Dear Lovely,
 
I decided that I needed to talk to you, and tell you everything I feel
But little voices in my head kept whispering this isn't real
They convinced me that this affection of you is only one sided
And that these feelings driving my mind are a little misguided

So I spent my days wondering, should I even feel this way?
Should I put myself out there and risk reliving this heartbreak everyday?
Can I even endure the taunting of the demons inside my head?
Could I manage to endure the feeling of humiliation and dread?

I mean let's be honest, it's not like you'll notice me or ever look my way,
It's not like you'll ever hold my hand, look in my eyes and ask me to stay
I'm not the type of person who'd shine, and stand out in a crowd
Im just living in my own little world, somewhere above the clouds

I guess for now I'm satisfied with seeing your smile from a distance
Until, maybe, a time where you'd know of my existence
But I'll be writing to you every day until that time is here
Until maybe I can face you if these feelings disappear

Yours Truly❤️