Kimberly's Pov

Why? Why can't I hate him? He's giving me so many reasons to, yet I can't. I know it's crazy to love someone who hurts you, but you know whats crazier? Thinking someone who hurt you, loves you. But I guess love didn't hurt me, just someone who didn't know how to love, did. I never knew loneliness, until he went away. I miss him. You can tell how much you love someone by how much they can hurt you. I could never hurt him the way he hurt me.

I sighed and sat on the green grass outside. It was slightly damp from the rain, but it didn't bother me. My ankle was uncomfortable but I ignored it. I heard the grass crunching behind me and from the rhythm of the footsteps, I immediately knew it was Rafa. She sat beside me and I automatically knew something was wrong.

"What happened Rafa?"

"It was Carter. He called you a whore and a cheater or something like that so I told him to never to speak to me again."

I gasped. "Rafa, you and Carter are a match made in hell, you guys belong with each other. I really appreciate it, I really do but it's not worth it, you guys fighting over me."

"But you're my sister. I may have known Carter a while and loved it but I've known you forever and I loved it more."

"I love you so freaking much Rafa, you are the perfect sister."

"The same goes for you."

We stayed in silence, enjoying the sound of nature and the light wind brushing against our skin.

The day went by as I picked up Sir Stompie. I put him in my bag (child abuse jk) and walked out the gates. I was walking home, Rafa didn't wait for me since she wanted to go to the store so we could have a girls night. I heard two people talking and immediately knew it was Sebastian and Hannah. Me being the nosy person I was, listened in. But I was too late to actually know what they were talking about as I just saw them kissing. My heart clenched but I ignored it and walked home. The image of them kept flashing in my head and I wiped away my tears.

I ran the last few blocks, desperate to be in the comfort of warmth and family. I came in through the door, breathing heavily.

"Are you okay K?" My dad asked me as I walked into the living room.

"No, no I am not."

"Aw, sweetie, come here." My father says as he pats the place next to him.

"When your mother and sister come back from the shop, we'll have a family night. Not had one of those since the old days." My father states as I sit next to him and lean into him. The only man in my life I need is my father.

"Okay, that sounds fun."

We tried to find a movie to watch and finally settled on 'Kimi No Na Wa' or 'Your Name' in English. It's a cute Japanese animation that is very popular at the moment and it looks super cute. Maybe it'll take my mind off Sebastian for a while. The door opened and both Rafa and my mum came in holding loads of bags.

"This one's the ice-cream, this one's the chocolate, this one's the popcorn, this one's the gummy sweets and this one is other junk food," My mother says pointing at each of the bags. "I heard we're having therapy night."

"Sweetie, its pronounced family night," my father says.

"Oops, my mistake," My mother says as she giggles and takes a seat on my father's lap. "Let's do this." And then fist bumps the air. Strange Kid. Adults these days. My parents are one of the cutest couples ever. Ever since I was smaller, I've always wanted a relationship/marriage like theirs, one filled with happiness and laughter and problems that get solved and make you stronger.

The movie did end up by being an incredibly cute and sad movie. I cried at the last bit when they were at the train station and saw each other. Ugh, it was so cute and totally recommend it. It kinda makes me feel bad about my relationship now. Cry.

Our night ended with me telling everyone about the girl twisting my ankle, Sebastian seeing but laughing and walking away, about how Sebastian didn't deny Hannah being his girlfr-

"As in Hannah, Hannah Hannah, Jason's sister Hannah?" My mum asks.

"Yes mum, that Hannah." I sigh.

"Oh, continue sweetie."

-iend and how I saw them kissing.

Rafa then told us about Carter and how much she hates being without him but she can't be with someone who bully's her sister and calls her names. Honestly, Rafa is the sweetest and most perfect sister ever. I don't deserve her. I kept telling her that I shouldn't be getting in the middle of her love life but she just hugged me and said it was okay, I was worth it. Let's just say, a lot more crying happened.

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