[JULIAN]

"Make love to me."

I could still hear the echo of my voice. Why did I say that?

Zeus was staring at me as if I was a whole different person. Maybe I was because I couldn't believe I just said that. I wanted to look away, but I couldn't. I wanted this. No, I craved this. Do you know how frustrating it was to look at Zeus without thinking that way? Do you know how much it annoyed me whenever I thought of the possibility of him doing things with someone else?

"I can't," Zeus murmured, avoiding my gaze. My eyes flickered in confusion. Did he already have a lover? Did he not find me attractive?

"Why not?" I asked, hurt staining my words. I watched him step away from me.

"I—I just can't," Zeus said, staring at the floor.

"You have a lover don't you?"

"I—"

"You don't like me, do you?"

"Julian sto—"

"Why would you touch me like that if you don't like me!" I screamed starting to sob. Zeus stared at me dumbstruck. I could see the confusion in his eyes. I couldn't blame him. I was well aware of the fact I was behaving like a child who didn't get what he wanted.

"I do like you, Julian," Zeus said in a gentle voice as his features softened.

"You just can't fuck me, right?" I asked in a sarcastic tone.

"I — something like that," Zeus said, running his hand through his hair. My frown deepened. Why was Zeus doing this to me?

"Why are you doing this to me? Why the hell can't you sleep with me? Am I not attractive enough?" I sobbed, bringing my hands to my eyes. I was tired of this, tired of all the confusion. Tired of not knowing if I can have what I want or not.

"It's not like I don't want you..." Zeus trailed, his face getting colored with a light pink.

"It's just, it's just you're married, okay?" Zeus sighed in frustration.

"Is that... is that why?" I asked, glancing down at my fingers and then back up at him blushing. Zeus nodded still blushing. I bit my lip and stared down at my fingers.

"Can we just forget this just happened, please?" Zeus begged. I could feel his gaze on me.

"No," I whispered.

"No?" Zeus asked, confused.

"Make love to me, please," I mumbled. Zeus backed away from me.

"Don't you think I'm attractive?" I asked. Zeus stared at me as if I was a ghost but you couldn't blame me I had to ask to know what to do next, what I was going to do next.

"Of course I do," Zeus said, staring at me with a firm look. I could feel my face heat up.

This is it. I thought to myself as I took slow steps towards him, praying that whatever was up there that he didn't move — didn't get me scared. I was soon face to face with him, so close that I was able to feel his breath fan my face.

"What are you doing?" Zeus asked, his eyes watching me with a worried look, but he wasn't moving. He wasn't trying to get away from me.

I brought my hand to his smooth Jaw, caressing the smooth edges and curves with my fingers. I let the tip of my middle finger trace the curve of his lips. My blood pumped with adrenaline as I watched his mouth part in a moan.

"Julian..." he trailed, shivering under my touch.

"Shush," I whispered, bringing my other hand to his scalp. I let my fingers run through his hair, feeling its silky texture before letting my fingers move back to his lips.

"Make love to me," I demanded, slipping my middle finger between his lips. I gasped at the feeling of the shivers that traveled from my upper body, and all the way down to my toes as I felt his tongue wrap around my finger and gently suck on it. I whimpered as he took more of my finger into his mouth.

"Just do it," I whimpered losing my calm. I've never wanted anything in my life so much. I've never wanted anything like I wanted Zeus. I sighed in protest as I felt his lips detach from my finger, a thin trail of saliva, following suit.

"Damn moral sense, I'll do it," Zeus said, suddenly taking hold of me, and lifting me off the floor. I gasped in both surprise and amusement. Wait? What exactly was he meant to do again? I could hear Zeus' soft laughter cloud my head like a painkilling drug.

"You don't remember do you?"

I heard him tease. I didn't have the energy to get angry, so I just nodded,  resting my head on top of his, his silky hair making a soft pillow. I closed my eyes and mewled in content as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

I could feel us moving, could see the color of the panel woods disappear around us through my half-closed eyes, I could hear spots barking as we steadily ascended up the stairs. Spots bark soon faded into the distance as the door closed behind us.

"You're hard," Zeus commented running a hand through my hair. I sighed in bliss, hugging Zeus with a tighter grip.

"You don't know how much I've wanted to do this to you," Zeus whispered before laying me on the soft bed sheets of his king-sized bed.

"Mmm..." I mumbled, still mewling in happiness and want. I wanted Zeus, I wanted him so much.

Zeus was soon hovering over me on all fours, his long silky hair brushing my cheeks.

"You're so beautiful," Zeus mumbled, running his hands up and down my clothed sides. I clenched my hands in fists, not trusting them. I don't want to bother Zeus. I want Zeus to do anything — anything he wants.

"So many clothes..." Zeus trailed, gripping the edge of my sweater, and gently pushed it over my head. The shirt slid off the bed and landed with a thump on the floor beside the bed.

"Beautiful..." Zeus trailed, running his hands over my chest. I moaned and jerked upward, feeling his hand brush my nipple.

"Julian," Zeus said, looking straight at me, his eyes green becoming pools of desire. I whimpered as Zeus took my left nipple in between his fingers, twisting the bud lightly.

"Zeus..." I moaned, bucking my hips, trying to feel more of him.

"Shush," Zeus whispered, tugging my second nipple, making me jerk and gasp. God, it's so hard to keep quiet.

"Julian," Zeus hummed resting his head on my chest. I could feel the wonderful sync of our breathing, my groin getting tighter with want.

"Your heartbeat—" Zeus said, leaving his sentence hanging. Entwining his fingers with mine holding our hands on either side of my body.

"It's extraordinary," Zeus completed his sentence before closing his eyes. I could feel my heart contract, I've never wanted to be this close with someone, never wanted to be accepted by someone this much. Zeus raised his head and smiled at me warmly before looking down at my chest. I moaned feeling Zeus' arm tongue flicker over each nipple.

Zeus undid his fingers from mine, balancing himself over me and gently taking a nipple between his teeth. I moaned reaching out for his head and slamming him down on me whimpering and pulling at his hair as he nibbled and suckled on my nipple.

I gasped in protest feeling his mouth leave my nipple. He gave it one last slurp before straightening up over me, watching me. He took my face between his hands, smiling at me before leaning down on me and devouring my mouth, suckling on my tongue.

I moaned in ecstasy at the feel of his groin rubbing against mine; the thick clothing between us doing little to reduce the tingles that went all the way to my toes.

"Julian," Zeus groaned, his hands finding the zipper of my trousers we kissed as he fumbled with it. I blushed. remembering this was the second time he was doing this — undressing me — and both times were within the bracket of today.

I heard the opening of the zip and felt my jeans being tugged down by Zeus urgently almost violently. I moaned feeling the cool air hit my tights at having Zeus' hands roam up and down them.

"Spread your legs," Zeus cooed, parting them with his knee. I spread them the more and he knelt in-between them.

I gasped as Zeus cupped me through my boxers, fondling me leaning over me and giving me little butterfly kisses all over my face.

"It's okay," Zeus whispered still fondling me as I jerked and thrashed around, my legs refusing to stay in place.

I felt my boxers roll down my legs and my naked groin quickly cupped by Zeus' hand. I kept moaning silently as Zeus stroked me... caressed me.

Zeus suddenly smirked at me before vanishing out of sight, I suddenly felt my legs being dragged to the edge of the bed. I gasped raising my head a little to find Zeus Kneeling at the edge of the bed still running his hands up and down my thighs. He wrapped his hand around me again before kissing my tip. I moaned jerking up. I soon felt his wet mouth engulf me, everything of me; I whimpered soon becoming a mess of moans. I could feel his tongue twirl around me slightly before suckling me.

"Zeus," I moaned, trying to get up, but I just landed back on the bed moaning.

I could feel him bobbing up and down on me, heck he was deep-throating the life out of me. I moaned, beginning to feel sweat form at my brows as my toes curled, and I couldn't keep myself from moving my hips to meet his movements. Zeus started kissing and giving my tip quick licks. I could feel myself on the verge of coming, and I gasped when Zeus covered my slit with his thumb, preventing that.

I whined in protest, mumbling absolute nonsense, just wanting to feel his mouth on me again.

"Let me cum," I complained.

"Not yet..." Zeus trailed, holding his thumb against my slit. He leaned upright to give me a quick kiss, I would tag the thought of tasting myself disgusting any day, but the fact that I was tasting it from Zeus just made it erotic.

"Be quiet," Zeus whispered, kissing me again. I moaned into his mouth, enjoying the gentle play of our tongues. I was enjoying the moment. I was basking in how surreal it was.

I whimpered as Zeus jacked my hips spreading my legs and jacking me against his groin. My eyes widened in surprise. Okay, I don't really know how this thing goes, and I think Zeus noticed because he was beginning to say something in between gasps.

"You know we don't have to..." Zeus trailed.

"No, do it..." I trailed, wrapping my legs around his waist. Zeus broke into a smile and then tried to undo my legs from his waist.

"No. I'm fine with it," I assured him, tightening my grip on his waist.

"I know, haven't you heard of condoms?" Zeus asked, making my face go warm. 

"I..." I trailed, not knowing what to say.

"What? Don't want me to use one?" Zeus teased, running his hand down my happy trail.

"Shut up!" I demanded, turning red. He's not helping if he's going to be like this — teasing and all, plus I have lousy comebacks for his pervy statements. I felt Zeus' warm clothed body wrap his hands around me in a hug — wait clothed?

"You're still wearing clothes," I said, tugging at his snug t-shirt. I really don't know why I'm not feeling even remotely embarrassed.

"Hmm," Zeus murmured, getting off the bed. I watched as he undressed; his t-shirt soon against the wall, his washed jeans and briefs falling down his sculpted leg. I gasped holding my breath. Well, he's well very large. I heard Zeus chuckle and I almost evaporated from embarrassment.

"You look sexy when you blush," Zeus said as the sound of ripping a wrapper filled the background. My eyes widened. I wanted to look away, but there was something quite intriguing about watching Zeus wear a condom.

"Don't do that, I want to see you," Zeus said. I was flustered, but I took my hands away from my privates before turning away in embarrassment.

"Julian..." I heard Zeus pant. I peeped at Zeus from the corner of my eye to find him stroking himself. I blushed and blinked quite intrigued at what he was doing and how in the world my face could get any redder.

"Julian..." he panted again, coming towards me with a small container dangling between his fingers.

"Stop doing that," Zeus groaned, undoing my hands from my groin as he hovered over me. God, I'm blushing like the stop in a traffic light, but can you blame me? I couldn't just help looking between his legs.

"Julian?" Zeus trailed looking at me confused as I stared. I can't take it anymore. I have to try it. I thought to myself as I turned us over and hovered over Zeus instead.

"What are you doing?" Zeus asked as his eyes followed my movements. 

"I—I want to try something," I muttered, trailing my finger up and down his happy trail. I blushed, hearing Zeus moan. Closing my eyes, I took his shaft in my hand. I could feel him pulsing through the thin rubber. Hearing Zeus moan again, I gained confidence and began to stroke him. He started jerking and mumbling. It feels so — so nice having Zeus wittering beneath me. My thoughts were making me flustered, but I managed to concentrate as I rubbed over his covered tip with my thumb.

"Julian..." Zeus moaned, a thin sheet of sweat covering him. I looked down at his shaft unconsciously licking my lips. I slide down to get a better view of it. It looked so — big. How's this even going to fit in me? I wondered, hovering over it before giving it a quick peck. Zeus bucked under me moaning. Feeling a bit confident I traced his covered member with the tip of my tongue. He moaned again; I don't know the sound gives me some sort of feeling of fulfillment.

"Am —am I doing it right?" I asked, lapping over him again.

"God.  Fuck. You're amazing," Zeus moaned. gripping his own hair. I blushed before taking the head of his member into my mouth, sucking lightly. I felt Zeus buck beneath me, probably clawing his fingers into his scalp. I tried taking every inch of him in my mouth. I might never admit this to Zeus, but everything about going down on him felt so good. Really good.

I gasped, being suddenly turned over to the bed with Zeus hovering over me in a matter of seconds.

"If I'm coming, I'm coming inside you," Zeus said in a matter-of-fact tone, using his knees to spread my legs.

"Stay still," Zeus commanded, reaching out for the container that had been tossed around on the bed for minutes.

Believe me, I tried, but I couldn't help bucking at the feeling of a cool substance being rubbed against my entrance.

"It's okay," Zeus assured me, pushing his finger against me. I shifted in discomfort, feeling his finger as it began to enter me.

"Shush," Zeus whispered, slipping in another one. I gasped in pain and reached out to tug his hair, the thing was all over the place.

"Stay calm, it'll be better in no time, I promise," Zeus explained, moving his fingers inside me. He did that for a while, scissoring and stroking.

"God," I moaned, feeling a wave of pleasure wash over me. I moaned, feeling it again, and again.

"Zeus," I muttered in content, jerking against his fingers.

"Wait," Zeus groaned, still working his fingers inside me. I whimpered in protest when he took his fingers out of me. I heard Zeus hum; that happy hum he did in the park. That happy hum that had my heart panting.

"You're so beautiful," Zeus hummed, brushing a finger against my lips before positioning himself against my entrance. I gulped, a little nervous. I ran my hand up and down his back, and one through his hair to keep me distracted. I wasn't going to run away from this. I won't run away from this. I want this. I told myself as I gazed up at Zeus' green eyes.

"So, so, beautiful," Zeus mused and I felt a sudden gush of pain run through me.

"Be still. I'm sorry. I swear it'll get better," Zeus assured me, hugging and kissing me as my eyes blurred with unshed tears. It hurt, but the pain began to subside a little as time passed. It soon dulled to an ignorable throb. I mused in contentment as Zeus continued to kiss me.

"Better?" Zeus asked, looking down at me. I nodded and had the pleasure to see Zeus smile. I started to feel him move inside me. I moaned. The feeling and knowledge that Zeus was inside me was thrilling — it was beautiful.

"Zeus," I moaned, feeling those tingles rush through me again as I lost myself in the feeling of Zeus' lips kissing every possible section of my face as he moved inside me.

"I can feel myself cumming," I moaned, shutting my eyes as I ran my hand through his hair. I can feel the pressure build up in my groin.

"Zeus," I gasped as I came on his stomach. Zeus moved inside me some more before moaning and collapsing on top of me.

"Julian," Zeus muttered, running his hand over my thighs, and kissing my chest. I shuttered still flushed from the previous activity.

As I ran my hand through Zeus' hair I decided I more than liked him. I couldn't find a word for that feeling. Adored maybe? Yeah, adored was the word. I adored him. I really did.