So, I'm starting to see things again, this hasn't happened to me in awhile... so I have know idea what's going on with me right now...

I forgot to mention, when I was having my first panic attack I was so scared that I almost called one of my friends crying, this panic attack was really scary mainly because I haven't had one in awhile, but also because it felt like I had no control over my body...

My friend Katherine181201 messaged me a few days ago saying that I might have depression and I should seek help, but I honestly don't think it is depression anymore... I have a feeling that's it's something more serious.

I haven't heard anything like I usually do when I start seeing things, but hopefully that won't happen... when I start hearing things I get really scared and I don't know...

If I feel scared I will probably let you guys know what's happening. And if any of you have my number and I call you please answer... or don't.

I'll keep you updated!