Has there ever been a time where you feel okay on the outside,

but terrible on the inside?

It's happens all the time

You tell others you're okay

To persuade them and yourself

Why are you lying to yourself

I just can't keep doing this

I'm okay

but

I'm not okay

I just keep going on with no purpose

No idea why I'm still living

But I guess I'll just keep lying to myself 

So at least I don't kill myself