Guys...
My depression has gotten worse. I am just picking up knives and then putting them down... HOW I MOTHER FLUDGING MISS GLADYS!!!!!!! Don't ask. But... I think I need her right now. I have needed her in the past,but now she's gone and I don't know where she went. At least my uncle is healthy now. :) I am just listening to music,hoping that it'll calm me down..... guess what, it doesn't. I just don't really know anymore, there's just so much going on right now in my life and I just don't know anymore, and my depression is getting worse by the hour, maybe the day, but I've been praying so much. Even though the great lord isn't answering right now, I know he will answer, even if I don't notice it.