BOI!!!! NO ONE HAS SEEN MTME!!!!
This is so sad....

Request from @Kesokeos

I hope you enjoyed it, so sorry it took this long to get done.

Lances pov

I move my arm down and see the red stain on the cuff of my sleeve, three petals mixed in with the red.

"Lance come on!"keith calls, his voice sounding excited, all the noise does is make the vines in my through tighten. I hold back a cough and try to suck in air. I feel a hand grasp my shoulder and quickly put my arm down hoping to god he didn't see the petals and blood.

"Come on."keith says and I turn around to follow him. Me and Keith walk around the space mall and look at the stores. This was nice, spending our day off at the space mall instead of being stuck on that damn ship, it was nice to spend the day with Keith...but it was also painful, I could feel the vines expand by the second while I was around him, I knew I couldn't have him, but oh could I dream.

"Lance! Look at these!"keith calls from the other side of the store we were in, I walk over to his voice and see him looking at a collection of eggs.

"Allura has been talking about getting another pet, maybe we should get one for her."keith says as he looks over the eggs. I felt a wave of pain fill my throat and I let out a little squeak as I attempt to hold the flowers and blood from getting coughed out.

"Sure"I say in a rough tone, my throat being blocked by the roses that I held back.

"You okay?"he asks, a worried look in his eyes, shit I have to change the subject.

"Yeah, I think we should get a blue egg."I say, his face twists up in disgust. I was trying to take normal sized breaths but I could feel the urge to start gasping and coughing crawl up my throat tickling it with little needles

"Ew no, red is the best way to go."keith says. I open my mouth to respond but I could feel my head start to float from the lack of air and I could feel my breathing get deeper and faster.

"Okay you win, get both."I squeeze the words out through the vines and rush out of the store, once I sprint around the corner I bend over and start coughing, my eyes squeeze shut as I try to get all of the plants out of my body. Once I finally have stopped my head hurts like I had just gotten all the information in it forced out and now a clamp was on it pushing my skull sides closer together, my throat feels like spikes had been used like a scrub brush on it, forced up and down till my throat was clean of any dry spots, my throat felt like someone had stuffed news papers down it till it filled up and the sides of the paper was rubbing against the ripped walls of my throat. I look down to see my shoes in my blood and sigh at the sight. I guess I'll tell Keith I spilled punch on my shoes.

I stand up making me slightly dizzy and walk away from the mess of blood and half broken roses that I left on the floor. I see Keith waiting outside the store holding two eggs.

"Where'd you go?"he asks me.

"There was a sell for juice back there, sadly I accidentally ran into the door and spilt it all over my shoes."I say and gesture towards my now red sneakers. Keith laughs and hands me the blue egg as we walk back to the ship.

Time skip

I watch as Keith hands allura his egg and she smiles widely at him, then she leans in kisses his cheek, I fill my throat clamp shut while the vines pressed against the smaller space, I could feel them grown into my mouth, and I could feel the buds of the flowers blossom and slowly start to climb up, they were carried by blood. I drop the egg I was holding and hear it crack. I run to my room and slam the door behind me. I fall onto the floor and cough out roses, and blood. I opened my eyes at one point and I couldn't see a thing, no blood, no roses, not even my own hands. All I saw was blurry shapes and black spots. I couldn't hear anything besides ringing. I could feel a balloon in my throat growing and pressing against it, pulling it apart, and my poor throat tried its hardest to keep together, tried its hardest to hold itself together, tried its hardest not to pop....but it wasn't enough....

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I open my eyes and look around, I no longer was on the floor in pain, instead I found myself in a dark space, a light comeing in through multiple...cracks? I couldn't see my body but it didn't feel normal...it felt different, warm, fuzzy. I couldn't move my fingers and toes, at least not in the way I used to. I could feel my heart hammering in chest as panic set in, I could hear and smell things that I never use to. I open my mouth to scream for help instead a bark came out. I was now hyperventilating, what happened to me? Is this heaven? No this has to be hell? What did I do to get into hell. I slam my...hand...thingy.... into the cracks and it busted apart quickly. Light floods in and I squint my always to keep the new bright light out. I felt a hand lift me up....god?

My eyes adjusted to what lifted me up and there stood Keith, I went to shout in surprise but instead a bark came out.i look down at my ha-paw?! I try to look at the rest of myself I was a dog?! But not a typical earth dog...no I was something different.

"What is this?"keith asks looking me over and I felt self conscious of my new look, could he tell it was me?

"That is a space wolf, they are very interesting creatures. They are much like your earth dogs, except they have the ability to teleport and they take much longer to form a bond with."allura says and pats my head with her hand. I let out a whimper and squirm in Keith's grip.

Was this some kind of cruel joke, was what ever god was out there....was he entertaining himself at the expense of my sanity? I had died, I don't want to be here! I want this to be over! I lived my life, although it wasn't terrible I didn't want to do this again! At least I didn't want to be on this ship, I didn't want to be stuck in this form and watch as Keith grew closer to allura, I didn't want to have to watch all my friends in distress while all I could do was bark at them.

And oh god...was-was I still lying on the floor of my room? I start to wriggle and squirm my way out of Keith's grip, and I start running, I could hear Keith follow me, he laughed a few times as we ran down the hallway him thinking this was all a game. I get to my door and see it open which was strange, I walk in and see my best friend by my side,his sobs ringing through the room, I look past hunk and see my pale body fallen into the dark red blood that almost looked black, my cloths absorbing the dark liquid starting to turn red, the skin around my throat ripped to shreds as flowers and vines poured from it.

"I'm coming for you!"I hear Keith laugh from the hallway and turn to face the door he was getting closer to, oh no, I didn't think this through, I ran to the door hopping I could get out and lead Keith away before he could see but I wasn't fast enough and he peeked his head in and his eyes glazed over, he slowly walked towards my body and stood right in front of it, hunk shriveled down slowly and sat with his head in his knees, Keith fell quickly to floor a loud thump filling the room, his knee caps splashing in my blood sending droplets flying. He lifted his hand up shakily and placed it to my dead body's head. His bottom lip quivers, and small tears start to dribble down his face.

People follow the sound and come in. Soon everyone was looming over my corpse and crying. I felt guilt force it's knives into my back as I stare at the sad sight, I wanted to scream that I was here! I wanted to tell them not to feel bad, but they wouldn't have been able to understand me.

Time skip

I sit with Keith like we always do, me by his side and him staring into the distance. He's started to pull back from the team now, he would sit in my room and just stare at the walls, the bed, the floor....he would watch the room as if he could see me moving around it, as if he was looking into a different reality where I still stood in that room and use it.

I wanted to comfort him, to tell him it was fine, but all I could do was rub my head against him and bark. What use was this tong in my mouth if I could no longer do anything with it.

Keith looked down at me, a frown on his face.

"I miss him....I loved him.....I-I love him."Keith said to me, this made my heart warm up and get crushed at the same time.

"I-I don't think I can live without him...."Keith mutters. He sticks his hand in his pocket and pulls out a few flower petals. He has hanahki.

"It's killing me....he's killing me, a-and I miss him."Keith says and drops the flowers on the floor. He stands up and looks down upon me.

"I'm....I'm gonna finish the job before the flowers can, no need to suffer till my death."Keith said, I would have gotten up to stop him, I would have barked and tried to get the others, but I understood.

The end is painful, you feel like your insides are on fire, your head feels like it's going to explode, you feel like your stomach is getting crushed and your throat feels like it's being torn apart like paper...so maybe letting him do this was the one gift I could give.

I watched him put is sword to his chest and then shove it inside, once he finished he looked at me, it was terrifying, his cold eyes staring into mine while he had sword sticking through his chest.

"Guess two paladins will die in the room."Keith says, then he closes his eyes as, he stands still for a second but then he begins to sway, his pale skin getting paler,  finally he falls to his side, his sword twisting itself even more in his chest, making blood squirt out faster.

I knew he was still alive,and if I went to go get someone I could probably save him....but this is me giving him mercy. I feel guilty again because once Keith gets to heaven he won't find me...he'll be all alone...

But now here I am....all alone myself, no worth in life, no Keith to look after....I was alone, left with a hole in my chest from the loneliness....now I wish someone would just put me out of my misery, show me the same mercy as I showed Keith...