Tw: death, sadness- pure sadness

I just realized-
I'm 13-
And I really like Sanders Sides-
Like Thomas Sanders is my favorite person in the world.

I'm young enough that I will grow up with Thomas Sanders as a role model, but I'm also young enough that I will experience his death.

Then I got to thinking, so many of the role models in my life, musicians, actors, friends, family, I'm young enough that I will experience everyone die.

I will experience my childhood crumble around me and I won't be able to do anything about it.