Magnus woke up with Alec by his side. They were parted from each other. Alec was lying on his side facing away from Magnus. He stood up and check his phone, there's few miss calls from Izzy. He looked at the clock and it shows 5PM. It was hell of a nap. They both were exhausted after Alec incident. Magnus couldn't figure out what was going on with him. Is it because of the hormones or because his parents but he never seen Alec like this. Being so close at the edge. He knows Alec had depression before and almost kill himself but he managed to stop him and he thought it was only because of what happen between him and his family. He climbed out from the bed and head to the living room and sat on his work desk. He dialed the number in his phone and waited for that person to pick up. "Magnus? I've been trying to call you. How is my brother? I've been calling his cell but he turned it off. Is everything okay?" Izzy sounded worried and why not, Alec is her brother and they were pretty close with each other. "Yeah Izzy sorry I fall asleep and so does Alec." Magnus heard how Izzy gasped on the other line. "Magnus don't wear out my brother. Plus does it affect on the baby?" Magnus was clueless but then it hits him. "What? No Izzy, we didn't had sex we just fell asleep." Magnus was sighing before he continued. "Izzy something is wrong, I need you to come and check on Alec." Izzy was quiet for a while before she continued. "I'm coming now." Then she drops the call. 

Magnus went to the kitchen pouring himself a drink while looking out the window. He was lost in his thought when suddenly he hears Alec opened the bedroom door. He was walking towards him and Magnus doesn't know what to do. Should he hug him or kiss him or should he just stand there. He couldn't made his decision so instead he just look at Alec and waited for his response. He was disappointed when Alec went straight to the fridge and look for something to drink. He took out the apple juice and poured in the glass and then he slammed the fridge door shut. Magnus couldn't help feeling awkward as if he wasn't exist or maybe Alec didn't see him. He saw Alec gulping on the drink and literally he didn't spoke any words. He's getting worried and he tried to make conversation. "Alexander." He tried to have at least Alec would look at his eyes. But he failed. "Fine if you don't want to talk then just listened. I don't know what is going on but I thought we promised each other not to push away one another if things gone bad. You promised me that Alec, why you're being like this?" Alec was still holding his empty glass, but his expression was different. He looks like he was at verge of crying. "I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you." Magnus sighed relieved Alec spoke to him. "Alec I'm hurt if your hurting and I cant see you like this. Would you please talk to me." Alec looked up on those eyes. His hazel eyes meet with Magnus' brown eyes. Only his eyes now filled with tears and Magnus face is filled with worries. He couldn't help but he started to sobbed and Magnus pulled him for a hug. Alec hold his alpha tight in his embrace and let all of his tears out. He was really crying like a child in Magnus' shoulder. Magnus rubbed his back and hushed him to calm him down. Alec managed to calm down after few moments later but Magnus saw how weak he get and he carried him to their bedroom. He placed Alec down and stroking his hair back. Alec sniffed and sobbed in his breath. Magnus leaned and kiss his temple while holding his hand. Alec lay on his side and hold Magnus' hand in his chest. He felt warm and soon he fall asleep with Magnus by his side rubbing his back. Magnus stayed with him for a while until he heard someone knocking at the door. It's Izzy. He let go of his hand from Alec slowly and went out from the bedroom. He opened the front door and he saw Izzy standing by the front door. She was out of breathe as if she ran from her house to Magnus loft. "Where is he?" Magnus let her in and closed the door. She literally like a mother lost her child, looking for Alec in the apartment. "Hello to you too Isabelle, he's in the bedroom but don't go in yet, he just fall asleep. He has a bad day today." Magnus went to the living room and sat on the couch with his legs crossed. Soon Izzy joined him and they were sitting next to each other. Magnus has his head in his hand, he massaged it a little since he was stressed thinking about his Alexander. "Will you tell me what happened exactly." Izzy said with her hearty eyes looking at Magnus. Magnus told her everything happened since the morning. What the doctor told them about the cancer and how he and Alec spend their lunch together with no worries. But until he met his mum suddenly he became cold and distant. He doesn't know what to do and he is so clueless and helpless. He wish Alec would opened up to him and just tell him what is going on. Izzy was speechless when she saw Magnus started to cry and she hugged him tight. He leaned his head on her shoulder while she rubbed his arm to soothe him. "I'll talk to him, this is actually not the first time it happened." Magnus was now intrigued on what Izzy said, he let go of her embrace and looked back into her eyes. "What do you mean?" Izzy sighed and leaned her head back on the couch looking up on the ceiling. 

"It happened every time Alec had a fight with dad. He always thought that he disappoint everyone around him. How he wasn't the son dad always wanted. He tried to hurt himself, killed himself so he would not feel the pain. I found him once after came back from school on the bathroom floor with a bottle of mum's antidepressant pills. He took all of them and he thought he wanted to die that day. We managed to bring him back and he and dad has to be separated from each other for months. Only because dad wants him to date his friend's daughter for his business. Alec always been the experimented son to him. That is why he was so upset with dad." Izzy kept on telling Magnus on what happened the night before Alec left their house, how Robert hit him and made him bled out. Magnus couldn't believe what he heard, he never thought Alec suffered this much and the thought of Alec was abused by his dad got him even more angry and he wanted to see Robert at the moment and punched him in the face. But he hated himself more cause he made Alec went back to him and he let Alec get hurt. "I'll check on him. Stay here." Izzy stood and pat Magnus on the shoulder while walking towards the bedroom. She saw Alec lying on the side crutching. His knees up with both of his arm hugging his body. Izzy kneeled beside him and stroking his arm. Alec opened his eyes and surprised Izzy was beside him. "W-What are you doing here?" Alec asked and held his head up. He was looking around the room looking for Magnus only to find him not there. "Magnus was worried, you refused to talk to him so he thought you might talk to me. Alec you shouldn't treated Magnus like that. He was only looking out for you and the babies. He's so worried and such a mess." Alec didn't reply and his eyes keep on looking towards the window. "Alexander Lightwood, you will not give me the silent treatment! I'm your sister and you will talk to me." Izzy pointed her finger at him. Alec rolled his eye and sat up, leaning his head back on the headboard. He held his hand on his tummy, its coming out a bit from underneath the blanket and Izzy smiled looking at it. "How fast they grew. I cant wait for you guys to get out. I will be the best aunt you guys can have, and I will buy anything they want." Izzy rubbed Alec's tummy and smiled while looking at him. "Izzy, would you called Magnus in. I want to talk to him." Izzy nodded and kissed his brother on his forehead and stepped out from the room. 

Later Magnus walked in, closing the door behind him. He was standing by the door looking at Alec on bed, he didn't move from where he stands. Later Alec patted the bed signing for him to sat down next to him. He walked towards the bed and climbed on it. He lied down on his side with his one hand supporting his head and his eyes locked into him. Alec opened his arms and Magnus lay his head on Alec's tummy. His small bump just by his nose. He rubbed the bumped and Alec was stroking his head, pulling his hair back from the forehead. "I'm sorry for behaving like that. I never wanted to hurt you love." Magnus lift his head up and looking at his omega's face. "I cant help thinking that I wasn't good enough for you, for my family. I cant stop thinking if we have kids later, how I will become like my father and my kids will hate me, just like I hate him." Alec couldn't continued he already tearing up and Magnus sat up and hugged him. He pulled Alec on his body and he played back, letting Alec lie on his chest. Their legs tangled in each other. Alec was sobbing mess in Magnus chest. "Alexander you need to stop blaming yourself for everything. You are perfect and our babies gonna be prefect cause they will have two loving parents. I couldn't be more happier having you in my life and I will not let him hurt you again. I promised." Alec nodded in Magnus chest. Hugging him tighter. They were cuddling for a while until they heard something in the kitchen. "That's my sister destroying your kitchen. She cant be anywhere flammable." Alec sit up from Magnus' hug and couldn't help to chuckled. "I guess I should asked her to leave. I want you all to myself tonight." Alec couldn't help but blushed hearing Magnus' plan. "No we should treat her with dinner and then send her home. She helped us a lot." Magnus nodded, then he leaned in for a kiss. Alec kissed him back deeply. He climbed on top of Magnus and sat on his lap. Magnus sat up holding him closer. He put his hand under Alec's shirt making his body shivers on his touch. The kissed got deeper and wet. Alec opened his mouth a little letting Magnus tongue in. Their kiss are wet and making them both wet in their pants. Alec couldn't help but feeling Magnus bulge under his crotch and he grind to it teasing it more. "Ngghh, ahhhh. Alexander." He started to pressed Alec's body lower into him and he noticed how his pants got incredibly tight. "Magnus, we got company." Magnus groaned in frustration. Alec smiled cause he made his alpha a mess and he climbed down from Magnus' lap and lied down on his back. Magnus jumped on top of Alec making him startled. He leaned in and kissed him again on his lips. Then he went down to his neck making Alec moaned. He went further down to his chest and his tummy. Lifting his shirt up exposing his bump and he kissed it. Alec couldn't help but feels horny again, he lifts his waist up as Magnus kissing his tummy. He was holding Magnus' head and his fingers in Magnus's soft hair. He tilted his head back as Magnus go further down to his V-line making him moaned louder. Then he stopped and went back to kiss his lips. "Sorry hun, we got company." Alec groaned in frustration and Magnus do love to tease him and revenged him like this. Then he get out from the bed, fixed his pants and his shirts cooling down his hard cock and he stroke his hair back to make it better like before. The he smirked at Alec before he left the room.

Went Alec went out from the bedroom he saw how Magnus and Izzy making a mess in the kitchen. "What is going on here?" Alec looked at them both covered in flour with Magnus' face covered in them. The table is a mess and the things everywhere. It looks like someone turned their kitchen upside down. "We are making pie. Sweet apple pie. Your favorite." Izzy replied. "Depends. Does that pie comes in one piece?" Magnus smirked at Alec comment. He knows how disaster Izzy looks just to made a pie. Alec went to Magnus and hugged him in the mess. He wiped Magnus face from the flour and his hair then he kissed him on the lips. "Ughhh you guys please don't have to be so lovey-dovey in front of me." They both smiled at her and Alec let go of Magnus and went to wash some of the plates. Magnus and Izzy were still arguing on making the ingredient and who has the best recipe. Alec just smiled hearing their arguments. He was washing the plates and placed them in the dryer. When he was done with the plates they both were putting the pie in the oven. They were cleaning up the mess on the table. Magnus was removing all the item and throw them in the trash can while Izzy washed out the pan they used. Alec was wiping the table when suddenly he felt the room was spinning. He stopped and leaning on the table, closing his eyes shut. This is worst than feeling vomit. He felt like he is in the space where no gravity on. He know he was about to fall but only thing he could manage was calling out Magnus name. "Magnus.." He turned around and see Alec looking pale and was holding their kitchen table. Alec was losing his grip and fall on the floor but he managed to catch him before his whole body fall on the ground. "Alexander, whats wrong. Babe wake up please." He held Alec in his arm and cupping his face, patting his cheek softly to wake him up. Izzy was behind Magnus and she got terrified look on her face. But moments later Alec's eyelid opened slowly and he noticed he is in Magnus' arm and he was on the floor. "What happened?" He asked as if he doesn't know what is going on. "Oh thank god you're scared the crap out of me. Are you okay?" Magnus was trembling holding Alec in his arm. Alec nodded confused. Magnus helped him up and carried him to the couch. He lay him down with small pillow under his head. "I'm calling Dr Ranver." Magnus stood up and grabbed his phone. He didn't think twice and called that woman. Luckily she gave the number earlier and Magnus had saved it before he forgot where he put the card. Izzy was by Alec side, she brought water for him to drink. He held it and sips on a few before laying back down. He heard Magnus introduced himself on the phone and described what happened. He was surprised he didn't remember falling, all he remembers was feeling dizzy before everything went black. "Yeah, I don't know what happened exactly he just passed out for a moment then regained back his consciousness. He did. Come to the hospital?" He looked at Alec and Alec sat up shook his head signing no. he doesn't want to go to hospital again. "I'll try to convinced him. But what can I do in the mean time?" He looked at Magnus while Izzy was rubbing the back of his palm. Magnus was talking on the phone for a while and Alec keep on looking at him, keep turning his head over since Magnus take the call at the kitchen area. 

It took him a while till he returned back at the couch. Alec sit up and Magnus sat by his side. Izzy get up to give them a space. She was sitting on the chair she pulled closer to Alec. "What did she said?" Alec looked at Magnus with curious look but only to have him looking back with sad eyes. "Alexander lets go to the hospital and have you checked up, I promised we will go home after." Magnus making his case but Alec rolled his eyes and shakes his head. "No Magnus, I'm tired of hospitals." He wanted to get up but Magnus pulled him back down. "Alexander please don't be so stubborn. Think about the babies." Magnus was so desperate and he hoped Alec will consider the request. "No Magnus, I don't want to go back. I'm tired of people poking me and examined me not too mention the waiting, I promised I'll stay home and I will follow everything you asked me but please don't made me go to the hospital. Please." Alec was desperate too, he started to beg and Magnus sighed in frustration. "Fine but no junk food for 3 days. Only organic." Alec looked at him with sad face and nodded. He doesn't want to argue more with his Alpha. As long as Magnus let him stay not forcing him to go to the hospital. Izzy sighed at his brother being so stubborn. She was worried if this could happened again. Then she smelled something burning. "Oh god the pie." She ran to the kitchen and leaving Alec and Magnus on the couch to talk. "Are you sure your okay? You got me worried sick Alexander." Magnus was stroking Alec's cheek and Alec could see that Magnus is worried about him. He nodded and he leaned in to hug Magnus. Magnus holds him back and let Alec rested his chin on his shoulder. They were hugging when suddenly Izzy walked in. "uhmm guys, not to ruined the mood but the pie is ruined. We need to ordered out for dinner." Izzy said while holding the burnt pie in her hand. Magnus couldn't help to laughed and Alec just rolled his eyes and leaned back on the couch. "I'm ordering Taki's." Alec looked at him with wide eyes and before he could say what he wants Magnus stopped him. "A-A-A... your are eating what I'm ordering you. You promised me remember." Alec pouted and leaned back down. He turned on the TV and watched whatever its on. He heard how Magnus and Izzy were talking in the kitchen but he choose to ignore them.

 Later there's a knocked on the door and Izzy opened them. It was their orders. Alec couldn't help it but the smell of the food is so good. It makes his stomach growled and he wonders what Magnus ordered for him. They put everything on the table and gave the food accordingly. He gave Izzy's orders which is shrimp noodles and he ordered himself a fried rice with moo shoo pork, some wonton soup and Magnus pulled out for Alec chicken Caesar salads. Then he sat down on the floor enjoying his meals. Alec frowned when he looked at his food. "Magnus don't torture me like this." Magnus ignores Alec's whining and keep on eating, so was Izzy. "You promised me remember." Alec put down his food and went to the bedroom. He was so angry at Magnus and he knows Magnus is punishing him. "Oh, oh you're in trouble. Don't pissed of pregnant person especially when they are hungry." Izzy looked at Magnus and she knows now Alec is angry. Magnus stood up and put his food down. As he was walking towards the bedroom Alec came out with a sweater and looks like he wants to go out. "Where are you going?" Alec just walked past him and went towards Izzy, "Izzy keys?" He asked for her car keys and Izzy doesn't want them to argue. "Alec where are you going?" Alec was looking around the apartment for her car keys, "If you refused to give me what I want, I will go out and find it myself. Now where is the damn keys?" He started to raise his voice making Izzy scared. She doesn't want to get him angry but she doesn't want Magnus to get angry too. "Alexander, you are not leaving this house. You promised me you would do as I said now calm the fuck down before you hurt yourself!" Magnus' voice is stern and strong. Alec looked at him and his face is angry as hell. They both looked at each other like two wolves going to claw each other. Suddenly Alec throw a pillow at Magnus but he missed it and it made him even more angrier. So he grabbed another pillow next to it and throw at Magnus. "Alexander stopped!" Magnus got more upset with Alec. He couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed Alec's wrist to stop him and he lifted Alec up on his shoulders and carried him to the bedroom. Alec fought in his defense but he can never fight his Alpha. He was fighting him on Magnus' shoulder. When they got to the bedroom he throw Alec on the bed. Alec clenched on his stomach as Magnus being rough on him while carrying him. "I had enough Alexander! Stop acting like a child and consider how I feel! I'm doing everything for your own good but you are so stubborn to see it!" Magnus let go of his anger. He wished he didn't say that to him but he can't let Alec destroying himself anymore. He saw Alec's eyes became watery and tears flowing down his cheek as he blink. He didn't say anything to respond Magnus' words. Magnus turned his back and stormed out the room leaving Alec cried to himself on the bed. When he went out Izzy was already carrying her purse. "I'm so sorry Magnus, Alec can be like this sometimes. He took our father bad side a lot after all these years. But he is actually stubborn as our mum. I will leave you two plus I have to get home, I got class tomorrow." Magnus nodded while let out a deep breath. Izzy hug him before she left. She whispered into Magnus' ears. "Don't be so hard on him." Magnus sighed in her hugs but he is still angry. She left the loft hoping those idiots didn't do anything stupid. Magnus sat on the couch thinking, he refused to finished his food since he lost his appetite. He lay his head in his palm breathing in deep. He let Alec calm down in the room first before he will talk to him again. They both need to calm down. 

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