Taehyung folded the letter back and kept it inside the box. He cleared his throat and went back to cleaning the shoe rack. He would not lie, his mind was disturbed by the given news. But he doesn't know what and how to react to it.

Jungkook was the same. He was sitting on the couch with a warm mug of coffee in his hand. He chewed his bottom lip and sipped his coffee silently.

In the past week, both of them have developed a habit to talk which has become helpful in knowing each other's nature.  

Jungkook was not a shy one from the start, a Lil bit awkward in some situations but not shy and In case of Taehyung, he always tried to give an upfront to Jungkook, to know his wishes and his thoughts first. 

But today Jungkook kept quiet just so he could know what turmoil is building up inside Taehyung's head. He knows the handsome lawyer has a habit of cleaning tremendously neatly when stressed but there is one more thing Jungkook finds out.

That is, during his cleaning sessions Taehyung blurts out everything that has been bothering his mind, particularly to no one.

So Jungkook silently sipped his coffee while counting on his fingers and as soon as his finger counted 10 Taehyung's voice boomed in the living room.

The music was loud but it was surely failing its purpose because Jungkook can hear Taehyung clearly without any hardship.

"I wonder, during their intercourse if she screamed at him or not?"

'Pull out!!'

'Stay away!!'

'You will kill me!!'

'can't take it pull out!!'

Taehyung was shouting in a sharp, high pitched girly voice and Jungkook giggled at the drama. He tends to enjoy Taehyung's talent to talk in changed voices.

Taehyung being taehyung didn't hear any giggles he was just immersed in his head and his hands were wiping the rack, now scrubbing the corners with an old toothbrush.

"So many times I have suggested letting it go. Like Relax bro!!! but no I'm a monster after all and have no experience in satisfying vaginas" 

Taehyung huffed and Jungkook sensed the heavy sarcasm in his voice.

High pitch voice: 'How do you know that my vagina will not bleed? You don't know anything Taehyung! I want you but I can't do this!'

"So what do you want from me, fragile lady???? to laminate your vagina and hang it on my wall?" 

High pitch voice: 'Le gasp. How can you even think about that I can take an 8-inch dildo? I can do this, I can do that. But I can't take your cock'

"What kind of fuckery is this? Huh?"

High pitch voice:' See!!! I told you, you won't understand!'

"How would I? When I don't even know what you are talking about"

High-pitch voice: 'Imagine yourself in my position and only then you will realise.'

"Now I need to cut off my balls and transplant a vagina to your mighty realisation?"

"I have told you, let's take it slow!!"

High-pitch voice: 'How slow do you want, Taehyung? Two years have passed, and I have my needs."

"And All I have is my HAND!!!!!"

"Oh god! How come I am stuck in a marriage?????"

Low-pitch feeble voice: 'So, now you are regretting marrying me?'

"I regret marrying in general!!! Not everything is about you!!"

Low-pitch feeble voice: 'No *sniffling noise* you don't love me anymore.'

"No. Baby, it's not like that."

High pitch voice: 'But look Taehyung I'm learning fast, I even finished a whole box of condoms'

"Pfffttt. Must have blown the condoms like balloons and busted them in the middle." 

High pitch voice: 'Be mature, Taehyung. Finally, I can take any dick. Be happy for me.'

"So fucking much much much congratulations." 

Jungkook, by now, was laughing while holding his stomach. He was lying on the couch, the coffee was long forgotten on the table.

He watched how Taehyung was wiping shoes while roasting his own wife.

This man is strange.

~ 

It was nighttime and Jungkook was setting the table. He made bulgogi with rice tonight. Taehyung stormed out of his room, combing his hair backward, and sat on the dining chair with a wide smile.

"Thank you so much for the delicious dinner." He expressed his deep emotions when Jungkook served two bowls and nodded toward him.

Taehyung hummed with his eyes closed as soon as he took the first bite. He was enjoying the dinner to the fullest when Jungkook gained his attention by knocking his knuckles on the table.

With a mouth full of food, Taehyung looked at Jungkook and raised his eyebrow. 

"We should talk about the earlier situation." He said.

Taehyung chewed down his food slowly while nodding his head," My perspective is still the same. We can do it at a comfortable pace, this is not any kind of competition that if they ordered another box of precautions we should do too. Let's not feel the burden of all these things." 

Jungkook agrees with every word of Taehyung but he has his own thoughts as well," You are right. But there are some things that I want to say and clear out on my part." 

"Go ahead." Taehyung slurped the curry and licked his lips, not letting slip even a drop. 

"Let's finish dinner first," Jungkook suggested and both of them cleaned off the bowls and plates as they were hungry after the whole day, especially Taehyung who had aggressively cleaned the whole house. 

Taehyung wiped off his chin from the napkin and then his hands while his face nodded towards Jungkook to complete his talk. Jungkook has already finished his dinner and is stacking up the dirty dishes on the other side of the table. 

"When I came here, I felt very much reluctant about the whole treatment thing. I didn't know about you as a person and… Actually I was afraid of what kind of personality you may have." Jungkook started and watched as Taehyung tilted his head more seriously as if he was listening carefully.

"But during the week, I found myself comfortable around you so I'm not anxious now. But relieved that I got you as my partner. Because I have seen the society and it's very rare to find someone mature and as easygoing as you are." 

Taehyunh blinked and a genuine smile surfaced on his lips," Thank you so much for your kind words. I wasn't anxious but I was kind of confused at first because I didn't know my which action can turn you upset or reserved, that's why I said let's do this treatment comfortably. There is no rush."

"And you are actually a nice human being, if I'm not crossing the line, I must say the most generous and kind one. Like I haven't had homemade food for the past eleven years and you are doing it naturally. I have no words to express my gratitude." 

Jungkook laughed and crossed his arms while getting comfortable on the chair," You can't eat spicy food but your refrigerator was filled with takeouts and frozen foods that scream xtra hot and spicy."

"You didn't notice the tons of milk cartons I had? That's the answer." He laughed too and started stacking up his dirty plates as well. 

"I hope you didn't mind that I donated your precious frozen food. I just could not stand the smell of it." He said while his nose was scrunched in a very bad way as if he was remembering the horrifying smell of the mutton curry.

"No offense taken." Taehyung raised both his hands in surrender and rose from the chair. He was collecting the dirty dishes from the table as always when Jungkook spoke up.

"I'm not uncomfortable anymore." Jungkook too stood up from the table and helped Taehyung to carry the dishes to the sink.

Although he stopped when he found Taehyung staring at him with a bunch of plates in his hold," You mean?"

"Y'know about the treatment. I'm not uncomfortable anymore. That's what I wanted to say." Jungkook avoided Taehyung's gaze and went to the sink to keep the dishes.

Taehyung followed him silently and opened the tap," I will…." 

He looked at Jungkook who was now bringing the pots and pans from the stove towards the sink. He cleared his throat and said again," I will think about it. And will let you know." 

Jungkook gulped but he didn't show it. He nodded his head and took out a bottle of water from the fridge. 

"You sure, you don't need my help with the dishes?" Jungkook asked, expertly changing the subject.

"No, no. Don't worry about it." Taehyung said and started washing them carefully.

"Okay then. Umm, Good night." 

Taehyung looked towards Jungkook and smiled," Good night Jungkook." 

~ 

Jungkook woke up from his sleep when he felt cold. He made himself small in his blanket to absorb the warmth but his feet were still trembling. 

He opened his eyes and looked around for his phone. It was just 11.30. He barely slept for an hour. Throwing the blanket aside he went towards the heater. But to his dismay, the heater wasn't working. 

He tried to switch On the lights but failed again. Jungkook's eyes widened in realization, It must be the power cut. 

With slumped shoulders Jungkook came out of his room, He kept the torch On from his phone and walked to the kitchen. 

"Maybe a cup of warm milk will help me with the cold." Jungkook doesn't have any spare blankets, he didn't feel the need for them until now so he didn't even ask for them. 

He put the phone on the kitchen counter and the whole kitchen got illuminated in low light. He scooped a spoon of Nutella in his warm milk and sat on the kitchen counter, enjoying his hot beverage.

Taehyung tossed on his bed for the nth time. Even the heavy blanket around his feet wasn't letting him sleep because his mind was too occupied. 

There were many, many, many thoughts going inside his brain. One after another in a way that he wasn't able to get some peace. 

From the moment he heard about Jungkook's validation for this treatment. As if an entrance opened inside his brain where he was thinking about the possibilities and impossibilities of his actions. 

There were sad thoughts, hesitated thoughts, confused thoughts and so so so many dirty thoughts. 

And the origin of his dirty thoughts was none other than the kind soul who gives him food to survive.

Taehyung groaned and sat on the bed. He rubbed his face with his palm and walked out of the room. Maybe a walk could help him.

He noticed the power cut too but it didn't bother him because he knew his home very well. He walked out confidently, he heard the rattle of utensils from the kitchen and his feet took him there unconsciously.

Jungkook was washing his mug when he noticed Taehyung subtly coming toward the kitchen. Before he could say about the power cut, his phone vibrated, and the single source of light vanished proving the device was on a low battery. 

The darkness spread around them along with a thick silence that coated the kitchen when Jungkook closed the running tap. He jerks the excess water from his hand and tries to reach out for the tissues. 

He was failing, again and again, his hands roaming over the counter in sheer darkness, looking for something so that he could wipe his hands.

That is until he felt a presence right behind his back. "Stay still." He heard the whisper and had no option but to oblige. Taehyung by habit knows where he kept the tissues and plucks out some of them from the box. 

Jungkook felt Taehyung's breath behind his ear and his eyes fell shut in response. He felt his hands taken into a grip before a subtle dabbing of tissues started absorbing the moisture from them one by one.

Taehyung's hands were working but his eyes were closed. He took another step closer to the younger one and Jungkook felt his thighs touch the counter. 

Taehyung inhaled deeply, his nose touching the shell of Jungkook's warm ear, and exhaled the breath he was holding.

Jungkook's hands spread on the counter so that he could hold anything. While Taehyung's hands rested on Jungkook's waist. 

Taehyung massaged Jungkook's hips, rolling his thumb and a little squeeze from his fingers once in a while. 

Jungkook tilted his face towards Taehyung and Taehyung's nose touched his jaw. He traced the defined jaw and travelled downwards, he rubbed his nose on the deep cave of the junction and touched it with a soft peck of his lips. 

A sigh left Jungkook's lips, his stiff shoulders relaxed as he placed his head backward on Taehyung's shoulder. 

He was submitting. Taehyung knows it. Felt it.

"Is this your consent for me to continue?" Taehyung asked just below Jungkook's ear, his one hand travelled upto Jungkook's shoulder and slid down the deep-neck t-shirt, his lips touched the bare skin again.

Jungkook tilted his neck far, showing his bare shoulder more. 

"Are you gonna ask every time?" Jungkook asked back. 

"You don't want me to?" Taehyung asked again and this time his tongue licked the depth of Jungkook's collarbone. 

"No. I just want you to-" He gasped when he felt teeth digging right into his sensitive spot. His toes curled and his mind went blank. Just a thought was roaming inside his brain.

How his husband could never find this spot and how Taehyung captured it at first touch.

"hmm…" Taehyung hummed and encouraged the younger one to finish his sentence. 

"J-just want you to use me." Jungkook breathed out and inhaled when Taehyung left his sweet spot and kissed his shoulder.

"You want me to use you? Or do you want to use me?" Taehyung turned Jungkook around, no one could see anything but they were feeling each other's breath very closely.

"Or we can use each other," Jungkook suggested, raising his hands before placing them on the broad chest of the elder, stopping right before his neck.

"Anytime?" Taehyung asked with pure innocence as if he had never heard of it.

Jungkook felt dizzy as Taehyung was speaking right above his lips," Anytime." he confirmed.

"Anywhere?" Taehyung asked again and this time his lips brushed against Jungkook.

Jungkook traces the breath to feel the contact of those soft lips again but could not. 

"Anywhere, no questions and no arguments." The desperation in his voice was heard on the edge. He moved his face to a little left and the contact of lips happened again.

"You are not aware of what you are unlocking." Taehyung sounded mad but before Jungkook could whisper or cry for the touch he felt his lips get devoured by the hungry lips.

He kissed back immediately. Hands locked against the elder's neck when Taehyung bit his lower lip and sucked it afterward. 

They fought for dominance, the kiss became fierce when Taehyung surged his tongue inside that leaving Jungkook moaning in desire. Both of them moved closer until there was no space left between their bodies. 

Jungkook bit the edges of Taehyung's tongue and sucked on it. The wet muscle felt heavy on his tongue, he slurped the upper lip and Taehyung licked his lower lip.

The lips were aching so beautifully that no one wanted to pull away. Both of them panting for air but their hunger was keeping them at bay. 

Jungkook squeezed Taehyung's hair when he left his lungs giving out, the next moment he swooned up from the floor and found himself sitting on the counter.

Both of them were breathing heavily. Nosing each other's necks as if they got high on pleasure.

"Where do you want your first?" Taehyung whispered and then lurched forward to kiss down the luscious lips again, sucking out the traces of chocolate from Jungkook's tongue.

Jungkook curled his legs around Taehyung's waist, pushing their chest against each other, lips moving in urgency until he tugged himself away.

"In my bed, of course." 

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜.