Seon opened the door of her apartment and entered only to be frightened by the sudden sight that came into her field of vision.

Her husband, Jungkook, was standing on the edge of the small hallway that led to the living room and the other rooms of the apartment, with his arms crossed over his chest and an expressionless look on his face.

"Where were you?" He asked her, the tone of his voice serious as the time was passed midnight and she hadn't answered any of his calls, having made him worried but also has made him angry.

"I was at Y/N'S and we kind of forgot the time," Seon replied avoiding looking at him for her words were hiding something and that was the fact that she wasn't only with you.

On the way home, her mind got time to think and think, about how much everything was so wrong and how she wanted all this to stop. She wanted to not have to lie to him anymore and not hurt him either.

She knew that now the only solution was divorce but how could she say such a thing? There was no way of leaving Jungkook without hurting him. But also living like that was torturing for her. She was suffocating more and more day by day. She was drowning in remorse and one day she had to find the strength to put an end to it all.

"Is that so? Couldn't you at least give me a text baby? You should have let me know!" He inadvertently raised his voice a little, making Seon lower her head, whispering an apology to him.

Jungkook ruffled his hair a little as he immediately regretted this behaviour and reached out to her to bring her in his embrace.

"Sorry...I am not really mad, I just got so worried. I couldn't reach you and I didn't know where you were... please don't do this to me ever again." He told her holding her gently against his chest but his words only filled her with more guilt, making her glass overflow.

  Seon pushed him lightly, after that, her emotions got the best of her and made her certain that she couldn't let him affect her anymore and soothe her.

He did not deserve this and she had to tell him the truth. She owed it to him, at least to learn it from her and no one else.

"Jungkook. I want to break up." She looked him in the eyes, noticing how he grew pale as her words reached his ears.

"Come on my love, don't say that. I'm sorry. I will never raise my voice at you again. It won't happen again. You know I didn't mean to -" He tried to explain but those words were unnecessary because that was not the reason she wanted to break up with him, so she interrupted him and told him the reason, once and for all.

"I cheated on you. I've slept with another man Jungkook." Her heart began to pound as soon as those words left her lips, not yet believing that she really found the courage to say it.

The silence that fell between them after these words of hers dripped like poison for Seon who with each passing minute felt like she was about to lose her mind, trying to guess his reaction.

"When? .. How? .. With Who did you- ?!" Jungkook spoke, at last, his voice relaxed but the look in his eyes had made fear travel till her bones.

He had never looked at her like that and basically, she had never seen any look of anger on his face. He was always sweet with her, always full of love, always ... Perfect.

"Somehow.... it happened once before our wedding. I don't know-how and after .. Just... I don't know. I tried to not let it get repeated but for some reason ... I am so sorry." She forced herself to explain as much as she could leaving out of the discussion with whom as she didn't want him to know about that. It would have been better if he was never known because she was certain that Jungkook wouldn't be able to bear it.

As soon as she finished her words, his hand violently grabbed her wrist and pulled her inside causing Seon to panic.

"Jungkook what are you doing? You are hurting me! Let me go!" She told him as he dragged her to his office, ignoring every word that came out of her mouth.

She kept trying to free herself from his grip while he put a code in a safe box that she didn't even know existed until then and after taking something from inside him, he pushed her to the floor and climbed on top of her.

"Jungkook! Please! Let me go! ... Help! Someone help!" She started screaming but he immediately pinned her down violently and then started stuffing her mouth with pills.

Seon started spitting them out in an attempt to escape, not knowing what those pills were and if he was trying to kill her.

"Stop resisting !!!" His voice shouted in her face, making her start crying in fear, shaking under his strong grip.

He forcibly opened her mouth and began to push the pills down with his fingers, ignoring her tears and her pleas.

"Don't look at me like that, Seon. It is for your good. Tomorrow you will not remember anything. Tomorrow you will love me again." Jungkook stroked her cheek gently as he whispered those words to her, a smile on his lips as his finger was still in her mouth, pressing another pill down her throat.

---- Time skip ---

You were sitting on the couch next to Jimin who had just finished explaining his side of the story, leaving out no details.

He had told you how he had felt the first time Jungkook had introduced him to his then project partner Seon and her friends, of which one of them was you.

The four boys were together that day and Jungkook happened to stumble upon Seon and the girls who had gone out for coffee and so they all sat down together and started getting to know each other.

From the first moment Jimin had met Seon, he had liked her and after the eight of them started to hang out more, he just found himself falling in love with her even more.

The two of them had gone out for a few dates only the two of them, which was not a big deal and was under the veil of their friendship but on those nights she had told him that she was having a great time and in fact one night after they had gone to see a movie, he had grabbed her hand and she had not pulled away, filling the then in love Jimin with hopes that she too could feel something more than friendly towards him.

After that night, the then somewhat shy Jimin had decided to talk to her and ask her to become his girlfriend but Seon had disappeared for two whole weeks and when he saw her again, she was by his brother's side and he proceeded to introduce her as his new girlfriend, giving him the good news with a smile and making him lose earth and sky inside him, even though he swallowed them all and congratulated them both, wishing their relationship to have a good course.

To his surprise their relationship had. The day Jungkook told him that he was considering asking Seon to marry him was also the day Jimin lost all hope and decided not to wait any longer for a miracle such as their relationship coming to an end.

He had been dating you for a few weeks because all the rest in your friends' group had gotten into a relationship and the two of you were the only ones left. He liked your company and how you joked together and the comfortability so he had decided to give it a try with you. So you had done just that. . He and you had agreed to try, just a small start and you would see where it could get you, but Jimin was the one who made it serious that night after he left his brother's house, hurt and desperate to move on with his life.

He had met up with you and asked you to officially become his girlfriend and come and live with him and although you sat down that night and explained to him that being in a relationship with you would not be easy, he insisted and promised you that he would win you over with time and help you overcome any problems you claimed to have with physical contact.

You had decided to trust him then and so your relationship had begun which over time bonded with feelings for each other, but never seemed those feelings to get on a romantic level. At least not from his side and sometimes even from yours, it was very clear that you didn't t love him the way a girl had to love her boyfriend.

"I don't know what to say. I remember the period when she disappeared for two weeks though. None of us knew where she had gone." You told him as you tried to remember where Seon had told that she was those two weeks that she was nowhere to be found.

"You don't have to think about it. It's too late, and I've tired you enough tonight. Go to bed." He tried to spare you from further headache but also spare himself, as remembering all those things of the past weren't pleasant to him.

"Sorry I forced you to tell me all this. I swear they will stay with between us." You assured him as you got up from the couch and faced him.

"I know. I trust you Y/N. I wouldn't dare to after all you have done for me." Jimin gave you a sweet smile and you smiled at him too although you felt a little bad inside because weren't truly as good as he thought you.

With a little 'good night' you left for the living room and Jimin followed your figure with his eyes until you disappeared from his view.

A breath that he didn't even know he was holding, left his lips immediately after, now the stress and pain were obvious on his face.

I have made everything such a mess...I only hurt the people I care about...Why am I even like this?

He began to blame himself inwardly, for even if you didn't show it he was certain he had hurt you and that was something he didn't like for he cared. His love for you may not have been romantic but he loved you and seeing you in pain was never pleasant yet tonight he had seen you in a state that had ripped his heart and he continued blaming himself for it until the sound of the doorbell ringing was heard.

He tilted his head towards the direction of the door as he took a deep breath and pushed himself to stand up from the couch, wondering who could it be at such a late hour as he approached the door that rang again.

"Jungkook? What is he doing here?" Jimin murmured to himself as he looked at the whole of the door and saw his brother waiting on the other side to open that door for him.

--- To be continued ...