DIPPER 💔

I brushed out my vest in the mirror as I stared back at Will. He stood behind me, hands behind his back as usual when he's around me and looking away. He was well dressed in an outfit similar to mine, his light blue hair slicked back. I could feel heat rising to my pale cheeks and I looked away quickly. 

"Let's go Will.. They're expecting us in only about an hour." I turned to face him and he nodded, eyes still glued towards the floor. He walked by me to go downstairs and I silently followed behind him. Had I done something wrong..? I shook it off and just went with him and Mabel to the Mystery Shack.

PACIFICA 💔

I looked at the door seeing Mabel, Will, and most of all.. Dipper. He looked so elegant and refined and I immediately felt myself blushing. Though he could be cruel by nature and a bit cold, his eyes told me a different story. They showed compassion, remorse, pride.. I  wish he would like me. I wanted him to come to this party so I could finally tell him the truth.

WILL 💔

My gaze turned to Pacifica who was staring at Dipper. Her eyes were filled with excitement and... LOVE?! My heart sank deep down and I looked at Dipper. I couldn't lose him to this girl.. Not to her.I loved him and I wanted him. I wanted his heart.. His hands in mine and on me. Not on her. I bet he's not even gay. I really am a desperate daydreamer. I felt myself trembling a bit and Dipper's eyes on me. I quickly looked down trying to hide the fact that I was getting paler and shakier by the second. 

DIPPER 💔

I noticed Will's body shaking a bit and I sighed, feeling an urge to hold him. Was he scared of crowds? I hope not otherwise he'll be trembling like this all night long. I looked up seeing Pacifica running over to me.  

"Quit being such a wallflower Dipper..!"  She grabbed my hand pulling me towards the dance floor and I looked back at Will for a brief second. He looked even paler if that was even possible with his hand out, reaching for me a bit upset. I raised an eyebrow quizzically and my attention was jolted away from him as Pacifica pulled me into a dance. I stared down at her as she looked me in the eyes. I felt a slight chill run up my back and I felt myself getting uneasy. 

"So.. Dipper.. I think I should probably tell you something important." She seemed just as uneasy as myself  and I figured she was about to say she was dying or something. 

"And what would that be?" 

"..I-.. Well.. It's..--" I stood waiting for a complete sentence to spill from her as I felt myself getting impatient.

"..Any day now Pacifica." She turned her focus to the ground and I felt my eyes narrowing in agitation. The song ended and I pulled away from her causing her to look up a bit surprised. I sighed and went to go sit outside for a while. She quietly trailed behind me mumbling an apology and I finally turned and looked at her. 

"If it's really so important, just tell me already!" She stood in silence for a moment before looking me in the eyes again.

"I shouldn't just tell you. I should show you instead." I crossed my arms a bit confused before feeling her lips press up against mine.

WILL 💔

I glanced towards the porch to see Dipper and Pacifica kissing. I felt my heart shatter to near dust and I held my chest, pained. How could he..? I stumbled back a bit and tears began to well in my eyes. Could this be some twisted nightmare?! How could this actually be happening?! I looked down, tear droplets falling to the wood floor below me and seeping in. 

"Mabel m-may I please b-be excused.." I tried to stutter out a decent sentence and she turned to look at me. 

"Do you need a bucket..? You look really ill.. But sure. I suppose so." I quickly ran by, not answering her question and ran out the back door. My head was throbbing and I fell to my hands and knees, barely containing the tears now. My heart had never hurt like this before. I had never felt so lost, so betrayed, so.. BROKEN.. When did she even get feelings for him? The last few times she visited? I should have told him how I felt. I should have said SOMETHING! But no.. I just stood there lost in my daydreams like always. How pathetic could I be? And I'm certain he'll hate me as soon as he sees mud on the suit I got from him. 

"It's over.. I have nothing left.."