I'm just letting you guys know that this story is not a light read. I've written these letters for my own peace of mind. They contain a lot of mature content and consider this the only content/trigger warning. I'm pretty sure every letter in this will have some variation of mature themes.

But I hope you enjoy these letters. I don't expect them to be read that much. And I'm not saying that to get pity, just realistically since these letters aren't 1D fanfics I doubt they'll be read. Like I say I'm doing this for me, but the reason I'm posting these are so people can learn from my mistakes.

As of uploading these authors notes (9/4/20) I'll start uploading maybe one or two letters a week or so. It's going to be my fun project till I run out of people to write about. I've got about twenty people lined up to write about, I might also write to my drugs of choice too as I saw a documentary where they done that and it seemed powerful.

Anyway I'll be upload my first letter now. I don't see myself doing trigger warnings for all of them but this letter is about child abuse/grooming/molestation and substance abuse. So be mentally stable to listen to it.

And without further ado. Here we go.