not an update but i just wanted to greet you guys a happy new years/eve

i also wanted to review my 2017 with you guys

2017: out of all the years i've been in wattpad, this year is the best wattpad year so far. i've gained so many readers, (true) friends, followers, supporters, etc. i've also received so much love on my stories like what the fuck. can you believe i completed TWO stories this year and one of them almost has 4k votes and over a 100 votes on some chapters and another almost 5k VOTES. like thats so fucking crazy i want to cry.

and my followers boosted up by so much like what the fuck. why do yall follow me wth. like fr, i was gaining a 100 followers each month and now im 3 away from 900 and 103 away from a 1000. no thats fucking crazy. a few years ago, i would only gain followers for the tons of comments i left in books and now im gaining followers because of the stories that i thought about and decided to share out in wattpad.

you guys have no idea how happy yall make me feel when you leave nice/sweet comments saying that im one of your favorite wattpad authors, one of my stories is like your favorite story, my stories are amazing, my writing is a blessing, you cant wait to read more stories from me, etc

my writing has also improved so much and in actually considering saying im proud of myself??

not only did i gain love on my stories, i also gained love from true friends

tbh, i struggled finding true friends irl and i was really sad about it. my irl best friend had moved away leaving me with people who dont really understand me as a person and only befriended me to talk to someone about drama. like they didnt even know my favorite color lmao.

now im happy to say that i have someone who makes me soft ( Softjiyongie ) a soulmate ( tmblrangelx ) SSS (; TraumerLiebeDich and jacksonsidiot ) OT3 asf ( tmblrangelx CrazyStarPower ) and my friend with amazing song recommendations ( BlackMoonFeelings13 )
^but like if i forgot anyone im sorry!1!1!1!

im going to be honest and say that my life of 2017 outside of wattpad wasn't really the best. there were a lot of ups but lots of downs. i would be stuck in my room the whole day, trying to escape reality. another way that i tried to escape reality would be thinking of new stories or updating my stories and i created some chapters that really proud of.

there may have been downs but i had so many days in 2017 when i was truly happy and thanked god for blessing me with luck for having a good life.

2017 was also a year of good and bad things for kpop. one major thing that made 2017 a toxic year for kpop is all the haters/antis/saesangs/bullies. they dont realize that words do actually hurt kpop idols cause they are humans, weakening their minds and making them believe their words. its a problem that has to be fixed, but unfortunately, we can't control those with no filter. i was so sick and tired of everything that i was actually considering dropping kpop all together. but i didnt want to lose the connection i had with you guys.

2017 was also blessed with so many comebacks that i couldn't even keep up tbh

okay before this gets too fucking long

i seriously want to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for supporting, loving, talking to me, etc. you made my 2017 better and i would have never been happy in 2017 if it wasn't for you guys.

i will see you all in 2018 and i wish 2018 will be an amazing year for me and for all of you.

i love you guys so much
-jacks_hiswang