The song which almost fits this chapter...

Fire on fire would normally kill us
But this much desire, together, we're winners
They say that we're out of control and some say we're sinners
But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms
'Cause when you unfold me and tell me you love me
And look in my eyes
You are perfection, my only direction
It's fire on fire, mmm
It's fire on fire

When we fight, we fight like lions
But then we love and feel the truth
We lose our minds in a city of roses
We won't abide by any rules.

She got out of the car as soon they reached infront of her building.

The whole ride they were silent.

She was thinking about their relationship.

Was it even a relationship?

Or was he just having fun with her?

And,he was thinking about how she was close yet so far.

He looked at her through the rear view mirror.

He can look at her but cannot touch her.

The eyes which used to glow whenever she looked at him are now filled with sadness.

He stopped the car as soon as he reached infront of her building.

"Tania?"he called her.

"huh?"she said coming out of her own thoughts.

"We have reached your house."he said.

"Oh..yes..sorry.I was just thinking something."she said and got out of the car.

She got out of the car and was going towards her building but tripped over a stair and fell down.

"Sh!t." he cursed and got out of the car and ran towards her.

"Are you okay?"he asked as the scratch was bleeding.

"I am fine.It is just a small wound."she said as she controlled her tears.

She didn't want to cry infront of him.

She didn't want her to think of her as a child who cannot even handle a small wound.

"It's bleeding."he said looking at the wound.

"It is just a small wound."she said.

"Even if it is small wound,it is hurting right?"he asked as he picked her up.

"What are you doing?Put me down."she screamed.

"You are hurting."she said and walked towards elevator.

She thought about the wound he gave her by getting engaged with someone else.

"Elevator is not working."she said and he looked at her.

"You were planning to climb this stairs with this leg?"he asked and she nodded in a yes.

"You are stupid."he said and went towards the stairs and started climbing the stairs.

She was just looking at him.

After so many days she was looking at him so closely.

After so many days he was so close.

"I don't know how you were going to climb the stairs with this leg."he muttered and a smile escape her lips.

"Key."he asked as he reached her floor and she took out the key from her purse and gave it to him.

"Can you stand?"he asked and she nodded in a yes and he made her stand and unlocked the door.

"Let's go."he said as he held her hand and they both went inside.

"Sit down."he said and went in the bedroom and bought a first aid box and sat near her leg and pushed her gown a little bit and after cleaning the wound,applied ointment on it.

"When will you stop being so clumsy?"he said as he was applying ointment on her knee.

"Sorry."she said.

"Don't say sorry to me,say sorry to your knee..it got hurted because of you."he said making her laugh.

"Sorry knee."she said and he looked at her.

After so many days he saw her laugh.

She saw him looking at her and stopped her laugh.

"All done."he said and the light went off.

"Sh!t."she said as she was afraid of dark.

"Hey..hey..it's fine..I am here."he said as he knew she was afraid of dark and sat beside her.

"But you will be not here forever."she said making him look at her.

She was looking so beautiful as the moon light from the window was directly falling on her face.

Slowly his hand were going towards her face and he caressed her cheek slowly.

It was as if his hand has its own brain and was not listening to him.

He tried,he really tried to remove his hand from her face but his hands were not listening to him.

She closed his eyes feeling his touch .

She tried to remove his hand but her heart was not listening to her.

Just one touch.

Just one time.

After so many days she felt his touch.

The touch she used to crave for.

The touch which used to make her crazy.

Just one touch.

Just one time.

She said to herself as he came closer to her and his lips met hers and as soon as he touched her lips he felt like he came back home.

She was his home.

She was his peace.

She wrapped his hand around his neck and pulled him closer removing all the distance between them.

Just one touch.

Just one time.

She made herself remember.

He wrapped his hand around her waist and deepened the kiss.

The content feeling which she gives him,nobody else gave him.

He pushed down the strap of the gown and bit her neck and a moan escaped from her lips.

He knew her weak spot very well and that once again made him proud.

"Rahul."she moaned as he bit the same spot once again making sure that it will leave a mark on her neck.

He loved giving hickeys to her and she didn't hated his love bites on her body.

His phone rang making both of them shock as she suddenly pushed him.

"No."she shouted.

"Sh!t..sh!t..sh!t..what was I going to do...sh!t.."she cursed.

"Tania listen.."he tried to make her understand.

"Please don't talk..please..I.."she was going to say something but once again his mobile started ringing and he took out the mobile to see Amrita was calling him.

"I was going to break a relation..sh!t..sh!t."she massaged her forehead as she saw that Amrita was calling her.

He cut the call.

"Tania please listen it is.."

"I am not blaming you Rahul but please leave...I am also wrong..I don't know what I was thinking."she said cutting him off.

"Tania please don't blame yourself...it just happened."he tried to make her understand.

"You cannot even understand Rahul..I am not a homewreker..I was going to break your home."she said as she pulled her head in tension.

She felt so dirty.

She looked at him and held her hand in his making him shock.

"Rahul...I am not like this..you know it..right?I don't sleep with men who are engaged..I don't know what I was even thinking....but ofcourse you will not understand me as I slept with you even before we gave a lable to the relationship."she said as she stood up.

"Tania..your leg..."he said as he put on the mobile's torch and ran towards her and placed his hand on her shoulder asking her to stop walking but she pushed his hand away.

"Please leave Rahul...I am not blaming you but I am not in my right state of mind."she said and then turned around and looked at him.

"Please trust me..i don't break home..i don't sleep around with engaged man."she said as tears started rolling down her cheeks.

"please leave before I hurt you."she said and looked at him.

"please trust me Rahul...I only slept with you...only with you..I am not a somebody who sleeps around..who breaks home."she said and once again he tried to touch her shoulder but she pushed his hand.

"Don't touch me..go to Amrita."she said and her heart broke into pieces imagining him with Amrita.

Pleasuring her like he did to her.

Touching each and every parts of her body like he touches her body and then she realized one thing.

"Rahul I have no memories with you..other than the times we slept around..I know you love me but before we could make new memories as a couple who are in love you got engaged to Amrita."she said as she took his hand and looked at the ring.

Sh!t!

How can I do it when you wear wearing ring of her name in your hands.

"I am not a homewreker...and I don't sleep around..it's only you."she said as she started crying more loudly.

"I should have never slept with you..I don't know why I slept with you...you changed my whole life for the worst..now I also became a homewreker...see.."she chuckled sadly.

"Do you regret sleeping with me because I don't...I was attracted to you the first time I saw you and being intimate with you was the best decesion of my life...do you regret it?"he asked and he hoped she will say 'no' because it was the most beautiful day of his life.

"No..I don't regret it because it was my decesion..but I regret giving in to you so easily..I regret staying with you without any label..I regret not fighting my desires."she said.

"But I don't regret being with you."she said,once again.

"We didn't just had sex with each other Tania..we know many things about each other."he said and she wiped her eyes and gave him a small smile.

"Listen...I know last few days we were trying to know basic things about each other...and I know few things about you but I am glad that you did not leave me after I knew everything about you...it will be atleast a little bit easy..now go to her..."she said.

"Is this so easy for you?Can you leave me and move on?"he asked.

"Then why are you marrying her?"she asked,almost shouted and he did not have any answer.

She waited for some time hoping he would reply but he remained quiet.

"Please leave."she said.

"You are scared of dark.I will stay till light comes."he said.

"More than dark..I am scared of loosing my control and give in to desires when I am with you..Please leave."she said and she chuckled as she thought of something.

"What happened ?"he asked.

"You must be feeling so happy right?"she asked and he raised his eyebrows waiting for her to speak further.

"You must be so happy to know that how easily I loose control..just by your one touch...You must be so happy knowing how crazy you make me..."she said and once again chuckled sadly and stopped herself from crying.

"I am feeling so dirty..I hate myself."she said.

"Tania listen.."she said as once again he was trying to touch her shoulder but she moved backward.

He wanted to tell her that she does not have to feel dirty..or she does not have to hate herself as it was more of his fault as he was the one who was engaged to another person but he could not control himself and that made her hate herself.

He wanted to tell her that she cant hate herself as he loves her but then he looked at the ring on his fingers and shut his mouth.

He wanted to tell her that she was not wrong and he understand her because he feels the same when he is with her but he didn't tell her anything he wished to tell as the ring on his finger was asking him to shut his mouth.

"Please leave..I am glad Amrita called..I will thank her for this...as day passes I will handle myself."she said breaking his thoughts and he came forward to say something and again she went backward.

"Don't touch me..please."she said.

"You want me to never touch you,right?"he asked.

"Yes."she said.

"Anyways now you have Amrita."she said after some time which made her angry.

"You think it is so easy for me..I have never touched anyone other than you...It's okay that you don't want my touch but don't talk about Amrita again and again."he said.

"Then why are you marrying her?"she asked and the lights came.

"Now you can leave."she said and he left and once again the tears rolled down her cheeks which she controlled so hard.

*******************************
You all wanted a big chapter.

Now here it is.

But please comment 'I miss Aaryan and Rayna' because if you dont miss them it will make me sad😑😑

Now what do you think about the story RAYNA is writing?

What do you think about Tania?

What do you think about Rahul?

Was she wrong?

Is he wrong?

Should they be together?

Random question :-Who started watching bigg boss 14😄😄

And if you watch what was your favourite season among the past 13 season?

Mine was season 11.

*******************************