It's the Sunday, Zoey is going out with her family as they came here to visit her.

So Leah and I along with some guys that includes, Sebastian, Daniel and Liam.

But the thing is Sebastian is acting so weird. Like super weird.

We thought maybe it is because of the stupid prank which was Zoey's idea. Which I didn't wanted be part of, but I was.

We acted as if we had some fight internally and when he called we both kind of screamed him off.

It's childish, but yeah!

Now he is just being so weird and silent, even in the movies too.

Now we are out to have some food, we come to a good sit down restaurant. Even in the table, he is talking very less the other guys are way interactive than him.

Being back in the bus to our campus, is the time we talked something. It is just some stupid tease. I really didn't talk much.

But, now we are walking towards the campus, since the climate is so good.

It's just us three, Leah, Sebastian and I. So when Leah asks, "So how's it going with Abigail?"

He effortlessly tells a lie, which is somewhat clear from my side. I don't know how, he says, "Oh no! We kind of talked for a while. But you see, I don't think so there is a future."

He smiles and just walks. I have a strong feeling they are dating in silent or some shit like that. Whatever I don't care.
***
"Are you serious?" I ask Leah.

She nods her head crying.

Ok what the fuck?

Great! The thing is Sebastian being a dick, is not accepting the fact that Leah and Zach are not a thing anymore.

It seems today in the class, he was just in front of everybody, was like, "Talk it out guys, oh my god the sexual tension here is so thick."

He spalled out some bullshit like that.

I am so angry, I call him and he picks up in few rings.

"What the fuck Sebastian? What's your problem? It's a matter between them both. Why are you interfering?" I scream.

"Oh, hmm, Maya I got a go. They are calling me. Bye."

That's it. He fucking cuts the call.

I throw my phone to the bed and exclaim, "That's the fucking last time, I am speaking with him. That's it."

Leah just looks up and nods.

****
I don't know what I am feeling right now, I just walk passed Sebastian, when he walked towards three of us.

Like sure, Leah and Zoey are talking with him right now. But I saw his expression as I passed by him, it was marvelous.

But for sure as hell I am so happy seeing that. It has been a successful week of not talking with him. It has been easy as the classes have been busy most of the time.

Leah says, "By the way, Sebastian is asking if you are still angry at him."

"Is he asking you?"

"Yeah!" She shows me the text. I roll my eyes and tell her, "Say i don't know."

Next thing I know my phone pings, it's Sebastian.

I can see in the notifications bar, it reads, "Hey!"
Then next one comes,
"You there?"

I just silent my phone and sleep.

***
I have officially avoided him like a plague for two weeks now. The problem is we are having a recreation camp tomorrow.

I don't know how I am going to avoid him there. The thing is I don't want anyone to know about it. I just want to just you know stop interacting with him, as if in the past too, we didn't talk much.

When I told my sister, Vanessa about all these she asked, "Maya, just one thing. What did he even do? You don't even know the whole story. Leah is talking with him normally. Then why are you being a bitch then."

I just roll my eyes at that, and reply, "See, I am angry at him not because of the Leah thing alone. I have been angry with him for a while. Also, I didn't like the way he just cut the call at me. There was no message or call, atleast saying anything about it. Like sorry or some shit like that."

My sister just says, "Whatever Maya. I hope you know what you are doing. Don't give people any ideas that you liked him and all. Now that he has got himself a girlfriend. You are, you know acting weird."

That actually catches me a little off guard. I mean, even Zoey and Leah can also think of me in that way.

The main question is, am I actually angry at him because of the reason I said. Or am I just saying myself a reason to be away from him.

"Also Maya, I think it's time you start exploring with your friends options too. I know you are not comfortable hanging around them. I know they are important to you. But still. I am just saying for your good ok. Don't take me wrong."

I mindlessly mumble a yes and cut the call.

****
Officially today sucks, in the beginning itself. I came to know that Noah knows I am not talking with Sebastian.

Cause, Leah said it seems he texted her yesterday for asking. I mean I always knew Noah had good observation skills. But still I thought I covered it up to well. I guess I didn't.

She said she managed it, god only knows what that means.

Then, now I am sitting away from our gang due to some confusion in the sitting. So now in the middle of the moving bus, Leah and Zoey have been asking me to join them at the back.

But I say them no, as first thing of first, that guy is there. I also saw Abigail there too. I don't want to see them both.

Secondly, I am a pretty big person. So I don't want to take my bags and also carry myself in the narrow passage to the back.

So I say them a firm no.
***
The hilarious thing which happened is that Sebastian's phone flew out of the window during the travel.

It was so hilarious, seeing him asking to stop the bus and he ran out to get it from the road.

Now we all have come to the girls hallway. There are a lot of bunk beds and it seems cool.

We have the initial session, and we all have been put in groups we have to be part of for the entire three day trip.

I can't even believe, Sebastian and Abigail are one team. Leah and Zach are in one team. I don't have any of our group people in my team. Most of them are guys. They all seem fun though.

***
Today, we are having a early morning dance session. Which I am not actually looking forward. Cause I have to dance in front of people.

Either way, it got cancelled and is rescheduled to tomorrow. Zoey and Leah are talking with some random guy from senior year I guess.

I just zip up my hoodie and start walking back to the hall or just to the place where other people are.

As I am walking, one person who I am literally avoiding for days now is walking along with Zach.

I train my eyes solely into the phone and the ground and walk.

The worse part is that I hear, Sebastian calling my name out. I just act as if I don't hear it and walk away. The worse part is that no one is in this pathway other than, us three.

Plus it's a very quite morning. I didn't have my AirPods too. I just hope, they think I have it ok or something. Cause I don't want now, Zach coming up to me and asking questions.

Cause honestly, I am itself in a confusion, why I am angry with him or whatever I am feeling towards him. So if anyone asks me some specific questions also by people like Noah and Zach. I am fucked, cause they can see right through me, if I am lying.

*****
I really don't want to this anymore, but I have been making new friends though. Which is cool. But I am very socially awkward that after we leave this place I may or may not talk to them again.

But for now, it's amazing. Even during the eating times; I have always avoided sitting around my group.

This is not taken very nicely by Zoey and Leah, plus they both have been attracting unwanted attention too.

They randomly sing or dance, I just stand next to them like a big fat sore thumb.

People are always looking at them both, they like the attention. But I don't entertain it as they do. So it feels good to be around people who are like me. It's for sure way quite and comfortable hanging around my new friends.

Though, Sebastian is always sitting with Abigail and her friends. He has been avoiding our group too. Though the teasings are still there from our group, through which I am always silent.

The most awkward time was when we went to the beach, Leah and I were walking.

Sebastian comes out of nowhere and starts talking. Leah responds to her, since I didn't bring my phone. I just look around not being part of their conversation.

When Leah asked, "Hey isn't Sebastian's trousers very funny?"

That was the most awkward spot I have been, I simply fast walk and join the group in front of me. Thank god, they were people I know and I start asking them very random but relevant questions.

Sebastian got my attitude I guess, cause I saw him slowing his steps and he joined some other group.

After seeing Leah alone, I join her back.

That's when she asks, "So you are not going to Sebastian?"

I nod my head and look around.

"How long?"

"Don't know, not for a while though." I shrug my shoulders and once I see the ocean we both get excited and go towards it.

You know I am just going with the flow, let's see how long I can restrain myself too. Though it simply feels like I am pushing my real feelings and doing some bullshit.

Who care though?

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