It been three weeks since I found out he has a mate. But that doesn't stop us from having sex. Do I feel like I am doing the right thing? No... but do I stop it? No...

I know I am hurting her but Ashton is a wonderful man he has saved me and protect me and I love him. I may sound like a fucking slut. But I don't care.

I only see him during the night time when he comes in my room and we have sex over and over again. He has half of his clothes in his parents house. That where his mate is.

And the only reason she hasn't catch us yet is because he use a spray that takes away my scent from him. So when he goes to see her she doesn't smell me at all.

I flush the toilet and I made my way downstairs to see Sara standing by the stairs. She turn around and stares at me." Hi...Sara."

I said as I walked slowly downstairs." Can I talk to you?" She asked me and I nod my head.

We made our way to the living room and I took a seat down on the couch at first she doesn't speak she just looks at me. And I clear my throat because I felt awkward.

" I know that he is coming here to see you ever night." I look at her and immediately shook my head." No...no Ashton he w-"

She raise a eyebrow and I sigh." I hear him every night when he leaves the house."

I bit my lip as I stare at her and I watch as tears came down her eyes." I'm sorry....this happened to you... I'm sorry you don't have the happiness that you want.... I'm sorry that this family can no longer be called your family."

" what do you mean?"

She wipes a tear." He has a mate... I came here to tell you to stop this already... leave him.... let him reject you. Alia is a good girl she needs him more than you."

She told me as I look down at my hands." Karina you will get through this you are strong and a brave woman. You will..."

" Sara I love him... I love Ashton with all my heart he was there for me.... he helped me become this woman who is strong. I can't."

I hear her stand up and she grabs my hand." You will get through this please karina do what is right."

I look at her as she stares at me with sadness in her eyes." Okay." I told her and she gave me a small smile." I also think it best if you leave.... this pack that what alia wants and for no problems to happen between the two of you."

I feel my heart break into two pieces." O...okay."

I stood up." After you let him reject you,you will leave immediately."

" I will pack up your belongings and the car will be at my house waiting for you."

I leave the house and I made my way to his parents house. I focus on my breathing as I made my to the house. I hear people laughing and I see Samuel and Sebastian,Alia and Ashton smiling and laughing at what they were talking about.

I look at Ashton as he immediately looks at me I also see alia glaring daggers at me. He hold my hand and I stare at it for a little bit.

And then I look at him." Reject me." He look at me and shook his head." What no?"

He said and I glare at him." REJECT ME!" I yelled at him and he moved away from me as he seen how angry I was.

" is this what you want?" He asked me and I nod my head." She is your happiness Ashton she will be the perfect one for you. I just know it."

" I Ashton officially step down as a guardian and stop my duty, I Ashton reject Karina winter."

I smiled at him as the darkness takes me.

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I woke up as I hear my name and I look around me to see I am in a car. I turn my head to the right to look at alpha kladdir.

"How are you feeling?" He asked me and I shrug my shoulders." Where am I ?" I asked him as he moved away for I can get out the car.

I look at my belongings that are on the floor." This is how far I can bring you. Karina but if you continue on walking straight ahead you will see a pack member of the Alpha of this pack."

I rub my eyes as I stare at kladdir." What?" I said." This is lotus pack the Alpha name is Alfred. She is waiting for you."

He told me and I nod my head." So this is it? I couldn't say bye to him...."

I wipe the tears." I'm sorry karina."

"How...far am I from your pack?" I asked h and he narrows his eyes at what I said." I am not going to ruin their relationship I just want to know because what if he comes?"

He shook his head." Once he reject you. Your scent is gone he won't be able to find you." He told me.

" We are 9 hours away from my pack. Be safe and listen to your new alpha I must go now."

He said as he came closer to me and surprise me as he gave me a hug. It was a quick one but still i knew it was his way saying that it okay." Goodbye."

I said as I grab my belongings and I walked away from him I listen to the sounds of his car moving far away Until the sound of his car disappeared.

I continue on walking." I have to forget about him this is for the best."

I said as I seen a pack member walking towards me. She look at me and start to walk next to me.

I look at the pack house that we walk towards and I open the door. To stare at the person in front of me." Hello karina my name is Alpha Alfred."

Said the woman as she look at me." This is your new home." She smirked at me." New home my ass." I said to her with grin on my face.

And she laughed." I can see we will get along just fine."

As I shook my head." I agree."

This is my new life my new beginning.

"Like this,forever."

I said.

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She didn't get the man she fell in love with,but the one thing she did receive is a family. With the new pack she joined.

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