Dry eyes staring at a dim screen
Music flooding through white headphones
Mouthing lyrics one doesn't even have memorized
Just to ignore the emptiness is my chest

The tears hidden behind brown eyes
My stomach empty and grumbling
The dark circles surrounding dull eyes
The thoughts of eternal darkness
The feeling of dark waters sinking my island of comfort

The empty side of my bed
It haunts me
The emptiness in my heart
The feeling of being incomplete
My moon is gone
My sun is the only one left
The sky is so empty
Without his beautiful light to cast upon my unholy body

I miss him
My dear
My love
My moonlight

I miss his arms around me
His smile
His laugh
His warmth
His jokes
The worlds we made
The memories that never got made
Everything

Head pounding
Heart aching
It hurts

Why does it hurt so much

Nothing can fix this
No amount of help can do anything
My moon is gone

I hope he knows I love him
And I always will
I can't ever stop loving him
Loving his hugs
His smile
His laugh
His jokes
His attitude
His voice
Everything about him
I love him

And I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I wish it didnt end like this

Not like this...
Never like this....

I love you, my moon
And I miss you