~ Jasper's PoV ~

· 2 years before

I tensed as a wonderful smell filled my senses. Honey, roses, violets, lilies, tulips, the smell of my books, and blood, all these smells I could think of, the most amazing of smells ever, yet. . .these delicious scents, they didn't describe this scent.

I knew it had to be blood, yet I still couldn't bother to kill its owner, no matter how good it smelled. I continue listening to my family talk, but I knew Emmett had smelled the scent, as had Edward.

•Lunch

I walked in with Alice by my side, but I still had the scent in my head. How I wanted to find the body of the person and do things to her or him. I walked by a table and heard a giggle, "That's Alice Cullen, and um, the guy who looks like he's in pain is Jasper Hale, he's the twin of Rosalie Hale." Jessica Stanely's voice said.

I sighed, everyone seemed to know me as the one Cullen who is always in pain, if only they truly knew what it was like for me, "Hey, don't worry Jazz-man, they don't get it." Emmett defended me as we sat down.

I gave him a small smile, and sat down in my seat, I heard the door open and Edward came in, "Who's that?" an angelic voice said as, I guessed, she was looking at Edward.

"Oh, that's Edward Cullen, he's a total hottie, but don't waste your time on him, he doesn't date girls from here." Jessica said.

"Wasn't planning on it." the same belle like voice said.

Emmett laughed, "Hey Eddie boy, sounds like someone is going to ask you out again." Edward groaned and sat in the chair like I was, with the back facing the table.

"Perfect." he muttered. What is this, her hundredth time this week, Edward? I thought to him, he shook his head playing with his bagel, "No, Jasper, two-hundredth, and it's only Monday."

I chuckled softly watching as Rose, Em, and Edward smiled, as I laughed and normally I don't. I felt a hint of lust, and frowned turning to see a gorgeous girl.

She had mahogany brown hair, with hints of caramel colored hair, and even hints of red, and various other colors, all mixing into a beautiful color. The girl had dark brown, almost black, eyes, a beautiful smile, and her cheeks were tinted red in a blush.

I, for some reason, had an urge to run my hands through her hair, that I had a feeling wasn't actually straight, even when you could tell her hair was indeed naturally straight. (A/n; if you didn't get that let me know, I'll try to explain it better.)

° Two Months later

"Can Jasper take me please?" Bella said as Alice was going to take her to get breakfast.

I frowned, "Sure Bella." I said, and stood up, resting a hand on her lower back guiding he'd through the airport. Enjoying the feeling of warmth at my fingertips.

"Uh, Jasper, do ya mind if I use the restroom first?" she hesitantly asked.

I shook my head, leading her to a restroom, "No, it's fine Bella. I'll wait here for you to finish." I said, as I rested by the door, one foot carelessly against the wall.

Soon, I heard a heartbeat pick up and heard Bella get out from the other door, I made a move to follow when my phone rang, I picked it up to see it was Peter, my Captain from back then, "What is it Captain?"

"Listen Major, you need to stay, don't follow Bella." he said.
I frowned stopping, watching as she got in a elevator, "Why the h*ll not, fūcker?" I growled out, using words I only used when I was angry, or protecting family, or when I thought about Izzy, the goddess of war, having sēx with me.

I heard a whimper before a reply came, " Major, y-ya have ta let it play out." he stuttered out.

I sighed, "Fine, you're lucky that Alice isn't here to listen." I sighed, "I'll wait awhile 'til I act as if I just realized." I muttered. "Bye Peter."

"Bye ba-." before he finished he hung up, causing me to frown, what was he going to say.

° Back to present

I sighed laying back on the bed, I hadn't wanted to admit it, but. . ."I fell in love with the girl I don't think I can ever have back. ." venom welled in my eyes, and, with all my might, I made them go.