What if you just got your wish,

And I just ended it all?

I doubt anyone would notice,

That I just up and left.

It's something I also want,

Just to end it all.

I know it isn't smart,

But that doesn't mean it doesn't pop up.

Go ahead and look at me,

I'm just a sad, kicked, little puppy.

Yeah I get, your hallow words,

But they just go in one ear and out the other.

I just want to scream out,

'Someone please just help me.'

Only my mind answers,

And it doesn't even help much.

Why do I even bother,

You won't care or read this at all.

So I have to say goodbye,

I just have to end it all.