the sound of a steady heartbeat filled my ears.

it was so soothing.

it made me feel safe.

"are you awake?"

the soft voice made me open my eyes.

as soon as i did, i saw light and a seat in front of me.

we were still in the car.

i looked up at yoongi.

he looked tired as if he had recently woken up too.

or, he looked like he had stayed up all night.

"why are we still in the car?"

he smiled watching me stretch.

my head was laying on his right leg, while the rest of my body was covering the other seats because we were in the back.

"you don't remember?"

i shook my head.

"after seokjin gave you your medicine, you got tried. when we got back you said you just wanted to sleep here."

"so you stayed with me?" he nodded.

"what kind of friend or pillow would i be i left you alone?" i laughed at the reply.

yoongi stared at me for a minute.

"you know that you and jungkook will never have that same connection if you continue doing this right?"

"i know, but you already said you supported my decision." he sighed.

he shuffled his body making me groan at the movement.

"i still do, however seeing you cry yesterday hurt."

i frowned.

"-but, hearing you laugh like that proves you're right." he ran his hand through my hair.

i guess he's right.

ever since i made up my mind about giving up on jungkook, i've been laughing and smiling more and more often.

"now get off of me, my leg is numb." he pushed me off, making me fall to car floor.

"jerk!" i grinned hitting his leg.