I ROLLED my eyes at my boyfriends words, shaking my head and burying it in my hands. "you can't just do that!" JJ yells pacing the room as he scolds me. I was sat down on the edge of my bed waiting for the argument to end, he was mad at me for hanging out with Sarah Cameron and the rest of the kooks without running it past him first. "JJ i did nothing wrong," I yell back shrugging as if it were obvious. It was his turn to scoff as he shook his head at me "you did do something wrong y/n, you went and hung out with other boys without telling me!" He argued tugging at the ends of his messy blonde hair. "Is this what it's about?" I question "me hanging out with boys?" I add sighing as I watch his stress slowly increasing. He rolls his eyes again "obviously who knows what you were doing with them," he states, I stared at him with my eyebrows furrowed "you really think I'd cheat on you?" I ask shaking my head in disbelief.

"Well who knows what you're capable of," he shrugs condescendingly. Tears well in my eyes at the thought of him not trusting me. I stood up abruptly opening my bedroom door for him to leave "if you don't trust me enough to hangout with my friends then leave," I say pointing towards the exit, he grabs my wrist pulling me towards him as he shakes him head in protest. His hands tighten around my wrist painfully as I try pulling them away "ow, you're hurting on me!" I cry as he quickly drops my hands stepping away. He rubs his hands over his face has he lets a strangled sob escape his throat "what have I done," he whispers to himself staring at the red marks slowly forming on my wrist,  "I'm so sorry," he cry's before quickly rushing past me without another word. My heart breaks as I quickly rush after him "JJ wait!" I yell stopping him by grabbing onto his arm, he turns away flinching from my touch "I shouldn't of touched you, I'm just as bad as my dad," he cries searching my face with wild dull blue eyes. I shake my head quickly "no, JJ you're not, it was an accident," I argue as he just shakes his head "you shouldn't be around me," he mumbles leaving out of the front door quickly.

I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling as I let strangled sobs wrack through my body, he blamed himself for something he didn't do and I felt terrible knowing it was a sensitive subject for him. I texted asking if he was okay to which he sent a thumbs up back. I wanted to see him so badly but I didn't want to show up to his house when his dad was there. A text dinged from my phone as I quickly scrambled to check it, hoping it was from JJ. It wasn't, John B had texted the pogue group chat asking to hangout at his house for the afternoon. My eyes fell onto JJs response which was a simple 'yeah.' If he was going then it would be the perfect opportunity to see him.

I quickly rushed out the door grabbing my keys and making my way to John Bs house. The four pogues sat on the couches on the patio as I walked up the steps sending everyone a smile. JJs eyes guiltily trailed over my small frame as he let out a sigh. I sat beside him as he shuffled in the opposite direction, refusing to touch me. My heart ached, he was scared he was going to hurt me.

My heart hurt as we moved to the dock listening to the soft strums of Kiras ukulele, JJs eyes stayed glued to the water as stared straight forward refusing to let his eyes land on me. I was starting to feel desperate for his attention but didn't want the others to know there something wrong, the only reason I had really come was for JJ anyway and it clearly wasn't going well. I frown kicking my feet over the edge as I watch my reflection in the water. It felt like he wasn't even there as he ignored us silently staring into the distance.

I gave up, standing up and walking back to the cheatau without another word. I didn't expect him to follow me, knowing his guilt from yesterday was too heavy. I grabbed my car keys off of the counter leaving to go back home. I paused mid reach for the car door handle as I turned back to look at JJ, he was staring back at me a frown etched onto his face. I couldn't leave him here hurt, he'd only think I was mad at him.

I walked back to the dock standing beside him as he went back to staring into the distance, "JJ can we talk please?" I question as he turns to look up at me. He looks at the others quizzed faces as he turns back to me nodding sadly. We walked back in the direction of the cheatau stopping in a spot that was out of ear range from the rest of the pogues.

"JJ, you didn't hurt me yesturday I know you would never hurt me," I frowned as he stared at the dirt on his shoes. "I did hurt you y/n, I promised I would never hurt anyone and I did, I hurt the most important person in my life," he sighed shaking his head, disappointment prominent in his words. I shook my head at his statement, "I was being dramatic all you did was grab my arm, I know for a fact you would never ever lay your hand on someone, you're nothing like your dad okay?" I state firmly reaching up to cup his face. He finally looked at me, his blue iris's swirling with guilt as he nodded slowly "okay, but just know I am so, so sorry for hurting you," he mumbled. I smiled at him softly running my thumb over his chiseled cheek bone "I know,"

He hesitantly places his hands on my waist breathing out as he did so. The warmth instantly seeped through the fabric of top causing butterflies to erupt in my stomach. He finally felt more comfortable touching, confident he wouldn't hurt me as he pulled me into a much needed hug, burying his face in my hair. I rubbed his back comforting him as he hummed in response. "I love you," he mumbled into my shoulder before pulling back to look at me, "I love you to," I smiled as he leaned down to press a soft kiss to lips. I finally felt home again.

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Thank you all for the feedback yesterday it means so much. New prompts will be coming when I finish the rest of the requests <3! (I'm also aiming to make this length of the imagine the minimum ;) so hopefully the imagines are a little more longer now)