10th Musing
Those drunk vivid memories of mine...
I couldn't stop thinking about it....
My drunk ass hugged him and ... call him puppy with my own mouth.
Both his reaction and those close up face was too... cute.
I'm not even a gay and have a girlfriend.
Why am I so ... interested in him?
"Do you like me?" He asks
This whole new house is filled with silence.. where his breathings and mine can't be heard.
"I...."
"Haha. Just kidding Chanyeol ssi. It's nice to tease a taken guy like you"
Do I like you?
I don't really like or have any skinship like hugging kissing with my girlfriend. We both think they are not necessary.
But i felt warm.. last night, when I hug him.
And I want to try it again. But that will be too much... Right?
"Are you sure you don't need manager? There will be loads of work soon tho" he says as he looks around the house
His phone rings and he answers ....
"Aww Sehun ya.." his expression changes... as if he has been waiting for his call.
His face changes again... "So....You can't come tonight?"
He looks sad now.
It's just me or his expressions are very easy to guess?
I walk towards him and.... pull him into the hug....
Are my heartbeats being too loud?
"A...aww... I'm fine..." he is still talking on phone... "Have fun, Sehun ya" he says and ends the call...
What am I doing????
How to run away now???
This is so embarrassing.
"Chanyeol ssi? What are you doing?"
"I... I don't know... it...."
He gently pushes me away... and says
"I'm sorry, if I made you confused and misunderstood. I don't make a move on a guy with a girlfriend. I'm sorry. We should get going now" he says and quickly gets out of the house
What have I done?
It's totally cheating on Ji-ah....
What are you doing Park Chanyeol?
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2 days has passed and I haven't seen him at his office. And Sehun is travelling to Paris for an event.
I have been shooting cover for *** Magazine.
I wondered why he hasn't come to office.
Until, I received a message from Sehun and run off like a crazy.
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*door opens*
First thing I see is his pinkish cheeks due to fever. And his messy bed hair.
"Why are you here?" He asks me while coughing
I received a text from Sehun that, B is sick. And he's in Paris so, he asked me... if I could go.
That's why I run off to here.... rushing over.
"I heard you are sick"
"Go back. You will catch cold" he says and tries to close the door back but... I slip into his house.
"Chanyeol ssi" he says and coughs...
"Relax. I'm going to make some porridge, B ssi" I say
"I don't like... porridge"
"But you are sick. So you must. You can go lie down in bed" I say but... I guess he's working. I can see papers sketches of design in living room table..
"Have you been working? B ssi" I ask
"Sick and can't go to company so, bored. That's why sketching some ideas"
"You should rest"
"Did Sehun say?"
"Yes."
And he smiles... do you like him a lot?
I don't know what is with this ticklish feelings I am having in my stomach.
I envy Sehun.
"I will be in my bed then. You can make if you want to and you can leave. I can't let you catch my cold. You are my precious model" he says and go into his room
Precious model....
I see him drawing lines now.
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Baekhyun's POV
Rushing here... and wanting to help this sick person huh?
He is getting wrong idea and it's getting scary.
I'm really scared of people like Park Chanyeol... I mean.. straight people.
They jump to the conclusion and like commitments.
Us, we like pleasure.
I talked with Sehun on phone and.... I really need him.
Why are you not here when I need you most, Sehun ya... I hate to be alone, you know it.
May be I should call over someone.
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After awhile... the newbie comes into my room with porridge he just cooked
I really.. hate porridge.
"You are not sleeping?" He asks
"I can't.."
My loneliness is making me anxious... you won't understand
He put a tray with a bowl of porridge on my bed...
"I also get some medicine on the way so, please have it after eating"
"I will" I say and pick up the spoon
****Staresssss*****
"Are you going to stare at me like this?" I ask
"I got nothing to do anyway"
"I will eat and drink medicine so. Go back home. You will catch cold"
"I will.. after you fall asleep, B ssi"
"Did Sehunnie tell you to do that too?"
"No, this is what I want to"
So straightforward...... it's awkward 😑
What should I say?
"How was the magazine shoot?"
"I did my best."
"I see."
I take one spoon and .... it is good.
I think he can cook very well.
"It's good" I say
"Imm... eat well"
Please go back now.... go and have fun with your girlfriend pleaseeee.
My house bell rings...
Ah... a partner for tonight is here.
"Did you order anything?" He asks
"Ah... I think it's my guest. You can go back now. He's going to be with me the whole night so, you don't need to worry" I say and about to go out but..
"Wait here" he says and go out...
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It's taking a while.....
I think newbie will go back now.
With the thought that the one who's coming into my room is the the guy who's going to spend tonight with me..
"I'm quite sick.. it's okay to do right. Don't be so rough tonight. And...Does he go back?" I say without looking at who came in and having my porridge
"Who are you talking to?"
"Huh!!!!! Park Chanyeol ssi?"
What?? Where's that guy??
"Where is the guest?"
"I told him to go back. I said I'm going to stay here"
"No.. I..."
"Use me."
"Huh?"
"Use me if you need to"
I am not sure if he even knows what he's saying.. use him.
Like a designer uses his model?
Like an lustful man trying to satisfy his pleasure?
he's so .... naive, primitive and... very immature.
"Haha.. what if I want to use you for sex?"
"I don't know... You can. I'm new to that anyway "
"What?????? You.... and your girlfriend???? Haven't had it yet?"
Help me god! Sehun ya... what kind of friend you have?
"Imm.... haven't"
He topping me? It will be a messs... ewhhhh... I don't even want to think.
"Tha...that was funny..." I say
"Where is the medicine?" I need to change subject now
He takes the dishes away and ....
He push me down on the bed grabbing two of my hands and hold it over my hand
I can't move... and he hovers over me
"How can I help you... to make you feel good?"
"What.... are you going to cheat on your girlfriend for a random gay like me?"
"You are not random"
"So... what do you want from me? I told you there are two people around me."
"I told you I am different. I think I like you"
Now...
I'm really scared.
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