What does it feel like to feel desolate?

This was how Fermiga felt that day. Deluded?

Is this how people feel when they assert they are depressed?

''You act like a bitch''

''You are miserable''

''You are a whore''

''No, I'm not ''

''You don't even have a family''

''Stop it .STOP DADA''

''Hush shh come back, it's not real I'm here, baby free your eyes dada is here '' whispered a very warm voice hugging me.

I deliberately blinked my eyes and adapted them with the light stretched across the room.

''DAD,'' I clutched him tightly.

''Julious '' uncle, upheld the glass of water to me.

I chugged the whole glass of water in one go.

''Are you feeling alright? Ron if something is worrying you, you know I'm always here,'' he explained still hugging me.

''It's nothing dad, I was drained last day and almost missed the track of time. I'm sorry for troubling you. ''I assured him.

''Hey, no need for sorry. I'm your Dad remember. Well, then dear I need you to take medicine and seize some rest. Is that okay dear?'' I nodded.

My buzzer went off at 5:30 am. Enough recession, Ron you are not pitiful.

You slept with Dereck because you were bored and more than that I was drunk, yes I felt a little upset when he nudged me off. Well, I'll let it go.

Forthwith it's time to kick some ass.

I got ready and rasped a crop top which ended just above my bellybutton and paired it with my favourite Nike track pants and Reebok sneaks. I pulled my hair into a bun and wore wayfarers.

I peeked in the mirror Yeah, Ron now that's some recovery.

I rode to school in my Tesla Model S. I made my car park in the parking lot and I could sense each and everyone's stares on me and my baby.

I plastered a smirk on my look and exited the car, peeled off my reflectors.

I brought in slow-motion entry to the hall and I saw Sophia also joining me.

That's my Bestie bitches.

I guess when we stood giving rise to a grand entry in slow motion a background EDM could also do a favour.

We made our way to the lockers and I leaned on her shoulder.

''Hey so, what's the plan?'' she asked me.

''Well, I want to Eat, Sleep, and Repeat '' I laughed at my own declaration.

''That's foolish unless you aren't the famous, rich, sexy geek Veronica Empire'' I smirked at her.

Yes, comrades, I'm the number one on the scoreboards till now, right behind me is Dereck and I will never allow him to surpass me.

We got on to our history lessons and the day was moving pleasantly.

Then I saw Dereck standing near my locker.

''May I help you Dereck ?'' I inquired him over his shoulder since he was very tall.

He veered around and I saw numerous emotions in his sights. Was that regret?

'' Hey, Ron how are you? I just came to check up on you. '' He smiled at me.

Yes, everything is alright between us. The last thing I wanna remember would be that strange day.

'' I'm totally fine Derry'' I confessed while ruffling his hair.

'' Hey that's not cute '' he pouted.

We both stared each other with severe emotions from that day, thus we both cracked into fits of laugh and the entire hallway was observing us if we were maniacs.

He notified me that Fermiga was pissed off because she thought he was seeing me now.

'' So you coming to the party? '' he asked.

''Which party? '' I scrunched my brows.

''I'm hosting a party and I would love if you could make it there tomorrow, you can fetch your friends too.'' he declared by standing.

''I'll be there, I suppose you should go and make your girl an apology '' I smirked.

He held his palm on his chest and gestured that he's finished and moved away. I chuckled at his suffering.

After my eighth hour, I drove my car to favourite spot Cent's Cup Shop.

''Hello, Cent how are you doing ?'' I chirped at a very tired Cent behind the counter.

''Here Cent your power drink, you know Ron, he is a very good actor,'' Tyson announced positioning a coffee beside Cent's slab. I stared amazed at what he said and saw, Cent scowling at Tyson.

'' What? I'm telling the fact you lived on this furniture for god recalls how many hours.'' He stared as a giggle escaped from me and saw Vincent, glaring at me now.

''How do you know each other?'' He raised a question eying Tyson.

''We met at a party, Cent. Now would you stop questioning?'' Lies.

''So dear Ron, what would you like to have ?''Cent stood and headed to the kitchen.

'' Whatever you are good at and this time I'm paying,'' I said by making myself comfortable on the chair, presently dealing a very awestricken Tyson.

'' He never prepared that for me! What have you done to him?'' he behaved like a child and leaned on the counter facing me.

''She hasn't done anything Tyson, I'm just reasonable with people who are special,'' he appeared to the counter and rented some choco chips.

I poked my tongue out and high fived Cent.

Tyson just shrugged and got on to assist a customer.

''Here's the drink to my special Ron, with your favourite baked choco cookies'' Cent appeared with a tray full of cookies and a large cup of shake.

'' You are going to put in more calories to my nourishment,'' I joked with shock.

''Well if I had a daughter I would have prepared her food like this every day.'' He chuckled.

'' Thank you Cent this is .. yummy'' My eyes popped out wow they are heaven.

''I'm glad you enjoyed it, now I have to get on and take some order, that poor lad is probably exhausted '' with that he moved to an elderly lady.

I had taken pleasure in the drink and finished it, therefore something caressed my lips.

I saw Tyson wiping the milkshake from my upper lip with his thumb and licked it feeling behind me. I twisted my head towards him. He smirked.

Oh, that was so seductive!!

My heart was winning against like a drum. He got on the further side of the counter.

''So, I came here to inform you something'' I puffed out.

'' What is it Ron?'' he said while making some layouts on the cappuccino.

'' Here's a party tomorrow of my friend, I would love if you would come with me,'' I explained as blood scurried to my cheeks.

'' I'll show up and why are you turning red, Ron?'' he inquired as a smile rose up to his face.

Exhibiting his flawless teeth and those kissable edges that fashioned a half-moon. Get a grip, Ron.

'' I'll see tomorrow at your's at 7:30 pm. Is that perfect? '' He asked me nevertheless struggling on the coffee.

'' That's perfect and here's the payment for the lovely shake and cookies'' I mumbled stuffing the last cookie into my jaws.

''Hey that's rude I was gonna seize that after you left'' he asserted as he was hurt.

'' Get over it Ty, I don't share my things'' I leaned on the counter and gave him a peck on his cheeks and bit my lips then winked at him.

Also, I mumbled a goodbye and hugged Cent. When I looked behind, Tyson stood standing still on his spot like a sculpture, clasping his cheeks where I pecked.

That was for messing with me first, Tyson Colt.

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