The Asgard palace was going to held a feast tonight. You were more than delighted, just like Loki because the Allfather held the celebration for your one-year-old son. Your beloved baby was growing up healthily, and he was spoiled so much by his grandparents and Thor. You and Loki, were more than happy to see your son became a favourite in Asgard now.

People hustled in the palace, preparing the best for the celebration tonight. You weren't excluded, the decoration mostly came from your ideas. The servants happily listened to your demands, as you were a gentle and a kind-hearted person. They really adored you.

"Can you please use red roses instead of white for this bouquet?"

You asked politely to the maid. She nodded and smiled at you. But you noticed her gaze moved behind you and she quickly took her leave in respect. You felt an arm wrapped around your shoulder, making you jumped slightly but relaxed when you saw your handsome husband with your son in his arms.

"Hi, Eirik! Did you miss me?"

You held your son's small hand and kissed his nose. He was such a sweetheart, just a few minutes being away from him, your heart was already aching. Loki pouted, making you giggled.

"I miss you. But it seems like you only miss Eirik."

He mumbled. You rolled your eyes but failed to hide your smile. You looked at your son, who was grinning at you.

"I think your father is jealous of you."

You said, almost in a whisper. This time, it was Loki's turn to roll his eyes at you. You smirked and pecked his lips softly. He hummed in content and couldn't help but smiled.

"I miss you too, my love. Now can we get ready for tonight?"

You kissed your son's cheek, before moving your lips to your husband's cheek when you saw his pout. You smirked, sometimes you felt so special because they both wanted your attention.

"You don't have to, darling. You're already looking gorgeous."

Loki smirked. Your face flushed and you hit his arm playfully. Eirik let out a small chuckle, looking as adorable as ever.

"I'm not lying. You're stunning, Y/N."

Loki continued and looked at Eirik for his support. The child seemed to understand and nodded, making you smiled from ear to ear.

"I love both of you, so much."

You said, a genuine smile decorated your lovely face. Loki planted a kiss on your forehead and looked you in the eyes.

"Eirik and I also love you. I love you the most."

He winked. You chuckled and nodded in agreement before going to your chambers. You had to get ready for the celebration.

...

As expected, the feast went smoothly. The celebration was amazing and you were grateful that you had such a happy family here. The people was in awe as they looked at Eirik, their hearts were fulled of love by the first glance at your son.

You were standing in the balcony with Eirik in your arms. Eirik started to cry just now, so you thought it was best if you bring him here to breathe in the fresh air and got away from the crowd. Luckily, your beautiful son stopped crying as his lustrous eyes gazed at the mesmerizing stars.

"So beautiful, isn't it?"

You asked your son. He gave you a tiny squeal, making you smiled broadly.

"But not as beautiful as your mother, Eirik."

You chuckled softly when you heard your husband's voice. He wrapped his arms around your waist, engulfing you in his warmth.

"You look ravishing, my love."

Loki complimented you. He gazed at you with adoration and tenderness that he had never felt for anyone else.

"Why is my handsome husband so sweet tonight?"

"I always am, my beloved wife."

He grinned. The moment was so perfect. You and Loki, with your precious child in your arms. You wouldn't want to step out of this moment. But it had to change.

"What is that?"

You asked as you heard a loud crash. Loki pulled you closer to him as you both walked into the door. You gasped when you saw the palace was in chaos. You weren't sure how, but the enemy of Asgard managed to attack the palace during this celebration.

A soldier, or should you say, the enemy's soldier was attacking you but Loki was fast enough to block his attack. Eirik cried, and you didn't know how to comfort your son in this kind of situation. Loki pushed you behind him gently, protecting you and his son.

"Run, Y/N!"

Your husband screamed at you as he started to fight alongside his older brother, protecting the people. You didn't want to go, you knew you have to stay by his side and help him. But when you looked at your son, you knew you have to bring him to safety.

You lifted up the hem of your dress and held your son securely before running from the chaos. You heard screaming and crying but your heart was battling against your mind to go and help your husband.

"Mother!"

You cried out when you saw Frigga, who was waiting for you at the safe place. You had to admit, you had never seen the door before. It wasn't there before tonight.

"Oh, Y/N! Come my child, we have to go."

She was pulling you to the secluded room but frowned when you gave Eirik to her. Tears pooled in your eyes as you kissed your son's cheek.

"Y/N, what are you doing---"

"I have to find Loki!"

Without thinking twice, you ran to find your husband. You made a promise to him, whatever it is, you would never leave him behind and you weren't going to break your promise.

You were ready, you took a sword from the dead soldier and rage washed over you as you started to fight the enemy's soldiers. You may be not from Asgard, but your heart and soul now belonged here, the people was like your family. You weren't going to let them die just like that.

Your dress was stained with blood and sweat, your face was wet with tears as you wondered where was your husband. But it relieved you a bit when you remembered that your son was safe with your mother-in-law.

"It's over now."

You almost cried when you heard Thor said those words. You looked around and realised the beautiful palace was fulled with dead bodies. The Allfather was saying something but you didn't care.

"Loki, where are you?"

Tears streamed down your face when you couldn't find him. But when you did, you wished that you had never leave him. The sword fell from your hold, a strangled sob escaped your lips.

"Loki.."

You almost whimpered as you kneeled down beside him. He was lying on the floor, his own blood pooled around him. You hated to say it, but your husband was dying.

"My love.."

He managed to say, a tear rolled down his pale face. You wrapped your arms around him, and his head was rested on your lap. You felt a presence behind you, but you didn't care.

"Our son.."

You took his hand in yours and kissed his knuckles softly. The Allfather was watching you from behind, his eyes welled with tears.

"He is safe, my love."

A small smile displayed on the God of Mischief's face, as if the pain wasn't killing him slowly. Your body was shaking when tears started to run down your face.

"Y/N, my love.. My beautiful wife.."

He spoke softly. You sobbed uncontrollably when he took his last breathe. Your scream of agony was heard in Asgard, letting everyone know that you lost your love. The Allfather put a hand on your shoulder, his old heart was breaking at the sight in front of him.

Everything wasn't going to be the same.

You were escorted to your chambers that night. You let the maids bathed you and helped you with your dress. You didn't say a word to them, and that was so unlike you. They knew your heart was fading.

"Do not cry, my child. Everything is going to be fine."

Frigga tried to console you, even if her heart was in agony as well. You just nodded and laid in the bed, your baby was in your arms. You kissed his head softly and a lone tear escaped your eye.

Eirik was the spitting image of your husband. His hair, his eyes, his smile.. Everything about your son reminded you of Loki. You hugged your son from behind, mourning silently over your dead husband.

The bed was cold without him, your heart was empty and your mind was in war. You weren't strong enough to face this. You were a young mortal woman, with a child that was born a year ago to take care of, you couldn't do this without Loki.

Loki was watching his wife and his son in bed, his heart wasn't beating but he was there. He wanted his soul to stay here with you forever but he knew that was impossible. He was here just for awhile, to give you comfort that you need.

He laid next to you, his arms wrapped around your waist. You couldn't feel it, but suddenly the bed wasn't cold anymore. It felt as if Loki was there with you.

"I love you, Y/N and I will always do."

He whispered into your ears. He knew you couldn't hear him but his words touched your heart. A smile found its way on your face and you kissed your son's head softly.

"I love you, Eirik."

You said to your son, getting the strength from your husband's fading soul. Loki planted a kiss on Eirik's cheek before wrapping his arms around you once more, for the last time he brought his lips on your forehead to leave a loving kiss.

"Everything is going to be alright, my love. My strength is with you, and our son, forever."

Loki knew he had to give you the comfort that you need. If he didn't, then you would fall into a pit of agony and there would be no one who could help you to be happy again.

"Smile, my love. You look exquisite when you smile."

You tighten your arms around your small child as the compliment from your husband touched your fragile heart. With that, Loki disappeared. He was willing to wait for you, and your son. Your time was still long, but he would wait.

"We will be fine."

You whispered to your son, reasurring yourself as well. You knew your husband wouldn't want you to weep forever. You had to be strong for your child, for the love that Loki has left for you.

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