'He totally cheated on his girlfriend and does that impress you? Attract you?'

"Don't." I say

"What do you.."

"Keep your .. relationship"

"B"

"Do you think we can end up together if you break up with your own girlfriend?"

"At least you will not be feeling guilty like you are now"

"We can never end up together" I say and snatch my cigarette things from his hand "Go back."

"It's my choice anyway. Isn't it?"

"You want sex? Come and tell me anytime you want. But.... you can't be together"

"Why? Because of Sehun?"

I just ignore him and come back to my bedroom

I should get some warm shower

.........................

And when I come out of my shower, he's there sitting in my room

Quite stubborn huh

He walks towards me and pull down my bathrobe

"Ointment... let's apply it to your bruises" he says

Chanyeol starts applying medicine ointment onto my bruises and yes...I'm naked

He's not saying anything .... things are getting more wrong than ever.

Sehun.......
he did not contact me . Not a single 'how are you' text

"Go back if you are finish" I say

"Even if it's not for sex... I like you purely. Don't take me wrong" he says "I will be sleeping on the couch"

He leaves my room.

Like me purely huh..... it sounds so difficult.

...................................

It has been 3 days since he's staying at my house.

He goes out for some groceries and come back, cook for me, do laundries, clean my house and my garden and care my Mongryong.

"Don't you have home?" I ask him

He's just sitting on that couch watching drama 😑

"Yes" he answers

"Stop being so.... stubborn"

"Am I?"

"Ya!"

He finally looks at me.... "Your skin Color is back to normal. You don't look pale anymore ." He says

"I'm fine now. So please leave"

"No.... I'm staying here for few more days"

"Park chanyeol ssi"

"Puppy ssi, what do you want to eat?"

"Ya!"

"You said we can't end up together right? Then we are staying like this."

"Park chanyeol ssi!!!"

*thumb in password*

Me and chanyeol are shocked when someone just thumb in my passwords and come in.

And that moment I knew that.... he's finally here.

It would be a lie if I wasn't waiting for him.

"Hun ya...." I say

He steps in and..... his eyes laid on chanyeol .... Observing the situation

"So this is how it is? This is your choice?" Sehun asks

"Hun ya.... let's talk..."

Chanyeol stands up in front of me and putting me behind his back

"What brings you here?" Chanyeol asks Sehun

"Why are you here?" Sehun asks back

This is not working out at all

"Because I am not a type that run away" chanyeol says

"Get lost."

"You get lost. You are intruding"

"Stop!" I raise my voice and step forward "Sehun ya... let's talk"

Sehun drags me from my hand and takes me to my room

He slams the door close and "What's your problem? He's already living with you? You just let him? Live with you???!"

"What's with your anger?"

"Tell me.... are you ending up with him???? Hyung! Tell me!!"

Sehun grabs my shoulders with his strength

"Did you even text?" I ask

He has gone quiet for a few seconds....

"Chanyeol is your choice?"

"I didn't choose anyone and I'm so sick of same ...... and same we are not reaching anywhere"

"Then end personal relationship with chanyeol. Get back with me"

"Get back with you? What were we from the first place? Brothers?"

"No we..."

"I wanted you to open up more and I already told you... endless times.

I need to know you. What you think about me.... how you feel towards me..

You almost have trauma seeing my bruises and i didn't get to know and you never tell!

If you are jealous, you didn't tell me...

If you ever .... ever tell me to stop sleeping and fucking around with men... and if you... ever tell me your feelings....

We could be together

And I don't even know how many times I have said these same words but....

You never change.... may be your feelings toward me are....

CHEAP after all"

"Cheap?"

"See? I spoke so many words and ...

You just pull out what you want to hear.

Sehun ya... you know that you are so selfish"

The door is slammed open...

"Leave" chanyeol says

"Are you going to end things with me?" Sehun asks me

I just give him a look and I'm....

He never understands me.
His ego... he never Low down it with me.

I showed him everything... I was clingy, needy, protect and everything ...

He never knows.
His ego is too... big.. than the relationship in between.

To start a relationship, there need to be a mutual respect, openness, understanding and mutual listening and speaking .

And now your ego is killing our relationship.

He just left ...... this time... things feel like, they won't be able to fix.

Chanyeol walks towards me as I'm about to break into tears...

"I'm here. I will always... I can be anything you want me to. I'm here for you"

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