Fixed
2/26/16

You're still in da hospital and don't play da song yet~

Your POV

"(Y/n) you're ready!",Jen said happily as I sighed deeply

We've been learning the song FOR HOURSS!!!!

"Ladies we have half an hour for (Y/n)'s concert"Eren said while glancing at his watch as Jen nodded and turned to me,"(Y/n) remember pour all you're feelings in this song!First thing he'll do is go to you"Jen grinned as I nodded standing from the bed,"How are you feeling right now?"Eren asked as I looked at him, "Happy why?","Nope.That's not good for this song!Tell me
(Y/n) what is it that you saw?",Jen said looking straight at me as my chest clenched inside,"I-I..I saw them..k-kiss.."I said as my eyes were welming up already,"He broke you're heart didn't he?Well how you are feeling right now you will tell him in this song",Jen said as I nodded wipping my eyes and Dr.Erwin came in,"Sorry to interrupt but it's time for Jen's surgery",I flinched as Eren tensed.I glanced at my watch only seeing the little time I have left,"Jen.. Please do well in this surgery and I will sing for you like I promised!"I said as I hugged her and ran outside only to meet Levi infront of me,he was going to talk but I skipped him running,"O-Oi (Y/n)!",I could hear him running towards me,but I dragged Mei with me so she could give me a ride as I gave Hanji two tickets while saying,"Give them to Petra and Levi"

Sorry but I don't need your pity now Levi

Jen's POV

I saw as (Y/n) left making me feel scared,so I turned to Eren while he was looking at me as well,"Jen are you ready?",Erwin asked as I starrd at my lap looking at my shaking hands

I'm not ready for this..I don't want to loose my voice..I'm scared!

I saw tan skinned hands grab my cold hands as I looked up seeing Eren looking at me smiling,"Jen don't worry you'll do fine..it will just take a while okay?",I was shaking uncontrollably as tears were already in my eyes,"I-I..I can't!"I said choking a sob as Eren brought me in a warm embrace,"Yes you do.Just imagine this like when you were going to sing on stage for the first time.. you take a step forward and all that fear will wash away",he pulled away looking at me in the eye as he wiped my tears and kissed my forhead starting to let go off my hands

D-Don't go..

He finally let go as he stood by the door smiling at me,"I'm not going anywere I'll be waiting for you okay?"he said before he left while they moved me to another bed.

We finally reached the room as I layed down on the bed while they were preparing the anesthesia mask,"Ne dad..",I said as Erwin faced me while I smiled and they tied the mask around me with darkness consuming me..

"Someone needs to kiss you good bye before a surgery.."

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Your POV

I looked at my clothes by the mirror as I let out a shaky breath

(Imagine that's you're clothes)

I won't back up now..

The door opened revealing Hanji as she whistled,"Damn you look badass", I laughed a bit as I wore the gloves on, "Well I'm ready..",Hanji nodded as we both got out and I went on stage. The lights weren't on yet though so I took deep breaths as I eyeded Hanji from the corner of my eye

3...

2...

1...

>>Play song~<<

The lights turned on as I took my last breath with my eyes closed and released it while I opened my eyes taking a step forward and began singing

Tell me what to say
And lead me through the shadows

Show me the escape
Where you go I will follow

I left behined
All that I used to be
So that you'd stay with me

And you've become
Everything that I need
For my sanity

I clutched ny chest with my eyes closed

How can something so enticing
Have such awful side effects?

All the itching and the scratching
From withdrawal keeps me out of check

I now began to sing loudly

I AM FIXATED
ON ALL OF THE THINGS
WE WERE TOGETHER

BUT THOSE ARE FRAGMENTS
THAT ARE BETTER OFF
LOST FOREVER!

The people were cheering as I stompped my foot on the floor following the beat and my view landed on Levi and Petra while I glared at them

I'm falling apart piece by piece
To shards of what you have made me

But I've risen above all I've become
Turned from the pain I was trained to love

I left behined
All that I used to be
But this time
I did it for me

I pointed at Levi having anger in my eyes

And you were
Everything I needed
To set me free

The beat started going down as I raised my hand with my face not changing it's angry picture while images of me and Levi when we met until now started appearing,same as what I saw in the hospital

If I cut the strings
That held me hostage
Would I fall and shatter?

If that's what it takes
To breathe again then
Would it even matter?

The beat slowed down as my face softenned this time while I clutched my chest with tears forming in my eyes

How can something so enticing
Have such awful side effects?

All the itching and the scratching
From withdrawal keeps me out of check

I am fixated on all of the things
We were together...

But those are fragments
That are better off lost...

And just

HOW CAN SOMETHING SO ENTICING
HAVE SUCH AWFUL SIDE EFFECTS?

ALL THE ITCHING AND THE SCRATCHING
FROM WITHDRAWAL KEEPS ME OUT OF CHECK

I AM FIXATED ON ALL OF THE THINGS
WE WERE TOGETHER...

BUT THOSE ARE FRAGMENTS
THAT ARE BETTER OFF...

LOST FOREVER!!

I held on the last line a little long as tears were already out and when I eyeded Levi and Petra, Levi's stare had regret and pity in them making me smirk to myself,I don't feel regret at all, the crowed loved it and I feel relieved

This is what happens when you break a singers heart Levi Ackerman...

Author's note

Welp there you go and hope the song matched with this chapter!
Hope you liked this chapter and see you in the next one~!
Sayonara~!

~PewKittyParty☆