spacious living room.

"She says she didn't see anything but I can't trust her not to blab out to my mother. We're not exactly friends." He says strolling in and running a hand through his hair.

I bite on my lip, "I'm so sorry, Sebastian."

He looks up at me with a small smile. "For what?"

"Putting you in a situation like this." I frown. "I'm so dumb."

"How did you make this your fault?" He asks with an amusing smile. Nothing about this was amusing. "We got ourselves into this and if there's anyone to blame. It should be me. Next time, I'll lock the doors."

It actually surprised me that he said Next Time. I was thinking after this he wouldn't want me in his house again at least not any time soon. I gave in to the smile. "Fine, go on a date with me then."

"A date."

I nod shyly. "Yea, as official unofficial very single guys. Nothing sexual and no bed involved. Just us. We might even invite chemistry."

Sebastian laughed, then groaned. "No Chemistry and its a deal."

"Perfect."

Just then the nanny comes out from some part of the house. Her eyes look Sebastian and I, up and down before she walked away, shaking her head in a way I know very well. Disapproval.

"She definitely saw something."

"Tell me about it."

"Flynn!" Four identical voices call out as they all run down the stairs heading to Seb and I.

The one I now know as Chloe smiles up at me.

"Did you have fun in big brothers room?"

I turn eye wide at Sebastian and he's mirroring my expression. "Yea, I kinda did."

Guess our 'sneak in' wasn't a sneak after all and not only the nanny but the little girl is on to us. Seb and I share a look then burst out laughing.

We screwed.

Double shit.

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