I toss and turn trying to avoid sun rays that are disrupting my sleep, or rather my attempts to just die in my sleep. As usual I had woken up in the middle of the night, but this time, my butt was cold. Then I remembered it all. I didn't bother to change into my pajamas. I just pulled the blanket over my body and held on to my pillow letting tears flow continuously.

For what felt like five minutes, I slept well until these annoying rays woke me up. My head feels heavy and can't stop pounding so hard. If hangovers could kill I think I would be on my death bed.

I go to the bathroom but stop in front of the mirror. My eyes are puffy and it probably explains why I feel like they're being pierced from the inside. Mascara is smudged around my eyes and I look really terrible. I hate crying, I really do and for that I'll never forgive Harry for doing this to me.

I'm interrupted by a faint knock on the door. I wonder who it is. My mind immediately thinks it's Harry so I hesitate opening the door.

"Hey, Dollface. You okay?" Thank God it's not Harry.

I splash some water onto my face and stride over to the door and open it slightly.

"What do you want?" I ask Louis without letting him see my face.

"You left your purse in my car," he answers me softly giving me time to respond.

"Okay?" I don't see the need of him bringing it to me. After all I could get it at any time I needed it.

"I had it with me in my room and the fucking thing has been buzzing like crazy," he sounds a little frustrated.

"My purse is buzzing?" I decide to play dumb for a little bit.

"Well your phone not the purse dummy!" Now he's fully frustrated.

I suppress a giggle that's threatening to escape my lips. I don't know why he makes me want to just laugh even when I'm at my lowest point. I put my hand through the space and gesture him to give me my purse. He puts it in my hand and I pull it inside banging the door hopefully in his face.

"Not a thank you?" he yells.

"Thanks Louis. Happy now?" I bite back.

He goes quiet for a while but I don't hear his footsteps. He's probably still standing outside my door.

"I'm sorry Dollface. For whatever happened."he sounds a lot softer.

I stand with my back against the door not able to respond to his apology. Why would he apologize? Did he hear me cry or did Harry tell everyone that he spanked me like a child?

"I heard you cry." He continues. "I'm really sorry, Harry can be-"

"Louis." the voice that I didn't want to hear calls and I immediately flinch. I turn the lock and walk away from the door. I hear Louis leave and I'm thankful he didn't let Harry come to my door.

I take out my phone wondering who has been calling. It's probably just Hannah returning my calls.

I find 11 missed calls and two voice messages. What?
There are two missed calls from Hannah and nine from an unknown number.

"Hey Allie, please answer your phone!" the first voice message is from Hannah.

I listen to the other voice message.
"Allison I'm sorry but I didn't have a choice. Please forgive me. You have to forgive me." It's Hannah again.

The tone of her voice is scary and it makes my stomach churn. I think of Nate and I get even more scared. I quickly dial her number and it goes straight to voicemail.

"Hannah! Are you okay? Please call me as soon as you can!"

That's the best voice of urgency I can come up with. Seriously. Honestly my head is killing me and I just want to get painkillers or something.

I look at the other constant number that has been calling while I contemplate on whether to call back or not. Nine missed calls, surely it must have been a matter of urgency.

First ring... Second ring.. Third ring..

I hang up and decide to nurse my headache or rather hangover. I check the bathroom and luckily find some Advil. Expired or not I just want to feel better so I'm just gonna take them.

Just then I hear my phone buzzing. I stride over to my bed to answer it. It's the unknown number again and I'm scared of answering. Maybe it's Nate. But I'll never find out if I don't answer.

"Hello?"

Silence.

"Hello? "

"Hello Allison."

God no! It can't be who I think it is.

"Allison are you there?"

"What do you want?"

"That is no way to speak to your mother dear."

AN:
Oh shit! She found her!!!
What do you think will happen next?

I know I haven't updated in between the week but it's cause I've really been unwell.
But I've tried my best to push the story to continue even as I try to recover..  I just hope that you'll bear with me.
I beg you to please remember me in your prayers , hoping that I'll recover soon enough.
I have missed all of you and just remember that I Love you so much. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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