First time in my 29 years of living painfully, my brother Hoseok arranged me a blind date with a stranger.

Knowing how stubborn I would be to agree to this, he tricked me and somehow brought the girl and I together.

I felt insecure.

There stood a happy cheerful Hoseok along with a beautiful girl from head to toes. Her smile...so pure

The way her eyes looked at me said it all

She disgusted me

She made me felt horrible

She despised my presence

Without thinking, I backed away and ran away as far as I could.

No one likes an insecure man so why am I still alive