Killer's POV

I don't know what Nightmare's problem was when I left for the party... but he was all hissy... I guess I should have made more time for him... but for Christ sake I live with him! Can't I have my own free time too?

Now I know I am being a bit harsh... but he literally insulted Outer as he walked me out. I think he is just grumpy for waking up early this morning.

"You know you didn't have to dress up that nice, right?" Outer asked me.

"Yeah... but you said something nice..." I shrugged. Messing with the sleeves of my dark green crop top turtle neck, I had to summon my ecto to fill my clothes, but I still liked what I chose...

The crop top and white butt shorts looked great! I even got Nightmare to say so!

I could feel Outer eyeing me like the creep I knew he was deep down inside, I smiled.

"What is this distracting for you? I thought you were a big boy and could handle yourself." I teased.

"H-Hey! I-I can handle myself!" Ouster's sweet blush popped on his face and I laughed.

"Of course you can~" I said sarcastically.

"I haven't made a single comment about you ecto yet." Outer crosses his arms.

"Yes you have, right now." I smirked and received a well aimed slap on my neck, I laughed.

"Jerk! You've been hanging around roommate for too long." Outer huffed.

"Yeah, he is my roommate, I'm supposed to be sleeping, eating, and living with him." I smiled.

"You could always live with me and Comet." Outer offered for the millionth time.

"No, I can't do that to you two and honestly I'm fine. He's much nicer to me than because he's used to me." I smiled softly.

"Yeah... I saw..." Outer frowned.

"What? You can't really be upset about that. Outer he's a good person." I looked to my best friend.

"I am upset. He isn't treating you right." Outer gave me another look.

"He is! I swear." I chuckled.

"Yeah whatever you say... you told me you are just friends with him, is that true?" Outer asked me.

"Yes?" I looked over confused, his usual smile was back on his face and he led me to a crowded two story home.

You know those homes that teens party at in movies. This was just like that. Red cups full of booze and juice, the kind of place you expect to get a roofie. The music was booming loudly, there were already people drunk out of their minds.

I smiled and took the lead rushing in. For some reason I always had a goal to be roofied by some British jock, and have sex with them, sadly it's only happened in my dreams, but I could still get as drunk and as high as much as I fucking wanted.

Nightmare hated when I came home wasted, but he always had a great time scolding me for it later, later meaning in the morning when everything hurt.

"Killy!!" Someone shouted and I looked around finding Lust.

"Lusty!" I mimicked his tone as he rush over throwing himself on me. I caught him.

"Ye long time no see!" Lust smiled. He was drunk already, but if Outer and I stuck with him we wouldn't be bored.

"Yeah! You still single?" I asked with a smile.

"Why lookin fer someone?" Lust leaned against me. He saw something and smiled.

"Jus' kidding~" Lust moved off

"I was checking in on you." I smiled as he handed me a discarded red cup.

"You could jus' call Killy~ oh you need my number don' ya." Lust still had a long time before he was drunk enough that he wouldn't be able to speak in sentences.

"No but give it to Outer he'll give it later. I'm gonna get some of this shit before it's gone." I smiled heading over to the table.

Parties are always fun and all, but—someone bumped into me, I yelped as I dropped my cups —they're crowded...

"Hey!—" I looked at the towering monster, and stopped. He glared at me at first and smiled apologetically before helping me get the cups.

He was a spider monster, like Muffy, but~ way more appealing to look at. He was so nice as he helped me fix my mess, though it didn't matter if I clean it or not.

But... I might have gotten sidetracked~

Parties are fun, I admit~ and so are the people with multiple hands and a sexy little car.

I was left a panting happy mess when the monster finished with me.

"Oh~ god..." I hummed. As he kissed me again to start our cycle all over again, pressing me against his care window.

Outer... I love the guy, but he is a party pooper sometimes. I swear he's like a parent! Because when he saw me and Mister-magic-hands, he rammed the car.

I yelped when he did and spider-guy got real mad at him. He got out of the car and I put my clothes back on as the heated argument began.

"This car costs more than your clothes on your back!" I came out.

Outer saw me and headed over. "I don't care how much that silly little car costs! You're fucking my friend!"

"I don't see how that was your business Outer!" I frowned.

"You don't know who he is Killer! But I do! Come on I'm taking you back home!" Outer tried to grab me. Six-hands stopped him, I should really give him a name... Gabriel! That's what I'll call him!

"She has a brain let her decide for herself." Gabriel said. He thought... he thought I was a girl!?

Do I sound like a fucking girl?!...well... I can see how he came to that conclusion...

Outer snorted, I frowned.

"Not funny Outer!!" I hissed

"I'm going home... not with you or you." I looked at the two, I was walking alone!

Stupid of me... so stupid to think time has changed! Stupid to think I was any different!

"Killer!!" Outer chased me down. I hurried my feet, but somehow the ground came faster than my home...

"KILLER!" Outer jumped. I huffed and got up, shaking and tearing up at the burning sensation. Two arms wrapped around me and held me.

"I'm sorry Killer... I'm so sorry..." Outer's voice said.

"It wasn't your problem... you didn't need to to confront Gabriel... I would've been fine with him thinking I was a girl... I didn't need to know..." I whined. Outer picked me up.

"I know... I just didn't want him to have you... or hurt you..." Outer cradled me.

"I... I would've been fine..." I shook my head.

"I wouldn't, I'm sorry Killer I upset you..." Outer nuzzled me.

"I would've been f-fine..." I leaned on him.

"I know... I know..." Outer rocked us softly.

"Why'd you do it?" I asked.

"I didn't want him to hurt yo—"

"Bullshit... why?" I gripped him tight.

"Because I love you too much to let someone like him take you from me." Outer sighed, for us... time seemed to stop, looked at him.

"You love me?"

"I do..." Outer nodded he leaned in and I, I watched in disbelief as this man I've known for years and years, kissed me. I pulled back and scrambled up on wobbly legs.

"I-I..." I couldn't do this... Outer... he was so much of a good person... he was someone I never deserved.

"You don't have to say it back. I just want a chance..." Outer smiled at me, he looked sad...

"I-I need t-to think... g-g-good night... I have to go... I-I gotta go..." I was so frantic, nervous, panicked! All of that!

How could he possibly love me. I rushed home.

Nightmare saw me and thought the worst... he asked what happened, I said I fell, he asked about Outer, I said he had to leave.

Nightmare dotted on me and I slept alone all bandaged and dirty.

How could Outer love me?