But I want you to have that smile I pictured;

I said lifeless,but with smile, stabbing me heart,

Only  that was with me,my heart whispered,

I never poured it out,His smile was all I heard.

And thus I pushed him to this new girl by his side,

Before this I was at least a second choice of his mind,

Pierced my heart with the words a a blade,

"I think she is the last."only I heard this once,our hands twined.

It was only me, to push him for his smile,

I would rather have that than lifeless and with me,

For now it was just my heart,bleeding for a while.

But Alas! I collapse, maybe I was wrong,this stab kills me.

It's not the first,but it;s the last,my last,

Because this one just made me nothing and I died,

I would always be alive in our stolen happy past,

But now, it hurts-kills, our love, all of that,you lied.

I wish to dedicate this  to @rhlkumar09 because he is my new reader and was the very first to comment in here. Thank you..