for the few chapters imma switch it up to 1st and 3rd and I decided to do more passing the 200 enjoy
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Ayla Marie
the internet is a good and bad place to be involved. I was introduced to be in the world because of my parents. I'm not blaming either of them but just it was complicated for me especially for my sisters. Well everyone is thinking, making assumptions about my dad and Yasmin separating. I haven't actually had the best time to speak or seen them for a long time. After the show in Reno me and my dad went separate ways. Stassie seen Yasmin the other day. I have viv with me at the moment. I gotta talk with my dad.

I'm in town for a couple weeks then it's back again on the road. Work is my life honestly.

So today is the day I get some answers. He also wants some answers since I didn't tell him the truth or anyone about the ending of my engagement. Well whatever happens it will happen. Viv is in the living room watching a movie. I was in my office finishing papers and drinking wine. Honestly I'm so nervous.

My dad texted me that he was walking in my driveway.

"Hey Viv." I walked out of my office and went to the living room "guess whose coming?" She looks at me. Her smiled appeared when she knew it was dad.

"Daddy's coming?"

"Yup. I know how much you miss him. Today he's spending some time with us."

"Are we going to tassie house to see baby sister? I got her a gift" she shows me a pink bear "I got the bear like mine so we can match."

"We can go later. And how sweet of you." I hear the doorbell "that's daddy. You stay here." Viv pays attention to the movie. I walked down the hallway to the door. I opened the door. Same way my dad dresses. All black. "Hi dad. Long time no see."

"Ayla." He gives me a hug. I hugged him back. I was in complete shock. "Long time no see my darling." He lets me go. "I just seen your sister not that long ago." He smiled. "Kristen looks like your mother."

"Yeah she does." He walks in "viv's here. She misses you. A lot."

"Where is she?" He didn't hesitate to ask. Something was bothering him.

"Living room." He begins to walk fast to the living room "dad you okay?" He didn't respond to me. I know what it is. "Viv. Daddy's here."

"Daddy!" She gets up from the couch and runs to dad. Dad catches her "daddy I missed you."

"Vivy I missed you. So much." He went down in his knees "how have you been?"

"Good. Why are you and mommy together?" He hesitated "mommy doesn't talk about you."

"Viv we work so it's hard for us to be together. I'm just happy to see you princess." He kisses her forehead "I'm going to talk with big sister Ayla then I'll be here with you to watch your favorite movies."

"Okay daddy." She smiled then hugged dad. She walked back to the couch. My dad walked by passing me to the kitchen scratching his hair.

I followed him to the kitchen I got the wine and two glasses of wine. "Want some wine? The only alcohol in my house."

"Nah because this conversation needs to be sober for the both of us." He takes a breath "I fucked again." He grunts "God! I didn't want this to happen again. Everything was fine the years were fine."

"So it's true? You and Yasmin are separating?"

"She...she filed in for divorce. I got the papers this morning. I..I..I didn't had the chance to see viv in weeks. I felt happy and blessed I finally seen my daughter."

"How did this all happen?"

"Everything was so fast. Almost a year now, before your sisters wedding I think, me and Yasmin were arguing, bickering for the dumbest shit. Viv was never around thank god cause I didn't want her to witness the shit. I didn't want to have the same experience you had when it was me and your mother. We said some things to each other. Fuck I regretted. Flying out to Reno with grandma to see you was the best cause I had my daughter with me. After we left our separate ways I fucked up completely."

"How?"

"I started talking with other women. I thought that would make me feel better but no. It just ruin my marriage. She found out after. Yasmin send viv to Stassie and Dawson. And she told me "I don't love you anymore Gerald. The love I had for you is gone. I can't lie to myself anymore." The same shit I didn't want to happen. Viv is just a little girl. She doesn't deserve to see her parents separate because her father made the worse mistake that is known in the books." He takes out the envelope for his jacket. He hands me the envelope and I open it "it says if I agree to the terms Yasmin is asking and not making this public or chaotic she will allow visitations to see viv, have 50/50 custody of her, pay the child support and have no further contact unless if it's regarding to viv. It's get something different than what your mother asked me." I was speechless. "I have no problem of doing all of this because Vivan she's my daughter. I'm not going to do the same mistakes that I did when you were her age."

"I just never thought this would happen." I poured the wine to the cups "stassie told me about this and I didn't want to believe it at first. Until I hear yours." I gave hime the cup but he didn't drink "dad...she's hurt. I know you will be there for viv. She adores you a lot."

My dad starts tearing up "I don't want one day that my daughter viv says to her friends I was never there for her. I never loved her because what I've done to her mother. I still can't forgive myself because I did the same thing to your mother years ago."

"It's not going to happen. Dad stop hurting yourself. Viv will love you so much. I literally hear from her "daddy loves me as much as he loves you, tassie adin and baby sister. He loves mommy too. That's who he loves. Daddy is there to protect us. Daddy tells me no boys here. I'm daddy's princess." If mom was still here she would tell you to stop torturing yourself and to forgive. You've done mistakes and you learn from it."

"I wasn't thinking. Ayla I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for the things I've done to you when you were little. You did nothing wrong you, stassie, vivan and my grandchildren are the best things that could ever happened in my life."

"Dad I forgive you. Now you just gotta fight for viv. She's your priority now. It might suck but you gotta co parent with Yasmin. She's like a mom to us. Day one she expects us into her life."

"Yeah that's right." He cleans up his face "so what's up with you? Why did you break your engagement? Did Kyle break up?"

"Yeah. I broke the engagement for two reasons. He said that I spend way to much time with my career, working. I don't want to talk about kids or marriage yet. It was a mistake for him to propose to soon and if he knew what mess he was getting into. He wanted to have the same life as Stassie and Dawson. But that's not me. I'm not ready yet to settle down. This is just the beginning. Yes maybe in the future I want to have kids and marriage but now no."

"Well yeah. I've seen you strive to the best. He should've of supported you. What's the second part?"

"He cheated on me twice. He slept with the same girl not maybe a different girl in my house."

"Oh shit. What the fuck? Kyle was never that kind of person."

"He was frustrated of all this."

"He has no right to do that. If he actually cared he would never done that to you. I will go and..." he starts walking.

"Dad there's no point. I don't want to go through this anymore. I'm fine. Now we gotta focus on you and viv." He gives me a hug. "It's okay dad. Thank you dad."

"Ayla, I've been the luckiest dad since I had you, stassie and viv. I love you."

"I love you too dad. You wanna go watch a Disney movie with viv?"

"Yeah. Take the wine. And it's cool if..."

"Yeah dad you can stay here. Yasmin won't pick up viv till Wednesday." I take the wine and the glass cups. We walk to the living room. Viv was in the living room. "Viv, were going to watch your favorite movie." Dad had the chips.

"Yay!" I sat down on the left side of viv. Dad sat down on viv right side. "Sleep over!"

"Yes viv. The three of us are having a sleepover." Dad said. He mouthed thank you. We just stayed there late.

Dad and viv fell asleep. I brought a blanket to cover them. Dad was hugging viv. He loves her as much as he loves me and stassie and his two grandchildren adin and Kristen.

No matter what happens to us we're still family. I know dad and Yasmin can work things out for viv and for the family.