[Song: Nightcore - Psychosis]

Kokichi's POV

Cut it cut it cut it cut it. Just FUCKING cut it. Hey! Hey hey hey! Just cut your wrist! Do it! C'mon just do it!

Drip.. Drop... Drip.. Drop.. Drip... Drop The sound of the blood dripping down from my wrist to the pitch black floor was all that could be heard. Barely anything could be seen. I was just standing in a puddle of blood.

It was shrouded in darkness and I could only see a few yards ahead of me. I began to look around and walk aimlessly, leaving behind bloody footprints.

But then I began hearing footsteps behind me. I turned to see a glowing; There was another person getting closer and closer.

When they were close enough I could see that it was...... Me? 'What the hell?'  They....or rather I blankly stared and pointed behind me.

I turned to see a scene playing out. I was in the park playing with that group of kids. We were laughing and smiling. Those were the days when I was happy. When I had a perfectly normal life.

Then it changed to me in the classroom with the others. I was talking to Shuichi and Kaito. We were just talking about random stuff and joking around as usual.

But then I looked up at the ceiling while sitting on a borrowed chair in front of Shuichi's desk. "Hey, what do you think it's like to be in a car crash?"

They both looked at me. "Well I don't know... But I mean what are the chances that any of us will be in one? Am I right?" Kaito answered.

My eyes widened. "No...... Don't just ignore it..." I pleaded softly.

Shuichi hesitantly nodded. "Yeah, it's best to just not think of it." He agreed. I nodded and laughed a bit. "I guess you're right. What are the chances? Not very likely. So...."

I looked down sadly. "Dammit....." I clenched my fist to the point where more blood dripped down.

My voice trailed off and we continued talking about other things. The scene then changed yet again. Kaito was running in with me on his shoulders and we were all laughing and smiling. Soon enough, they were singing happy birthday to me and giving me presents.

I smiled sadly at the scene and I could feel the tears begin to fall. I had walked out of the school with Kaito and Shuichi while talking. We had started walking to one of our houses'.

"Just... Just stop." I pleaded in a choked sob and covered my mouth as more tears fell. We saw my parent's car and before I got in I said goodbye to them.

"No... Please.." My knees began to feel weak and finally gave in, making drop to the floor. "Bye Shuichi!" I reached out to the image. "Bye Kaito!" I waved goodbye to both of them.

"Don't go... Please! Don't leave!" I let out a choked cry as I tried to speak. "I'll see you guys tommorow!" I gripped the top of my clothing where my heart was while my other hand continued to reach out to them.

"No you won't!" They both nodded and smiled, waving goodbye to me as we drove off. "Please..... Don't go... Don't leave them..... Don't leave me..."

The car drove into town and stopped at the red light. "So.. Where do you wanna go?" "No where! No where! Just go back home!" I screamed while squeezing my eyes shut and pulling on my hair.

"Can we get ice cream?" I asked and both my parents nodded and smiled. "No! Stop it! Don't make the turn! Just go the other way! Please!" I tried turning away but my head was turned right back to the scene and my eyes were forced open. Now now~ You can't look away! You've gotta keep watching~ See what happens next, Kokichi~

From an outside view and slower speed, the lights turned green and my dad turned the wheel. "No! Stop! Go the other way! Back away! Anything! Just don't go that way!" I pleaded, tears streaming down my face.

Then slowly... The truck came into view. "No... Please just stop it...." I begged and tried covering my ears with my hands. But they were strapped down to the floor and I heard the voice again.

Now what did I tell you? Don't you want to see what happens next? You have to keep watching~ The voice whispered into my ear and dragged it's long, sharp, black finger down from my cheek to my chin.

My legs were strapped down at the thighs then calves and ankles. I was completely strapped into that position. My hands on the floor and my leg in a 'W' shape.

My eyes were forced then "strapped" open and my head was strapped against something to keep it from turning away. The semi-trailer slowly crashed into my parent's car as it tried to swerve away. "NOOO!!!" I screamed as even more tears fell. My parents were instantly killed as their bodies were crushed and blood went everywhere and their heads practically exploded.

Other cars were flipped and were pushed away while others immediately stopped and crashed into the back of several more.

The tears wouldn't stop and I could barely breathe as I sobbed. Aww~ What's wrong? Is it too much? Is it too horrible to watch? Huh? Huh?

Yeah! Kokichi! Kokichi! Ko-Ki-Chi! Answer us!  "I-" I could barely speak as I sobbed and was forced to stare at all the memories quickly flip though and re-watch the crash over and over.

"...chi!....kichi!...kichi!" I heard a voice breaking through. Then suddenly, the images that were played in front of me shattered like glass. A light flashed as I heard the voice screeching.

I covered my face from the glass and looked up. My restraints disappeared and I could move. I saw a hand reaching out to me. The face was blurred from the light.

"...kichi!....okichi!...okichi!" The voice became clearer and clearer as I reached farther and farther for the hand.

I finally took it and was quickly pulled up and slammed into the person's chest. "Kokichi!"

I shot up panting and looked around. I was in Rantaro's room and on his bed.  "It... It was just a dream." I said softly. But then I was turned around and was quickly pulled into someone's arms.

"Kokichi! Are you okay? You were crying in your sleep." He explained worriedly. I stared back at him as I slowly realized what had just happened. It was all your fault.

Tears began to well up into my eyes and stream down my face. What a crybaby.  Crybaby....too fragile.... Too weak.... Too sensitive.

"Kokich-" Before he could ask anythinh, I buried myself into his chest and cried.

He hesitated at first,  not moving all, but then seemed to understand and wrapped his arms around me and held me closely as I cried.

He rubbed my back and stroked my head to try to soothe me as I sobbed uncontrollably in his chest. I gripped onto his shirt tightly, afraid-no, terrified of letting go.

Rantaro's POV

Not long after Kokichi fell asleep, I dozed off next to him. But I had woken up to soft cries in the middle of the night, it was around 3 in the morning. I opened my eyes and sat up to see Kokichi trembling and turning over while sobbing in his sleep.

He mumbled things like "Stop!" and "No! Don't do it! Please!" He seemed absolutely terrified so I turned on the bedside lamp and tried waking him up.

At first, I gently shook him but he wouldn't wake up. "Hey! Kokichi, wake up!" I would say while shaking him. But I would end up yelling his name.

He eventually shot up and the tears had stopped for a bit. He turned to me and his eyes widened. "Kokich-" Before I could ask what was wrong or if he was okay, he buried himself in my chest.

He gripped my shirt tightly and started to cry all over again. I got the message that he was hurting right now and wouldn't be able to answer any questions.

So I held him closely and tried to soothe him. I slowly laid back down;but still slightly sitting up with him on top of me.

I whispered things like, "It'll be okay. I'll keep you safe." and "I'm here for you. Just let it out." to calm him. Slowly, he calmed down and snuggled into my arms and he slowly drifted off to sleep. By the time he did, it was around 5 in the morning.

Mira's POV

"Kokichi! Kokichi! Wake up!" I woke up to Rantaro yelling his crush's name too loudly. "Jesus Christ will he shut up?" I asked myself. I tried to go back to sleep for half an hour but couldn't.

I got out of bed and walked over to his room. As I walked there, he suddenly stopped the yelling but I was too curious to go back to my room and just sleep.

I finally reached his room and quietly opened the door slightly. "Hey Rantaro could yo-" I stopped myself when I saw what was in front of me. His crush, Kokichi, was crying hard in Rantaro's arms.

He was gripping onto his shirt tightly and was shaking. Rantaro was holding him and trying to soothe him and put him back to sleep.

He rubbed his back and whispered sweet and calming things to Kokichi in a soothing voice. I smiled softly at the sweet sight, remembering all the times he helped me and my sisters sleep when we had nightmares or were scared of a storm.

I slowly closed the door, whispering a quiet "Good night" to them and walked back to my room.

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