Sunday night

We all stand in front of a huge house, bigger and fancier than the one I live in. There are so many cars lining both sides of the street and people going in and out of the front door. Ugh some are even already drunk.

"Wow", Mona says standing, we're all standing and ready to go in. I just tap my arms waiting for one of us to go in already.

"What are you guys waiting for? Let's go in already!" Mark dragging his words out longer than necessary.

Mark and Josh started walking in leaving me, Mona and Chris.

"Mona dance with me?" Chris nervously asked. Mona looked annoyed but forced a fake smile on her face. "Yeah, sure let's go." She grabbed his hands walking in.

Now I'm alone here. Let's get this over with.

Teenagers were dancing, drinking, laughing and shouting. Troye Sivan's song YOUTH was blasting out. People were playing games like Strip poker. There were a couple of beer pong tables. I start looking for Ashley pushing people to get to her.

Suddenly I feel a tap on my back I turn around to see a guy looking drunk trying to kiss me. What the hell? I push him away throwing him over some table and I start getting lost in the crowd. That was so fucked up. Oh my God. The funny part was the guy was even shorter than me.

I found Mark drinking and flirting with a girl trying to get it on, the girl walked away. I went up to him.

"Hey." I looked at him. "Justin? Why are you here saying 'hey' to me? Go and have some fun tonight, get some, if you excuse me someone is waiting for me." He said leaving me alone again. I crossed my arms leaning against a table. Like I'm gonna do that, God knows what these girls have.

I see Mark walking up to me sadly, "What's wrong dude?" Mark points at Mona dancing with 2 girls grinding herself on them. I chuckle at least someone is having fun. "So do you have anything to tell me?" Chris slowly asked. I raise my eyebrows at him. "She's gay right?" he stars at me with blankness. I shrugged. Chris sighs leaving me. It's not my part to tell, its hers, sorry Chris.

I saw Josh waving to me. I went up to him.

"Where's Mark?!" Josh yelled, the music was so loud I could hardly hear myself. It's funny how most songs are from Troye Sivan, I guess someone is a fan of him. I grabbed Josh's arm, passing through the crowd. We went to the front yard, God, this place is huge. "So?", Josh spoke once we got there.

"He told me he was hooking up with someone." I shrugged not caring, "Why aren't you? Remember the last party? You killed her dude." Josh laughed pushing me. Let's just say I was forced tired- Eh no I wanted to show the guys that I'm not a lame virgin that hasn't done it yet.

Flash back

"Dude look at that blonde she wants some of you, she can't stop staring at you." I looked at the girl and it was Lucy, she's pretty but not Ashley, she's something else. I decided to get this over with so I walked up to her, "Heyyyyyyyyy Justin!" She was super drunk and smelled like weed. I whispered in her ear to meet me upstairs. I gave a wink to the guys and they gave me a thumps up, I took 2 beers with me too. When we got upstairs, went to a room Lucy closed the door and started kissing me, I didn't kiss back I pushed her back. She giggled at me.

"Wait, let's have a drink first so then we can start." I told her she was so drunk so this could pass her out. She hiccups and giggles taking the drink.

"Cheers to us I guess." We 'click' our drinks, I take a sip, God I never really drink so it tastes so bad to me, I end drinking it. I see that Lucy drinks it all and half through it she passes out. Well my job is done here. I pick her up and put her on the bed and put the covers on her. I look at the mirror trying to mess up my hair so it looks like sex hair. I walk out and see the guys standing there.

"See I told you he'll do it, oh fuck she even passed out!" Mark laughs and points to the bed. "Not bad 15 minutes." Josh patted my back and laughing, "You totally killed it." They kept laughing.

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"Hahahahah! Yeah, good times!" I laugh, I gotta get out of here and search for Ashley, I walk away from Josh trying to find her, maybe she's at the house, I go in seeing a couple making out I gag walking past them, Then I see Ashley! FINALLY! I speed walk to her.

"Hey, Ashley!" Ashley looked surprised and gives me a hug. We pull back, I feel so good right now, I'm not nervous and stuff, what is happening?

"Hey, I was waiting for you to show up!" Ashley looking at me with a big smile.

I started sweating not knowing what to say. I looked around to see if that rat was around but no...

"Eh...where's your boyfriend?" I grew some balls asking. Scratching the back of my neck.

"Oh he's just talking to his friends in the front yard he'll be right back, he had something to 'take care of' whatever that means, hah!" She rambled saying. It's funny how I didn't see him in the front yard when I was with Josh.

"Where are your friends?" she asked looking anything but me, it's like she's nervous or something.

"I guess we got ditched huh?" I awkwardly laugh.

"No I didn't get ditched, he was just here." She tensed up, okay then... I stayed quite after that, trying not to upset her even more, great job Justin.

There was silence between us about 5 minutes only the sound of music and people shouting or talking.

"Hey babe!" I suddenly heard a voice behind us. Turning both of us around. It was Matt.

"Oh you're back!" Ashley went up to him gave a quick peck on the lips.

"Who's this?" Matt points at me with his thump.

"This is my friend Justin, Justin this is Matt."

"Uh nice to meet you," I shrugged putting on a fake smile on my face.

"Mmmmm," Matt looked at me not giving a fuck. Like I care, I looked away, I feel so awkward here.

"Hey babe, wanna dance?" Matt asked Ashley. "Sure let's go." She grabbed his hand going through the crowd. Wow she just left me. Why did I come here again?

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1 hour later

One hour that I couldn't find any of my friends. ONE FUCKING HOUR, where the hell were they? It's like the ground cracked and they all went in it.

I decided to go up the stairs looking for Mona, maybe she's up here, I even tried calling them but no one would pick up. This house is so big I could easily get lost I swear. I found a hall and leaded to 4 rooms I decided to check them, I suddenly heard a moan, I felt myself gag I looked to see if it's any of my friends but then I saw something really interesting, I couldn't believe my eyes, Matt was on top of a girl and a guy was beside them, what the hell are they doing? Having a threesome?! That girl was NOT ASHLEY, I saw the guy beside them suddenly looking at me, he hits Matt and points at me, SHIT! This is the time I run! I run as fast as I can from there, I gotta find Mona and tell her! What if Matt and other dude finds me?

Wait what if I tell Ashley first? For once in my life time I call her, she picks up.

"Hello?" She sounds tired.

"Uh..Hi! Ashley, it's me Justin!"

"Um Justin? How do you have my number?"

"That's not important now what's important is that where you are?"

"I'm in the backyard, why?"

"Okay, I'll be right there." I quickly hung up going to find her, I look out for Matt, fucking hell I hope I can make it, I pass the crowd going to the front yard, I sent a text to Mona telling her to meet me there. Thankfully she answered telling me she was on her way, where ever she was.

I made it to the front yard seeing Matt and the guy, I ran fast to find Ashley before they could find me, this is my chance, she's mine bitch! I made it to Ashley yelling at her, She looks over to me with a smile.

"Ashley! Ashley! You wouldn't believe what I saw, I saw Matt and-" Suddenly feeling a punch over me and over again not giving me time to fight back.

Until my eyes close and I just see darkness.

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Kinda proud of this chapter :) btw I hope Justin is okay... :3 I wonder who did this to him D:

Troye Sivan's song YOUTH is stuck in my head :(( #HelpMe