It was the next day, and all I could think about was Aiden's lips, and how everywhere he touched burned pleasure into my skin.

This isn't the first time you've liked kissing someone else, I thought to myself, Remember Cameron? Look how that turned out.

That's true and all, but I know better now. I was now arguing with myself. Plus, my kiss with Aiden felt wayyy better, way different.

But what about David? Your boyfriend? Remember him? My other other side responded.

With that, I stopped my internal struggle. I couldn't even begin to think about all the crap that I've done to this poor boy. I love him so much, we've been close for so long. How could I do this to him?

I shook the thought out of my head and tried to focus. I'm going to have a decent day at school today, I'm not going to let the drama get to me.

I walked to my locker, and I saw a familiar head of curly locks smiling at me. It's only been a couple of days, but I feel like I haven't seen her in forever.

"Oh my gosh how did it go? How did your mom take the news? What happened? Did she kick his cheating ass out? Tell me Momma V put him out!"

It totally slipped my mind that I never told Bianca what happened. What kind of friend am I? I never leave her out of the loop like this.

"B calm down!" I said, chuckling. "You better believe that man got what he deserved. I honestly hope I never see him again."

"I'm so proud of you for doing the right thing girl. Your mom deserves so much better."

"I know. There's so much shit that I have to tell you, but now is not the time or place."

Her eyes widened at the thought of some juicy information.

"Ooh, you better not forget! I will be waiting for you outside as soon as the last bell rings."

I laughed again. Typical Bianca.

"Sure girl. You know I got you."

But Bianca wasn't paying attention to me anymore. She was looking past me, and her eyes swelled with pain.

What the hell? I wondered to myself. I turned around to follow her gaze. What I saw made me feel bad.

Tremaine was up close and personal with Chelsea Baker, head cheerleader. He had that girl blushing and giggling like a little school girl. I could tell that he was laying his best game on her.

The bell rang, and Trey gave Chelsea a kiss on the cheek, sending her skipping off to class. I mentally sucked my teeth. He could do so much better than that brainless body.

I turned back around to say something to Bianca, but she was gone. I sighed, and closed my locker. One drama free day, is that too much to ask?

David.

Today is a great day. I love being on good terms with Tracey, it takes a lot of stress off of my shoulders.

I really do love this girl, I thought to myself in class. It's true. She really makes me happy. We've been close for so long, we know each other like the back of our hands. Sure, we get on each other's nerves, but what couple doesn't? I really think we have something that can last.

After math, I waited for my girl outside of the classroom. When she walked out, she almost walked right past me. She seemed as if she had a lot on her mind. I stopped her.

She came back to reality. "Oh, hey babe, what's up?"

"Nothing really, I was just wondering how your day with Aiden was yesterday."

I have to admit: when she first told me that she was hanging out with Aiden, I was a little worried. Then I realized, what is there to be worried about? I trust her, she would never cheat on me.

Tracey tensed up. "It was fine. I got my ass beat though." She seemed uncomfortable around me for some reason.

I laughed. "Don't worry, you're still a winner in my eyes babe."

She smiled, but something about her expression made her look sad.

"Thank you baby. I'll see you later okay?" She gave me a quick peck on the cheek, and then hurried off.

I stayed in my spot, a little confused. Why was she acting so weird? Is there something she isn't telling me?

The late bell rang, and I started walking to class. It was probably nothing, I said to myself.

Tremaine.

I made my way to the lunch room with a smile on my face. Today was shaping up to be a pretty good day. Chelsea was like putty in my hands, a guaranteed score. It feels good to be back to the old me and not having to worry about catching feelings.

I spotted Tracey and Bianca at our usual table, having an animated conversation. I walked over and sat down. Bianca immediately stopped talking. I didn't pay too much mind to it.

Tracey turned to see what silenced Bianca and looked at me. She smiled.

"Hey what's up bro?" she said, popping a fry in her mouth.

"Nothing really, I'm having a pretty good day actually."

Trace raised her eyebrows knowingly. "Oh yeah? Is it because of Chelsea?"

I shook my head at her. "I'm not even going to ask how you know about Chelsea."

"You don't need to. Tracey knows all."

"Yeah yeah."

I noticed that throughout our conversation, Bianca grew more and more pissed off. She looked everywhere but at me, and she looked like she would rather be anywhere but in my presence.

After a few moments of silence, Bianca got up and left without a word.

"B what the hell? Where are you going?" Tracey called after her. But it was too late. She was already gone.

What the hell did I do to her? I thought to myself. I knew she was mad at me, but I didn't know why.

Because you broke her heart asshole, my subconscious tried to tell me. I didn't listen.

It's just a crush. It'll pass. I'm sure she didn't love me.

... Right?

Bianca.

After school, I didn't wait for Tracey like I said I would. I waned to be alone. Well, I lied. I just don't want to be around Trey right now, and when I'm with her, he's bound to pop up at some point. Besides, what I was about to do, Tracey could never know about.

I already texted him, and I was on my way to his house. I only resort to this when I'm broken, and Tremaine has broken me. He has bruised, crushed, and destroyed my heart one too many times. He played games with my feelings and threw me away when he got bored. Well I'm done playing the fool.

I pulled up to the house, sighed, and got out of my car. I slowly walked up to his house, regretting my decision with every step that I took. I never thought I'd be doing this again. I thought that I was getting better. I guess I was wrong.

5'10" caramel-skinned Manny Rodriguez answered the door with a knowing smile on his face. His tattoos, cocky personality, and shady life all repulsed me, but he has something that I want. Something I need right now.

"I knew you'd be back one day mami. You ready?"

I didn't respond, instead I walked through the door and locked my lips with his. He grunted with pleasure and kissed me back. Soon enough, he broke the kiss, kissing a trail down to my neck, my collarbone, and so on. He started to feel me up, my breasts, my ass, and whatever else he could get his hands on.

I fought back tears, closed my eyes, and waited for it all to be over.

This is the last time, I told myself. But it wasn't the first time I've said that, and it probably wouldn't be the last.

Tracey can never know that I use sex to numb my feelings. There's no way that I can disappoint my best friend like that. This will always be my little secret...

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so, what did you guys think??? I thought I'd do a P.O.V. for everyone so you would have an idea of what's going on in everyone's heads.

but what do you guys think about Bianca's secret? do you think she should tell Tracey? what do you think about how Tremaine has been treating her?

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*Song for this chapter is Mr. Steal Your Girl by Trey Songz because, well, the title lmao. Who's stealing whose girl? ;)