The sense of betrayal is strong,
Have to bear it, the way I chose was long.

My veins on fire I feel it,
Controlling my screams despite the strong hit.

My mind is running a thousand thoughts,
Questions so many a thousand whats.

Its getting hectic out of control,
You win if this was your goal.

But the fact is to show the truth,
The evil inside is hard to soothe.

It was a war to be fought,
Atleast that's what I thought.

Forgot there was no winning,
It was all about sinning.

Crumbling came my good deeds,
Tumbling came my good leads.

'It was never about you' they said,
You were just a part of the crap we fed.