♡ Nothing More ♡
DIPPER ♡
My eyes widened in disbelief and I immediately pushed her back roughly into the wooden wall behind her. Her face turned to shock and disappointment as I stepped back, my shock turning to vexation. My eyes narrowed at her darkly and she gave me a worrisome look as I turned to leave. She grabbed my arm tight. I hissed in pain at her as her nails dug into my arm and I tried to rip my arm away from her grasp.
"Pacifica, I expected better from you of all people!" She cowered, her grip weakening as tears dripped from her eyes and spilled down her cheeks.
"I only wanted to show you how I feel, Dipper!" I tore myself away from her with a grunt.
"Where is Will. You purposefully dragged me away from the crowd when you know damn well he can't be alone for more than ten minutes! Not to mention the fact that you cost me time with my sister and people here!" Her attention turned down towards the dark floorboards, her eyes flooded with tears.
"I-I don't know Dipper.." I rolled my eyes unremorseful and walked back into the crowd. Will couldn't have gone far knowing him. My eyes skimmed through the diverse people dancing and chatting but I couldn't find him. I felt anguish starting to rise as I felt panic begin to pull at me. I noticed Mabel chattering away with some other girls and I quickly slipped through the other people to get to her.
"Mabel, where is-" Mabel cut me off, pulling at the arm Pacifica just stabbed with her nails or talons it seemed.
"This is my younger brother, Dipper Gleeful. He's single if you're interested," she cooed to the others and they giggled under their breaths, smiling. I rolled my eyes, annoyed.
"You're older literally by a mere five minutes and who cares if I'm single? Now, have you seen Will or not?" Her sly little smirk disappeared as she let out an annoyed sigh.
"You're no fun.. He ran outside the front door like he was going to vomit. Anxiety probably. He's so weak and pathetic.." I glared for a brief second then turned away.
"Yeah, whatever. Thanks." I went outside and looked around, not seeing him any where. I let out a soft sigh. It was so unlike him to just up and leave or go very far from me. I walked towards the woods, agitation growing. I shouldn't be searching for a damn demon like he's some lost puppy..
WILL ♡
I pushed my way through the pine needles, feeling blood beginning to form from small cuts and pierces from them. I felt my tears drying to my cheeks against the cool air and I stopped, catching my breath. I shivered against the frigid breeze and I sat down on a fallen log. I wish Dipper were here to hold and comfort me but.. Pacifica. She had to get in the way just like everyone else..
"Will Cipher.. What do you think you are doing out here.." My eyes widened in shock and fear as I turned to face none other than Dipper himself. Talk about speak of the devil..
"I-I.. Master, I-" I couldn't even muster out a complete sentence.
"Get up. Now." I quickly jumped up, standing as straight as I could despite my knees shaking. He stared me down coldly and emotionlessly before stepping towards me. I expected him to hit me, yell at me, anything typical from his harsh nature. He grabbed my arm roughly, pulling it towards him. He stared at the rips in the coat sleeve then stared at the mud staining the white sleeves of the button up and the raven black of the tail coat. I gulped, terror building up inside of me.
"I can explain, I r-really can if you allow me to!" He looked me in the eye cruelly and raised his hand to hit me. I flinched, nearly collapsing under my own weight but he didn't move his hand an inch. He quickly looked away, a tear dropping onto the grass and he tried to hide it. He lowered his hand, crossing his arms disappointed instead.
"Dipper..?" I reached my hand out for his shoulder but he immediately slapped it hard away. I backed up a bit, rubbing my hand.
"Just get out of here Will! Don't touch me, don't talk to me, just go!" I bit my lip a bit, looking down feeling even worse now.
"..I didn't know you and Pacifica were a thing sir.. I'm sorry." I turned away, walking back towards the house. I felt worried for Dipper, I did. I just wish I could have the courage to forgive or understand what I just witnessed at that party. I wanted Dipper so badly, it burned me. My fantasies are running wild, thinking a man like him could really feel that way for his servant. That's all I am to him and that is all I ever will be. I just need to accept that already as much as it hurts me.
DIPPER ♡
I fought back the tears and sorrow. Why am I ripping and crumbling to tiny bits over him? This isn't fair.. It isn't right! HE should be breaking! HE should only be a servant to me! HE'S ONLY A TOY! How is it possible that he can get to me to the point that I'm standing here crying in the woods over him?! How?! This emotion is overwhelming me and there's just too much I can't answer yet. It's going to get to me and then what?
I need to sleep on this. I can't sit here brooding in the woods like some lunatic. I brushed my suit off and stood up, heading home. I just needed some rest. Mabel can take Will home by herself tonight.
WILL ♡
I went home with Mabel later that night, unease and stress weighing me down. I was tired, my eyes burned, and Dipper.. Just.. Everything about Dipper is stressful for me. I quietly went to my room, closing the door behind me.
I took the tailcoat off, setting its now tattered self on my bed. I carefully pulled the silk necktie off of my throat. It was probably the only thing that survived from the ordeal. I set it on top of the tail coat and I peeked at the wall separating my room from Dipper's. I heard quiet whimpering and I let out a hushed sigh. I gently placed a hand on the wall, wanting to go see him but he would only reject me and shoo me away. If I was lucky, he might not throw anything at me but I wasn't willing to risk it.
I pulled my hand away from the wall and left him to himself. I shut the blinds on my window and collapsed back onto my bed. I've never seen or heard Dipper cry before. I was usually the one spilling tears into my pillow at night because of my silly, pointless feelings. Oh Dipper.. If only you really knew..
(Sorry I took so long to get this out! I have been so busy lately, it's bizarre! But here it is. A quickie little draft I'll edit to make better later. It's late now so I'm heading to bed. Enjoy this chapter! - Creeps ♡)
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