"Thank you so much for your hard work, Miss Sera." The doctor said while placing a hot coffee on her table.

She immediately stood up from her chair and bowed," My pleasure, Dr Jeha." 

The doctor smiled and nodded at her. He looked at his watch and said," It's 7 already, the couple hasn't arrived yet?"

"No, Sir. Mrs Kim called me just now and said they might run late by fifteen minutes."

"It's okay. Send them inside once they arrive." The doctor said and took his leave.

"Of course, doctor." 

Fifteen minutes passed when the couple showed up and went inside the doctor's office. 

"Please Introduce yourself." The doctor welcomed the Kim couple and urged them to the couch placed in his office room while he took a seat on the chair beside it.

"I am Kim Mehrin. 28 years old and this is my husband. We got married two years ago." The lady finished, she was sitting elegantly and her one hand was curled around her husband's bicep.

Taehyung stretched his hand towards the doctor and introduced," Kim Taehyung. Age 29, Criminal layer by occupation."

"I'm Dr Jeha, and I will be your doctor for the upcoming sessions as well. I might say you both are looking really good together. Please tell me your reason for coming here." The doctor said and pulled out a clear page on his notepad.

Mehrin's hand got tightened on Taehyung's bicep and it got noticed by both her husband and the doctor. Meanwhile, Taehyung understands her hesitation and was about to reply to the doctor but the doctor had other plans.

"I'm sorry Mr Kim. But I would like to speak with your wife first. Alone. If you both don't mind." He showed a little smile while speaking.

Taehyung looked at his wife for her consent and nodded when Mehrin pulled her hand away from his bicep. 

"It's okay, I'll be just waiting outside." He whispered to her before leaving the office.

The doctor smiled at the lady and moved his chair closer to her," Please say what you have on your mind without hesitation. The more you elaborate the easier it will be for you and your husband's relationship."

Mehrin looked down and whispered," I don't know where to start." 

"Start from the very beginning, please." The doctor replied.

Mehrin took a deep breath and braced herself for all the memories. If she wants to save her marriage she would have to take this step.

"My marriage with Taehyung is an arranged marriage but after marrying him, he converted this marriage into a love marriage. He lets me get comfortable around his house, around him. He has a very kind personality so I couldn't help but fall for him."

"Things commenced when we started to get intimate moments with each other. He has a very unique way with his touches. I have… I have…" Her entire face is covered with blush.

"Please Mrs Kim, consider me as a non-living being. It will be easier for you. I'm here only for listening, not commenting or judging." The doctor assures.

Mehrin was squeezing her hands in a tight grip before saying," I have squirted many times just in his foreplays. He is perfect, everything a woman needs and wishes for."

Dr: I think that's a good sign, please continue.

Mh: Yeah but contrary to him, I have never pleased him in any way. And this guilt…this guilt is eating me up from inside. I feel less of a woman who can't even please her husband. 

Even before finishing her sentence, Mehrin sobbed out tears. The doctor quickly discarded his notepad and brought a glass of water.

He sat on the couch and helped her patient to calm down. It comes with his duty, physical needs always come with mental stability. 

Dr: Please calm down, Mrs Kim. Your husband seems quite fond of you, I don't think he is offended by anything in your relationship. 

Mh: He never shows it. He never shows his distaste, his frustration but I know. I am his wife. I have seen him stressed about work and worrying about our future children but whenever I start a conversation about it he never takes it as a serious issue. 

Mh: he might be thinking that it will hurt me if he says the truth. But his silence brings me more pain.

Dr: Are there problems in bed or communication?

Mehrin took the glass of water and drank it. The cold water calms her nerves accurately, she decides to relay the problem in front of the doctor.

Mh: Everything is perfect, doctor. But whenever we start having sex and I saw his penis, My mind… my mind could not comprehend anything, just the thoughts of it scares me. I see blood, blood flood out of my vagina and my death. 

The doctor straightened his back a little and asked," If you don't mind, How big is your husband's penis?"

Mh: He is more than 10.

The doctor moved his head towards the window, he blinked and looked at Mehrin again," Okay."

Mh: Everything goes smoothly to the point of sex but just as he would about to penetrate me, I always start screaming as if he is a monster. And trust me doctor, the hurtful expressions on my husband's face haunt me at night. But it's not in my control, how will I explain this? My mind… It seems like my mind is not supporting my body. 

Dr: Have you tried blindfolds? I mean if you don't look at it, it's possible that your mind wouldn't come up with those scenarios.

Mh: We tried it in the beginning months of our marriage. But that image has been engraved and carved on the walls of my mind. I can't forget it.

Dr: Have you tried any toys to prepare yourself beforehand, then increase their size till they reach the same size as your husband's?

Mh: I have. I have even tried an 8 inches dildo and I haven't had any problem with it. But as soon as he came closer to me my mind flared in murderous screams. 

The doctor nodded before he went silent for a moment.

Dr: You have developed a phobia of your husband's penis, Mrs Kim. Does something happen in your past life where you got vaginal injuries or internal injuries because of having sex?

Mh: No. I have never gotten close enough to any of my exes.

Dr: Then we need to check if this fear of yours is only limited to your husband or if it applies to other males as well, Mrs Kim.

Mh: And how will it happen?

Mehrin was scared for their marriage but she knows her problems need to be cured deeply.

Dr: I will approach you once I have reached the solution. For now, trust your doctor. 

Dr: So I'm assuming that Mr Kim has never penetrated you with his cock? 

Mh: Yeah. I have taken his tip only.. after that he had to pull out due to my excess denial and screaming.

Dr: And he doesn't bring you down on this topic?

Mh: Never.

Dr: Well, Your husband is a gentleman, Mrs Kim. You are quite lucky.

Mh: I am, thank you.

Mehrin smiled for the first time in the doctor's office. She felt light as if a heavy burden of her heart was lifted by the doctor.

Dr: I will come up with a solution soon, Mrs Kim. But before that, I need to hear from your husband as well. So please, send him inside after your departure.

(Conversation between the doctor and Mr Kim)

Dr: Your wife has explained the problem, Mr Kim. And now I want you to be honest with me.

Th: Okay.

Dr: See, let's not take this conversation as if I am an outsider and here your honesty will somehow demean your wife's privacy and status. Let's take this more as a man-to-man talk, with no comments and suggestions outside this office.

Taehyung understands what the doctor was implying, he is asking for brutal truth and guesses it's time to speak about it.

Th: I understand.

Dr: How does it feel to have a package of 10 in your pants, Mr Kim?

Taehyung looked dead into the doctor's eyes as if he had heard this question a ton of times in his life. But Taehyung chooses to be generous to the doctor.

Th: It was fun in school, my classmates liked to compare it with their own, I was not even that large at that time but average. It became exciting in college when I lost my virginity and had a leisurely life. Before marriage it was entertaining but now it has become exhausting. A weight that brings nothing but guilt.

Dr: How often do you suppress your desire of having sex?

Th: I have been suppressing it for the past two years.

Dr: Don't you feel aggression or frustration towards your wife?

Th: I do. But what's there that I can possibly do in this situation? I can't force her.  

Dr: There are other methods as well, Mr Kim. Actually, I am asking about marital affairs or one-night stands.

Th: A true man doesn't cheat, doctor. 

Dr: Impressive but the urges men have about sex can't be suppressed for so long medically.

Th: I use my hand in urgent times or I distract myself with my work.

Dr: What's your opinion on Mrs Kim in bed?

Th: She is nice but I think she has a different thought process about me during sex. Sometimes she looks at me lovingly and sometimes her scared looks hurt me worse.

Dr: Have you tried enough foreplay before penetration?

Th: I have tried fisting many times, she took it nice and enjoyed it but even then the result with my cock is the same.

Dr: Define your choice of sexuality, Mr Kim.

Th: I am Bisexual.

Dr: By your sexual experience, how would you like to elaborate yourself in bed? 

Th: I like to please my partner. I seek their ejaculation first rather than focusing on my release. 

Dr: Any qualities you yearn for in your partner sexually?

Th: I would want them to be patient and thirsty enough to feel my semen inside them.

Dr: How do you perform during sexual intercourse?

Th: It depends on my partner. How they want me. Rough or slow. In my experience, it has never been my choice to deal with someone in my accordance.

Dr: And what would happen if you got this freedom?

Th: I will make my partner my personal cumdump and let them enjoy.

Dr: Mrs Kim told me about her wish of having children soon even before her treatment-

Th: She is more important. 

The doctor smiled at Mr Kim and nodded his head," Don't worry, Mr Kim. She is all fine."

Dr: Thank you for your patience and honesty, Mr Kim. I will call you for your next appointment very soon.

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