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Aaryan's POV

After they slept I went in my room and went in the washroom and then came back and sat beside Rayna and saw that she was scrolling through instagram.

"Rayna?"I called her.

She logged out of instagram and put the mobile aside.

"Why did you say that they will sleep in their room when Piya said she will sleep with me today?"she asked angrily.

"Piya was so upset..."she continued as I pulled her in a hug.

"Rayna...you spend whole day with them but at night I want you with me without anyone disturbing us."I said and she pushed me angrily.

"You made them upset for your own selfish needs."

Sh!t !

That came out wrong.

"No...and by the way if I am being selfish to spend some alone time with you then what's the problem in that? if I want some alone time every night to talk about our day,talk about us,talk about some things which can't be said infront of kids..what's the problem in that?I feel like I am the only one who want that and I was not meaning in that way and even if I was meaning in that way I dont think I am wrong but I was not thinking that way."

"Aaryan you know I also want to talk to you,spend time with you but I feel bad breaking her heart."she said.

"Slowly as she grow up she will learn that this time is  'daddy and mommy time'."I said.

"Hmm.....and I am sorry if you think you are the only one who wants to spend alone time with me...I also want it."

"I know how much you love the kids."I said.

"And I love you too."she said.

"It's just that she was upset and she could not understand why are you saying no to her.."she continued.

My Rayna.

She is still upset.

I love her so much.

"Some day we will make both of them understand that this time is our time and on Sundays they can sleep with us.Okay?"

"Okay...I love you."she said.

"I know it's new for them..I can understand..they always want to be with you...but now only it's good for them to know their limits...Rayna I am just saying that when they grow up they will have their own life..maybe they will move out for job or study..so dont get so attached that they cant leave you or you cant leave them."I told her.

"You know why I decided to gave both of them their own room at this young age?"I asked her.

"Why?"she asked.

"Because frankly I wanted the night time for myself...I decided that this time will be for myself..I thought I spent almost whole day with them...I want some time alone....if it's me being selfish then I am selfish and they were used to it but now they want to sleep with you."I said.

"I broke their routine."she said.

"Rayna dont say that.I think they should know about their personal space from early age."I said.

"And I had decided that I love them..they are my life but I should have my own life aside from them."I continued.

"Your job,your writing..is your own life aside from me , Surya and Piya..You are getting it right?"I asked.

"Yes.I am getting it."she said.

"Maybe they will cancel oppurtinities just because they can't stay away from their home and their mommy.Will you like that?"I asked.

"No."

"We are small part of their lives...not their whole life...Ofcourse its natural for them to get depended on us now but we have to indirectly show them that we are there for them when they need us but apart from us they have their own life."I told her.

"I am saying all this just because I dont want you to get heartbroken when they grow up and start leading their own life."I continued.

"We are not your whole life...we are just part of your life.."I tried to explain to her.

"Thank you."she said.

"We would have discussed about this if the kids were here with us?"I asked.

"I understood it."she said.

"Good."

"And about the need you were saying..."I said as I kissed her cheek and moved to her lips.

"I am sleepy.Good night."she said as she pushed me and laid and pulled the duvet on her.

I pulled her towards me and rested my head on her pillow and tried to sleep.

"You know what?"she asked as she turned around me.

"What?"I asked.

"Wake up."she said and woke and sat up on bed and I also sat up.

"Now after talking with you now I realized that how freely we talked."she said and I nodded in a yes.

"That day when I came to know that you are with Monica I should have given you a tight slap and asked you that why you broke my heart but..."she said and stopped talking.

"What?"I asked.

"But in the back of my mind I had a fear that you will find someone better than me and will leave me and due to my fear and insecurities I accepted that you left me and didn't question you."she said.

Sh!t !

I let her fear come true.

"You can give me a slap now also."I said as I dont know what to say.

"I mean look we talked so freely today...we would have talked that day...i would have got angry like I got angry today for asking Piya to sleep in another room."she said.

"If you scold Piya I will question you then I dont know why I didn't got angry and questioned you."she continued.

"Because like me you were insecure.We let our insecurities and fears win."I said.

"Hmm...if only I would have slapped you."she said.

"You can slap me now."I said.

"Sleep now."she said and laid and pulled the duvet on her face.

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"Aaryan?"me and Rayna were in the mall with Piya when someone called me.

I turned around to see Sumit,one of my college mates.

Rayna was taking something from the other aisle.

"How are you and how is Payel?"he asked.

"Aaryan."I heard and turned around to see her with a can of yoghurt in her hand.

She looked at me and then at Sumit.

Sh!t !

Sh!t !

Sh!t !

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I hope you all liked the chapter?

Do you think that Aaryan is right about him giving seperate room to kids?

Do you think that Rayna should have questioned him that day when she saw him with Monica?

How will Rayna react in the next chapter?

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