Anorexia, Drug Use, Alcohol Use & Smut Warning

Sitting in a room waiting to see this guy Tony who is an Agent for models. It's been rejection after rejection since I was sixteen for various reasons. The main one being I wasn't small enough so I have been starving myself, hoping it's enough to land this one.

"Tony will see you now, Miss Blackwood." I nod and stand up but go faint slightly, wobbling and hold onto the wall whike the woman helps me to walk to the room. She goes over to a man and whispers something to him then he looks over at me before giving a nod. She leads me over and he offers me a cup of water.

"Miss Blackwood, it's lovely to meet you. I can see you have applied for other Agencies only for them to turn you down because... oh, that's horrible." He says and I feel faint again before falling from the chair and hitting the floor.

Opening my eyes, people are around me and I see the Agent looking worried while he paces. I hear little bits of conversations mainly about me and fainting. I groan while sitting up and everyone looks over at me before the Agent, Tony I think I heard his name is, kneels in front of me.

"Here, eat this. I will give you the job but you need to promise to eat and don't starve yourself. I know other Agencies desire their models to be really thin but mine doesn't. We specialize in curvier women. Well, the healthier side of that." He softly says while I look at the biscuit in my hand and take a small bite.

It's been a year since Tony gave me the job and I've just done my first catwalk. I was nervous at first so took some kind of pill that one of the other models had. Now I'm here with one of the men with his dick in my mouth.

"Oh fuck baby." He growls grabbing my hair whilw he fucks my face. I moan while rubbing my clit and chasing my own orgasm then moan when my orgasm rips through me causing the guy to shoot his cum down my throat.

"Well, you sure know how to put that whore mouth of yours to good use." He says before walking away.

Parties, drugs and alcohol seem to be the way it goes. I'm sitting with or should I say on Jason one of the security furiously making out while grinding against him. His hands roaming my body in the skin tight dress I'm wearing. Tony told me not fuck anyone tonight but am I going to listen? Hell fucking no.

Jason takes me to one of the security rooms and bends me over the desk, ripping my dress up and ramming his cock into me. Gripping the sides of the desk so I dont slip, moaning loudly and luckily, the room has soundproof padding.

"Fuck, you're so fucking tight, wet and warm around my fucking cock baby." He moans pulling me up so I'm against his chest while he pounding into me. I can't form words while he fucks me then his hand goes down to my core and his thumb circles my clit. He puts his hand around my throat to keep me standing while we both chase our orgasms.

"I'm going to cum pretty girl. Want to feel it all inside of you and feel it drip down those pretty legs of yours?" He growls then cums inside of me.

I have a photoshoot with none other than Tom Hiddleston and this is the first one I have done including a male model. You see, normally I would do them alone but they need this because it was requested.

"Hello, darling." I turn around and smirk when I see a man with piercing blue eyes, dark hair and must be at least just over six foot. Hmm... I may have to thank Tony later.

"Hello, Tom. I'm guessing this is your first shoot of this type." I say and he chuckles with a small nod.

"It is indeed. I'm surprised my Agent managed to get you to be honest. I'm not as big and you have climbed up the ladder pretty quickly." He says then I giggle, walking up to him. I open his robe and look at his body biting my lip when many, many dirty scenarios play through my head. Oh yes, this man is more than just fine. He smiles down at me and I nearly melt in more than one way.

We get called over and I take off my robe and hear him inhale sharply before I feel his hands on my body. I have to bite my lip so I don't moan then lean back liftinf my head so I'm looking at him. Every so often, I would feel him either stroking my hips or a brush of his steadily growing erection against my ass. I have to hold in my giggle when he quietly moans every time we change position for a photo.

"Right Miss Blackwood, would you lay on the blankets please. Mr Hiddleston, I want you to lay over her and put your hand on her cheek then get close to her face like you're about to kiss." The photographer says and I smirk. Oh boy, this is going to be fun.

I lay on the blanket with one of my arms behind my head then look at Tom with what Tony calls my seductive eyes wheil he climbs over the top of me.

"After this, why don't we go somewhere and sort that out?" I ask taking a quick glance down. He smirks then slightly nods before doing what he was asked to do. As he leans closer, his lips brush my neck and I let out a quiet moan and fight the urge to pull him closer.

Once the shoot ends, I don't bother to put my robe back on because it will only be coming off again. I walk up to Tony and he gives me a stern look while I throw him an innocent smile before heading into the dressing rooms. I walk along the hall until I find Tom's then walk in. I look around to see a small bag with white powder in it before realizing what it is and a smile appears and I set out two lines.

"Finally, Tom. Let's do this then you can ravish me in any position you want." I say walking over to him. He looks over to see the two lines then chuckles when we both walk over.

Once we take the line, I aggressively kiss him while he lifts me up and pins me to the wall rubbing his cock between my lips spreading the wetness over me. I moan against his lips then angle myself and slide down onto his cock. I throw my head back while moaning and Tom starts kissing my neck and collarbone sending even more electricity through my body and making my core wetter.

"Fuck, you feel good, Pet. So wet for me and only me. You love being a little cock slut, don't you, darling?" He growls and I nod which makes him chuckle.

He wraps his arm around my waist and lays me over the sofa before lifting my legs over his shoulders while grabbing my waist before pounding into my soaking wet core. I try to grab the cushions but because they are leather, my hands just slip. I make eye contact with Tom and he gives me a really dirty smirk before choking me, tightening his hand around my throat and cutting off  the oxygen making my head go really light.

He growls when I gasp trying to stop myself from passing out until he takes his hand away and lifts me up, bringing me close so our chests are touching. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him deeply and desperately before I feel his finger circling my asshole. I look into his blown eyes then smirk letting him finger my ass while he continues to pound into me.

"Tom, I'm getting close. Oh fuck, harder." I whine and he chuckles darkly before bending me over and slamming into me. He continues to finger my asshole while circling my clit with his thumb and I feel his chest on my back and lips on my neck.

"Cum for me, Pet." He growls and I scream when my orgasm crashes into me. My core and ass clench around his finger and cock. He slams into me a few more times then cums inside.

It's another show tonight and this one I have to do with a man again. After the publishers found out I did one with Tom Hiddleston, Agents started calling. Sitting with Tony while nursing yet another headache from another wild night, he looks at me shaking his head.

"Okay, this one is with a man named Sebastian Stan. He is Romania's top model and he has been doing work in the US for a good five years. He climbed the ladder quickly due to his sex appeal, smile and body. Of course, all of his shoots are either naked or topless. The one you two are doing is a naked shoot. Oh, and don't fuck him." Tony says and I wave him off.

"Where is it?" I ask. He smiles then gives me the file and a smirk spreads across my face. It's in New York City. I know the bars there are wild and the hotels are amazing too.

"Well, you better get packing we leave in three days." Tony says leaving me to suffer.

Finally, we arrive and I'm taken straight to the dressing room because they don't want me to meet Sebastian yet. I'm given a glass of juice so I add a small bit of Vodka into it then throw it back before grabbing the nearly see through lace robe then look in my bag and smirk when I see I still have a few pills left.

"Miss Blackwood, they are ready for you now." I quickly drop a pill then walk out. It only takes five minutes for these to kick in.

I look around and my eyes land on a man leaning against a wall wearing nothing but a pair of boxer shorts so I eye him up then smirk. Oh, I'm sorry Tony. He looks over and his eyes captivate me first because they are a steely blue then his smirk. He whispers something to who I assume is the photographer before walking over to me.

"Well, aren't you a beauty, doll? I'm Sebastian and I'm guessing you're Becky. No one warned me I would be working with a Queen." He smoothly says and I smirk.

"Well sweetheart, consider yourself lucky I even accepted this gig or you would most likely have to work with someone of a lower class." I say which makes him chuckle.

"Feisty. I like it. I've also heard you're a great fuck too so after this I'm going to the bar and maybe you will join me." He says and I look into his eyes before getting closer to him.

"I should warn you Sebastian, I need to be pleased in many ways for it to count." I whisper before walking away, knowing I now have him wrapped around my finger.

"What were you two talking about?" Tony asks when I sit in a chair while waiting to start.

"He invited me out tonight. You have said I need to go out with people instead of on my own so I've accepted." I say looking over at Sebastian who seems to be frustrated and hiding his erection. I chuckle under my breath before taking off the robe and getting into a bath.

The shoot goes on for a good five hours and the pill is starting to wear off. I hurry back to the dressing room then open my bag and take another relaxing in the chair while it kicks in making me space out. If Tony finds out I've moved from just doing shrooms to pills, he would bite my head off.

I get dressed into a little red cocktail dress and make sure my makeup and hair are perfect before grabbing my bag and going down to the hotel lobby. I walk outside and get into the car, telling the driver where to go. I pick up the champagne that's always in these things and down it in one as a small pre party drink.

We arrive and paparazzi are snapping pictures so I put on my smile while walking towards the door then the security looks at me before opening the door and I walk in. The music is perfect for the type of moods I'm in and the strobe lights are dancing to the beats of the music flashing greens, reds, blues and many more colours. Right, my first stop is the bar because I need a strong drink.

While walking over, I notice Sebastian sitting with a bunch of women and making out with one of them which only makes me roll my eyes with a smirk. Sure darling, she may be kissing you now but after a few drinks and a little bit of a high, you will be pounding me into the mattress. I walk over and all but two women walk away which makes me smirk even more. The woman who was making out with Sebastian looks at me before blushing and leaving.

"Wow, do women really feel they need to be away from me?" I sarcastically ask making him chuckle.

"Glad you could make it, doll. I have some good shit for us later. What are you drinking?" He asks and I look down to see an ever so prominent bulge in his jeans.

"Whatever the strongest drink is here. I plan on getting shitfaced, high as fuck and fucked so hard I go dizzy and forget my own name." I say popping off a cherry from the stalk that was left behind in a drink that hasn't been finished. He gulps, obviously not used to this lifestyle I lead then his eyes go dark.

"I can make that happen, doll." He says then gets up to go to the bar so he can get us a drink.

As the night goes on, I'm straddling Sebastian while he smokes a joint then kisses me while blowing the smoke into my mouth giving me a small buzz. I rub him through his jeans making him inhale sharply and throw his head back before kissing and biting his neck getting the most beautiful sounds to spill from his lips.

"You have no idea what I can do baby. This is childs' play compared to what we will be doing once we leave here." I whisper, panting.

"Well, let's get out of here and act on that small promise shall we." He says and I smirk before throwing back the drink and standing up.

We get back to the hotel and into the room and I throw off my dress before dropping to my knees, undoing his jeans and pulling them off. My mouth starts to water seeing his cock and an ache starts. I waste no time and start sucking his cock making him growl deep in his throat when the head of his cock sinks into the back of my throat.

He pulls me up and kisses me roughly then throws me onto the bed. Without even stopping, he slams into me while choking me and I feel my orgasm rapidly approaching then cum but he doesn't stop. Wave after wave of my orgasm crashing through me while he slams into me once more and cums while kissing me deeply and sparking a whole new wave of pleasure.