" Get out, I don't want to see your face ever again!" That was the last thing I remembered from our conversation before we broke up. " Magnus, I'm so sorry, I know what I did is wrong but I have my rights too. I want to know about you, your family, your background. I love you and I would never meant too hurt you."

I know how many times I said I'm sorry to him but he refused to forgive me and begs me to leave him alone and never come back. " I can't look at your faces right now, please just leave. I don't want to repeat myself". Magnus pleaded in his Alpha mode and his voice is stern. " Are you mad cause I asked Camille or your mad about something else? If you are just tell me. Tell me so I can fix it. Tell me so we can be like what we used to be." I admitted that both of us hasn't been a lovely couple like we used too. I noticed how much Magnus would drink away his problem and refused to tell me and whenever I asked he would say everything is fine and then he will not tell anything else except being drunk.

" Do you still love me?" I asked. " Do you still love me like the first time we met? Did your heart beat fast when you see me and breathless when I'm around? Do you still feel shivers when your around me? Am I not important anymore to you?" I became pleading and desperate and I know this is my last chances to have Magnus back in my arm before I lose him forever. " I don't feel the same like before. I don't love you anymore."

Those words just hit me like a truck, I never thought I would lose Magnus one day. I never thought we would break up or he would stop loving me. "fine! Don't regret saying all that because you were drunk. Words comes with responsibilities and accept your own consequences." So I stormed out after I packed my clothes and just grab whatever I see and put in my bag pack and hope he would reconsider taking me back one day.

I know it was wrong to go behind his back to see his awful and abusive girlfriend to find out about his real family and I should have asked permission from him or at least give him space to tell me himself but I wasn't patient enough to wait so I go behind his back and here I am regretting all of my decision. Did I mention I am and Omega? He was my Alpha and our scent just heightened when we're on heat.

But somehow the scent is fading and I can feel his love for me lessen each day. Its not just this fight I have tonight, is the fight we have every night. I'm just being more pain in his ass for asking too much question and demanded answer on his past.

I just want to know his past and how he became like this. How sometimes he was gentle and loving person. But sometimes he became rough and abusive and inherit his dominant features. I know how much I pushed him on telling his real problem and shared it with me but I deserve to know. I deserve to be treated much better. The most horrible thing to face now is going back to my parents house cause I refused to be alone and stay alone in some strange apartment that I will have to find since I'm not staying with Magnus anymore. The last time we spoke is when they were chasing me out cause they found out I was dating Magnus and I walked out living with him. But that was 3 years ago. Here I am stood in front of the door and waiting for them to accept their son back. For good.