"Omkara" gauri whispered in between her sobs.

Both stood sobbing,in the same position, unknown to the surrounding. At that point of time what they knew was only them. Their Forheads touching each other, seemed sending some different kind of peace inside their bodies reaching each other's souls. His hands holding her,as if telling her that he'd always be their to hold her to not let her fall. Her hands around him,seemed telling him the depth of trust she has in him. Their tears flowing down through the cheeks, showed they are incomplete without each other.
Love could be felt the way they were talking through silence with each other.

"Where were you... When i needed you so badly?
Gauri...i needed you when i lost my sahil, i needed you when my anu left me. I needed you, i wanted you  every fuckin time, in all my happy and sad phases. Where were you!!!!! Gauri....where were you?" He cried still standing the same way ,pressing his forehead little more onto hers, while their eyes were closed.  He was not complaining or taunting her now, he was just expressing how much did he need her,want her with him.

And thats how human beings are.
No matter how strong, positive and self-motivated a person is, but at some moments in life , one needs someone. Someone who can listen to all the worries one has  , someone who a person can tell his Insecurities and fears . Someone who can just be there to say " It's okay ,everything will be fine."

And sometimes we do not necessarily need someone to talk to,  but someone who can listen to us and our hearts ,about how exactly we feel. Someone who can listen to our feelings and emotions patiently without judging.
And as said - always it's not just only an " I LOVE YOU" which matters for our loved ones.  Many times just saying " I'm always there for you" gives more strength to the one . It gives the power to fight and not give up, it makes one feel important and loved.

Sometimes it becomes really very much difficult to carry the burden all alone.

"I was lost, i regret that. But i promise ..... I'd never be away again. I promise....i really do." She said trying to sooth him.

"Promise." He whispered.

"Promise." She responded.

"What if any misunderstanding occur again?" He said and  His voice reflected his fear.

"Even if it does, we would sort it out together. We'll fight, we'll cry,we'll talk..... But will never let it befall any of us again." She said,

"What if my heart.... doesn't stand strong,  at times?" Said Omkara. He was spilling out all those
questions which his mind was getting messed up with. All those questions which were annoying him, and haunting him enough and stopping him to still fully give in once again.

"Even if u fall weak, I would stay strong. My strength alone,would be enough for both of us." Gauri was quickly replying to his every word.

And with each passing minute,the shell he had created years ago starting shedding off his heart. It seemed as if  the little scared child who was hiding under the table,is coming out now. His fears and insecurities seemed to be breaking down finally.
His every question has been answered,his every pain has been expressed,his unshed tears finally made their ways down his cheeks.

Both stood in the same position.

After a pause for  while , gauri again spoke.
"So...am I forgiven now, Omkara? She said in her shaking voice.

He felt lump forming hard inside this throat. His voice choked and he whispered - "You already are, Belle." And as soon as these words escaped his lips, and hit her ears she shut her eyes tighter trying to feel the peace those few words he said,gave her.

That moment felt as if someone has put ice on the burning skin.

None of them dared to open their eyes,as they feared if it was a dream? But no, it was for real. Finally the pain,the anger and all the agony moved towards end. They stayed like that, closing their eyes,as their breathes mingled,the forheads touching each other. Damnn! It absolutely felt heaven. It felt heaven, being free of guilt, anger, pain, and years of suffering.

"I....still ....love..... you, i always loved you! And i will....always....love you .... Belle i couldn't unlove you even when i tried.
I ...love....you." Finally Omkara confessed, and  before he could realise anything else,he stumbled back as she hugged him with force. She started wailing,by now.

Damnnn it's been ages since the warmth of him, embraced her . She felt peaceful, she felt loved, she felt having won everything in the world.

His hold got tighter as she cried, while his eyes weren't dry too. Feeling solace in his embrace,she cried more against his chest, as her hands fisted his shirt from back mumbling "i love you."

And then for a few minutes,both of them didn't utter a word,but kept hugging each orher.

The clock stroke 4:00 a.m.
It was long night indeed. But as time passed,  finally the darkness of night took away with it, all their fears,pain and misery. Marking it as the night when two hearts,two souls reconciled with each other and made some promises again.

Omkara was exhausted so was she. It was too long now. Omkara  , being an asthma patient couldn't bear it more. He was exhausted physically as well as mentally . He started feeling suffocated little bit. He coughed once,seeking Gauri's attention who was still in his embrace. She did realize what it must be. She was too quick to pull away and check upon him. He tried catching his breathes little.

"Omkara... Are...You fine? She whispered , worried.

She held his hand and made him sit on the bed, rubbing his chest to sooth his coughs . He still didn't feel much well until he finally inhaled from his inhaler.

" Feeling...better?" She asked,looking at him. While he just hummed in response. But she kept caressing his hair.

Just then they realised it's dawn . But who cares if one night's sleep has been sacrificed.
At least now they are free from fighting.

Though it would still take time for the wound to get healed completely, but the process has already started, and soon the memory of all this will fade with time.

She looked at him very lovingly and smiled little bit with those eyes filled with tears but this time of happiness, while he held her hand making her sit beside him.

He wiped away her tears and placed a kiss on her hair asking her not to cry anymore.

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