Without I even knew it, I began laughing crazily while gazing directly into Jimin's eyes.

His gaze softened, probably realizing his said words.

- " Nah hyung I didn't mean.."

- " nope you're right. I'm just Yoongi, the insecure man. Who the fuck am I to judge people and want them to love me?! It's alright Chim"

I smiled weakly a last gummy smile before walking sluggishly away. Her face in my mind and her ring which I've always wanted to give her, in the palms of my hands.

I wanted to run... i wanted to run away...so free

Without I knew, my feet began running away on their own with a screaming Jimin calling for me.

Taking out my phone, I recorded my steps and in no time, I was already standing in front of a bridge. I smiled at the sight.

Removing my shoes and my phone before climbing on the wall of the bridge.

- " Dear mom and dad, I'm sorry for being born insecure and being imperfect like how Hyung was. I'm sorry for bring a shame to you all and also for killing hyung. Yes, I was the one to kill him! Amd Dear BTS, thank you for understand me more than anyone. You were there for me when not even my family was unfortunately happiness never last long. I killed our maknae, Jungkook Jeon. He was so perfect and here, I felt nothing but hatred towards him. Anyways hope you all will be able to forgive me one day. This is my last goodbye to y'all. Love you"

Tears in the eyes, he finally set himself free.