Jungkook's Pov

It's been one month since I haven't been able to get Sari alone, there's always someone with her, protecting her from me. Why is it that I just can't leave her alone? Why do I want to torture her to this extent? Why do I find myself being drawn to her?

My mind can't think of anything else but her, no matter how hard I try to stop thinking about her. Sadly she has consumed my whole being.

"What's on your mind Kookie," Yoona asks, concern coating that beautiful voice of hers. I shake my head, letting her know that everything's okay. She turns away from me, her expression telling me that she doesn't believe me.

"You're lying," She lowly speaks.

"Promise not to get mad if I tell you," I ask, looking at my feet. My heart breaks knowing that I can potentially hurt her in the long run.

"It's about Sari, isn't it," She spat. I look into her disappointed eyes, instantly feeling guilty.

"It is. I don't know the reasons as to why, but I just can't seem to get her off my mind. She's there every minute of the day, taunting me that she has everything she needs without me. I just can't bring myself to want to leave her alone, I have to make her life miserable if I can't have her," I confess. I feel a stinging sensation on my cheek, my head whipped in the other direction. I bring my hand to my throbbing cheek, looking at a livid Yoona. She has angry tears flowing out of her eyes, her body trembling.

I go to her, bringing her into an embrace. "You don't have to worry Yoona, there's only one girl that I love," I whisper to her.

She looks into my eyes with her angry ones. "And who is that exactly," She snarls.

"You. You are the only girl whom I have ever truly loved. You're the only one that I hold dear to my heart. Don't worry, I won't leave you for her, I will always be with you. I will always choose you in the end Yoona, you are my shining star," I soothingly tell her.

She kisses me softly, making my heart flutter with joy. The kiss is so nice, so calming. I love the feeling of her lips on mine, the feeling of her body being in my arms, and the feeling of bliss she gives me with her body. I can't see myself with any other girl besides her. She is my one and only, the one I will cherish the rest of my life.

Then there's Sari, the one that I want to hold. The one that I want to feel, want to see pleasure brought to her because of me, and I especially want her to feel loved by me. I guess you can say I hold feelings for two different girls, only one is meant for me. Which one do I choose? Why can't I choose?

"We need to get to school," I tell Yoona. We get into my car, heading to the dreadful place. When we walk through the doors Yoona leaves me to be with her friends.

I walk through the empty halls, seeing Sari struggling with a pile of books. She balances all the books in one arm as she fixes the frames on her face, the action being really cute. I walk up to her, grabbing the books out of her hand, taking her hand in mine to walk her to her next class.

She looks at me flustered, too shocked to even attempt to get out of my grip. I know she still holds feelings for me, doing little things like this will make her fall even more in love with me.

"What are you doing Jungkook," her soft voice ringing through my ears. I look at her, mulling over my answer.

Indeed, what am I doing, I sigh to myself. Her doe eyes still look into mine, waiting for an answer.

"Showing you that I can be a decent human being. I want you to notice me as a nice guy, not one that just messes with you for his own entertainment," I shrug. She looks at me in disbelief, not saying anything else.

We get to our class, me letting go of her hand and giving her books back to her before we walk in. She leans up, kissing me on the cheek with her soft lips, letting her lips linger there for a little too long.

"I might give you a second chance at a friendship," She says. She steps away, walking into the classroom. I stand there like an idiot, bringing my hand up to the spot her lips touched. My heart beats unsteadily just thinking about it.

I shake my head, trying to clear the thought out of my head, heading into the classroom after I stop thinking about it.

When I walk in I see her sitting in Leo's lap, the rage of jealousy boiling in my blood. It takes all of my being genuine to not rip her off of him and teach her who she truly belongs to. Leo looks past her, meeting my darkened gaze. He smirks at me as he pecks her on the cheek, telling her something to make her laugh afterwards. I clench my fist, wanting to punch something, anything.

I run out of the room, slamming the door shut. I could hear some muffled gasps, but I didn't care.

I walk to my usual classroom to see Taehyung sitting there. He had a distant look in his eyes, one that said he was lost in his own world. I calm myself down, sitting next to him while wrapping my arm around his shoulder.

"What's gotten you all dazed and confused," I asked him. He slowly turned his face to look at me, breaking down completely.

"I'm just afraid for my sister. What if she gets hurt because of Leo? What if she gets hurt and torn because of you? I know her heart doesn't belong to him, it belongs to you and I'm afraid it'll tear her up. Please Jungkook don't pursue her anymore, do that as a favor for me, your best friend," He pleads. His words send a thousand knives through my heart.

I can't stay away from her, I need her in my life. "I know what you're asking me will help everyone in the long run, but I'm a selfish man. I can't seem to leave her alone, I need her in my life. I need her to be around me, I don't know what it is," I tell him, resting my head on the wall while looking at the door. I hear him sigh sadly as he leans more into me.

We don't speak after that, we just stay there until Sari barges in. Taehyung jumps up, bowing to us as he walks out leaving us to talk.

"I was worried about you Jungkook! What happened that you just stormed out like that," She exclaims.

I stand up slowly, walking towards her until I'm standing directly in front of her. "It's because of you," I tell her. She looks at me in bewilderment, unsure of what to say. Her mouth opens and closes, no words escaping them.

"What are you trying to say," She finally questions. Her gaze is to the ground whereas her cheeks are tinted red.

"I'm trying to say that I'm jealous that Leo has something I want," I explain. Her soft gaze looks back to me, looking confused. "He has the girl I want. The girl whom I can't seem to get out of my head. The girl whose face I see when I wake up and when I go to sleep. The girl who's taking up my entire thought process. Sari, I don't know what's going on but I can't seem to leave you alone, I need you around. I need you in my life," I continue on. This time she doesn't say a word, she just stares at me.

I place my arm around her back, pulling her towards me. I lean in, letting my lips ghost hers, waiting to see if she'll push me away. When she doesn't move at all I attach my lips to hers. She closes her eyes as I do mine, moving my lips against hers. Her hands go to tangle themselves in my hair, pressing her body more into mine.

I pull away after what seemed like an eternity to catch my breath. I place my forehead against hers, staring at her lovingly. In this moment I know exactly why I've been acting the way I have, it's because I love her. I don't care for Yoona as much as I had thought, it's Sari that I care deeply for.

"I know you have Leo but I have to tell you this, I am in love with you Sari. I didn't realize it when I had the chance, I was stupid to let you slip through my fingers. Please Sari, let me prove myself to you," I beg her. She looks at me in a flustered state, her breathing irregular.

"So this is how it is," A deep voice growls. Startled we look towards the door to see Leo standing there.

"Listen Leo, you knew this was going to happen. You knew she held feelings for me," I try explaining.

"You don't need to worry about me or my relationship, you just need to stop butting in. Yes I knew all of that, but I had hoped that a part of her loved me too. Sari, if you ever cared for me at all let's go. If you choose me then you will never speak to him again, if you choose him then you won't have the privilege of being around me ever again. Choose wisely Sari," He states.

Sari looks back and forth between us, trying to assess the situation. "I can't choose between you two. Leo my heart belongs to Jungkook, but you have always held a part of it. You have always been by my side, you have shown me kindness, love, and adoration. Jungkook you have been the boy I've always been in love with. You don't treat me as I should be treated, but my heart fell for you. You both are important men in my life, please don't make me choose," She speaks.

Leo clicks his tongue, leaving the room. Sari goes to run out, but I grab her wrist. She looks back to me with desperation, her eyes begging me to let her go. I sigh, dropping my hand as I watch her run out.

I walk out of the classroom with my head down after about an hour of sulking. I walk past an empty classroom, stopping when I hear moaning. I look through the glass to see Yoona pinned to a table as Leo is thrusting in and out of her. Anger boils through my blood as I hear their final moans as they reach their climaxes. I walk into the classroom, looking at them.

"What's going on here," I demand. They both look at me shocked. Both of them were stammering, spurting out incoherent words.

"I thought I was the scum of the earth, but it turns out you are Leo. At least I let her know my true intentions since the beginning, but you are here fucking someone else while claiming to love Sari. Be sure to stay away from her," I growl dangerously. I hear quiet sobs coming from behind me. My heart starts drumming in my chest, me silently praying that it's not Sari.

I slowly turn around to see a very distraught Sari on her knees. Her head is in her hands, her shoulders shaking. My heart breaks at the sight of her like that. I cautiously walk to her, picking her up in my arms as I glare at the two disgusting people still in the room.

I take Sari to my car, buckling her in. I get into the driver's side, driving to my home so she could calm down.

I take her into the house, laying her on the couch as I sit on the floor in front of her with my back against the couch. I look behind me to see she has fallen asleep, me drifting off not too long after.