I know this is random but nah i just want to write this ao i can relax a bit...

started with sigh..

long sigh....

very long sigh....

I'm tired physically and emotionally... many work from school.. from my community.. from group... and many more... not that I'm complaining, i kinda like work so it's doesn't matter's.. but emotionally tired is something...

i always found someone who i like on app (not romantically) i care for them.. really care.. i always keep them company when they are sad and such.. i always there if something happens and they want to talk... i honestly care.. but then they lie, they left, they forgot me when they are happy...

is I'm just some kind of person that you can use to throw your sadness? I'm glad i can erase your pain.. but why you leave me? don't you ever think i never get hurt when you do that? do you think that i will just shrugs it off like nothing?

you know... i can't!! because once!! once!!! i care!! but now... you make my heart more numb.. more frozen.. thanks for all that... thank you..

once you said someday my heart will melt.. but my heart just becoming more cold and cold... thanks.. i don't know how to trust anymore... i don't want to trust anyone anymore... well what the point of trusting when they will turn around and walk away...

screw that...

im done..

Sorry i babbling... and don't worry, this person is not from wattpad so sorry if you offended i don't mean to do that...