-𝙱𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚎?- 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚍 -𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚎-.

Bucky's POV

Steve and I started to spend a lot of time together, everyday he brought me somewhere different.

As the days passed I started to feel something different for Steve, I didn't know how to describe it.

-So, are we going to order the dessert?- Steve asked.

That night we were at the fast food like we used to do every Friday evening since months.

-No I... I feel so tired, I think I am going home- I said.

Steve nodded and after we paid we went to his car. I noticed soon that we weren't heading to my home.

-Your mum isn't at home tonight and she asked me to let you stay at my place for the night. Don't worry I live alone- Steve said.

-Oh...- I said.

-Yeah she is worried that something happens and I love to have you at home- he said and we both smiled.

Contrary to me, he lived in the city, in a huge flat in one of the skyscrapers.

-Wow I love this place- I said.

-Thank you- he said and showed me my room -This is your room-.

It was huge, bigger than mine and all modern.

-Thank you, for this, for everything- I said.

I srated coughing and I sat on the bed.
My illness was getting worse day after day.

Steve sat next to me and put a hand on my shoulder like he used to do every time I had cough; I liked it, it was his way to say that he was there with me.

The cough finally stopped and I took deep breathes.

-Can I... Can I do one last thing before you... Well...- he said, suddenly embarassed.

-Before I die?- I said and he nodded -Sure-.

-Close your eyes- he said and I did that.
I felt his breathe getting close to my face anr I knew what was going to happen.

-Steve...- I whispered.

-Yes?- he said so close to my lips.

-What are you waiting for?- I said.

His lips met mine and I kissed him back immediately.

I hugged him without breaking the kiss and I put my hands in his blonde hair.
His hands started to move on my chest and I started to fall, until my back hit the matterass.

-If you...- Steve started but I interrupted kissing him.

-Shut up and kiss me- I said smiling.

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The next morning I woke up feeling something warm behind me. I opened my eyes and realized that I was in a bed, with Steve hugging me.

Nothing happened, we only kissed and fell asleep.

I smiled, remembering what happened the previous night.

And in that exact moment, watching Steve sleeping next to me, I realized that I didn't want to lose him and make him suffer.

-I love you- I whsipered and kissed his lips, then leaving the bed, put some clothes on and walked towards the kitchen.

I took my phone and composed a number.

-Hello?- a male voice said.

-Good morning Dr. Tyler, I am Bucky. I want to start the therapy- I said.

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