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My family's sudden demise left so many questions in my little mind . I was devastated . The morning  found a broken me and a zillions of questions in my itu 🤏🏻 sa mind . I woke up rubbing my eyes with the back of my hand , my eyes were swollen and my whole body was paining.

mumbling "maa , papa" I went out of my room to find so many people sitting there on the ground wearing white dresses . Was it holi today , my little mind overjoyed at the thought . Of course I remembered every bit of the day before , how can I forget a day that gave me SO MANY pains .but being a child , I thought it was a Bad dream and that my maa and papa will be standing there with dhruv waiting for me.

I quickly washed my self and went in the hall to find everyone's eyes on me . Was I looking bad or do I look like zombie or an alien. I saw my chachi standing there , she came towards me and picked me up in her arms . "Where's maa and papa" I asked her not finding them near . She looked at me with a horror , guilt and some mix emotions which I couldn't decipher.she took me near their photo which was kept on a stage fully covered with white flowers . I saw it and kept on staring it without any thoughts in my mind , my face devoid of any emotions .

I was brought out of my world when i heard a car honk outside , all heads turned outside to see dadda momma and Ria coming inside my HOME. I leaped towards momma and hugged her tight . She hugged me back and whispering sweet nothings in my ear. "Why is maa and pa's photos there" I asked her backing away from the hug . She looked at me with sympathetic eyes. Horror struck on every inch of my body . This couldn't happen , god can't be this cruel to a 6 yr old , no it's a bad dream , I will get up now - these were the thoughts in my head , which were once again broken into a million pieces , I had to accept this , the reality , the reality that showed  that me parents aren't there with me , that papa won't be there to take me to park and complete all my wishes , that maa will no more scold me for using her makeup on my face and eating Dhruv's part of food, that my little brother won't be there to pull my hair . All these thoughts shook the inside of me and then everything blacked out .

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"We will take her with us"
"She's a bad omen , it's better we leave her in an orphanage"
"How can u do this with her , we will take her"
"She's of our family we can take care of her"
"I very well know how will you take care of her"

I woke up hearing someone yelling and fighting in the room beside me. The things I heard made me shudder and my little head was pouncing like anything. But I was able to recognise the voices , it was dadda and my chachu . The thought of going to orphanage and leaving my home broke me once again if that was possible.
. "Kyra" someone whispered, I looked up to find Ria near my bed looking at me with a look that said "I'm here for you" she's elder than me , we were in different classes back then, she was a class above me . She always understood me , in that small age also she was there for me always . She shut the door and sat beside me hugging me . My face was devoid of any emotions , but I hugged her back . I hadn't cried after seeing my parents dead bodies. My eyes were drained of tears .
She patted my back and said "cry"   "Talk to me". "Tell me" and that was the limit , I started crying and sobbing in my sister's embrace , slowly and slowly my sobs became too loud and ugly but she held me , anyone of her age would have ran away from me , but she didn't , she kept hugging me and letting me cry "I-I do-don't kn-nn-ow......" I was not even able to speak something , there was so much in my mind that I needed to speak and take it all out but I wasn't able to . She calmed me down.
Maybe due to my loud ugly sobs , dadda and momma with the whole family came running inside my room . I wasn't able to sense anything , couldn't understand what was happening. They all sat beside me calming me down , I cried just cried for I dunno how many hours . They stood by me , beside me ....

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It was the hearing of the court for my custody . A week has already passed . I was sitting with Ria holding my hand super tightly as if she won't let me go away , neither did I want to . But we don't always get what we want. that's what happened with me , my custody was given to my dadi . I hugged dadda tightly fearing that she will take me with her . But he was also tied by the laws , my chacha tried to take me away from dadda but my hold on him was so tight , finally he succeeded snatching me away from my second family , from the last hope I had ....

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Days converted into months and months into a year . Momma , dadda and Ria always came to meet me . my grandma lived in Assam, so they couldn't be there with me always, I stopped smiling , stopped playing , I didn't eat for a whole week when she took me to her house, I finally ate when I felt like now I would die if  I don't  eat . I never lived peacefully with them ,always got a nightmare , she didn't allow me going outside she didn't even want to keep me with her .
One day I heard her talking to someone over phone something about orphanage. I was horrified , I somehow got a phone and ringed momma , she picked it up after two times of calling , hearing her voice I started sobbing silently , clasping my mouth with my hands to stop the sob . In muffled voice I told her bout the thing I heard and kept the phone back before running to my room , which was a dark room in basement with plain white walls and a single window which was packed so tightly . The girl who used to live like a princess , became the maid of her own family and house . My chachi even used to beat me when I did something wrong or when I asked for more food . Keeping my head on the hard pillow I stared at the ceiling , tears starred leaking out of my eyes without permission and I found myself crying hugging my legs near my chest , sobbing silently so that they don't get to know that I was crying.
The next day I woke up , my eyes all puffy and my body aching . I went out of the room to find momma and dadda sitting there silently . Ria wasn't there with them . The moment they saw me and my state , worry crossed over their body and mind . They ran up to me and held me so tight yet delicately. I told him bout what I heard and what happened with me on the days they weren't near . I finally let out all my fears in front of them , they charged my so called family for harassing a child .

Finally my custody was given to momma and dadda . I went with them back to Dehradun , they kept me with them in their house , the house we are in right now. 
I was depressed for months , I used to lock myself up in my room and threatened them that I will jump from the window if they try breaking into the room.
One day I realised that my father always wanted good for me , what if he wasn't there I can make him proud by staying on earth and then when I  accomplish my dreams I can go to them up in the sky.

So I decided that I will continue my studies, just one thought in my mind that I have to become successful , that I have to make my own house my own paradise . I promised myself to complete all my studies and be the best and with that I joined the school with full determination. My extra intelligence led me to promote in the same class Ria was in , even if my one year was wasted and i was younger than Ria , dadda made them agree to let me be in the same class as hers. Days went like that and slowly slowly, with the love of my new made family I overcame my depression and started loving me self once again and enjoying the life once again. Ria being my strongest mental support system . All loved me like there own daughter , dadda wanted to give me the same title 'Singhania' as them but I being my stubborn self declined that and said that I won't give my father's title away now , I will be "Kyra Sethi" for life ......

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